Title: Sweet Dreams

Dedication: This story is dedicated to allot of people. But mainly to one person. Vicky! Oh my gosh she helped me with most of this story! Probably not chapter one but the other chapters! She is a great friend and I am blessed to have her in my life. God bless you Vicky! Love ya much!

Disclaimer: I do not own anything like in every story. It gets kind of sad not owning anything either. I do own one character on here and the pack that he/she brings with him/her.

Summary: On a non-drunken night, Faith and Bosco sleep together. Only to wake up and he doesn't have the same feelings that she has for him. What will she do after he tells her the news?

My Jesus - My Savior

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The shoes on my feet
I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing
I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin'
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin'
I'll buy it
The house I live in
I've bought it
The car I'm driving
I've bought it
I depend on me
(I depend on me)

"What the hell is going on with me?" Faith asked herself and ran both hands through her hair. She was standing in the bathroom of her studio and just had woken up. She had become a little stronger and more independent in the last two months since she slept with Bosco. They had avoided each other in those months too. He worked ACU with Cruz and she stayed on Patrol and now rides with Sasha Monroe in 55 David. Faith and Cruz are cool though. They have the kind of relationship where they go out for drinks on a Friday night and say hi when they're passing.

"What is wrong with you Faith. Just take it and get it over with. It's negative and you know this. You can't be pregnant. You guys used protection so stop being so stupid." She said to herself, as she opened the box. "You were stupid to sleep with Maurice Boscorelli anyways. You guys have been partners for eight years and in those years you knew what he was like so just buck up! You're 29-years-old. You can't be pregnant! If you have another abortion like with Fred then you're a murderer!" She screamed in her head then screamed out loud herself and began crying.

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

She had to call someone so they could take it with her. Someone who understood. Someone like: The door opened after Faith unlocked it and she sighed. "You all right Faith? You sounded nervous on the phone." She said.

"What the hell took you so long Sasha?! I told you that it was urgent!" She shouted and took her friend by the hand and dragged her back to the bathroom. "I've got to take a pregnancy test and I need you to take it with me."

Sasha looked down at the test that Faith had in her hand. "Whoa, you think you're pregnant?" She asked in a low tone and Faith nodded as she cried with her hand over her mouth. "Well, who's the father? Do you know?"

"Yes Sasha! I know who the damn father is if I am pregnant! I'm not that big of a slut!" She shook her head and wept as she looked down at the test. Sasha put her arm around her friend's neck and nodded a little. "It's Ok."

"No it's not," she cried and sniffled, "what if he doesn't want to be apart of the baby's life and I'm stuck raising a kid alone. What am I gonna do Sasha? I can't do it alone." She shook her head and wept a little bit more.

"You're not going to go through this alone Faith. You saw me, I raised my nephew until my sister found an apartment and look at her now. She's younger then you and doing a great job. You can do it too. I know you can."

"I just don't want to have another abortion." She said.

Sasha paused and shook her head. "Faith that was a hard choice you had to make. I know that you're not going to do it again and you know that too right?" She asked and Faith nodded slowly. "So take the test and hurry."

She nodded and took a deep breath then walked into the bathroom. Sasha looked around and let out a sigh. She didn't know where to sit. She shrugged and walked over to Faith's bed and sat upon it. It was in the middle of the large room and had a really light pale lavender comforter and the bed was so comfortable. It was about a queen size. She looked around and sang the song that was on the radio. She heard Faith flush the toilet then Sasha stood up and walked over to the closed bathroom door. "Faith," she called softly and knocked, "are you all right in there?"

The door unsealed and Faith stood there. She nodded and placed the test on the counter. "You read it. I can't Sasha. It's too hard. You have to read it for me please." She stepped out of the bathroom and sighed.

Sasha walked into the bathroom and looked at the stick without hesitation. She frowned and looked back up at Faith who had her hands over her mouth and was looking at her. "Faith," she started, "you're pregnant."

The look on her face was complete sadness. Sasha frowned and hugged her friend as she cried a little. Faith was actually very scared. She had never had kids before and she thought she would have them when she was married and she would have her partner be there with her. Now she didn't have anybody and that was kind of scary because she knew that Bosco would want to give her a hundred dollars and a ride to the abortion clinic. She couldn't go through that again. It was painful on her heart and body too much. She had killed an innocent baby because of her job.

"Faith listen to me babe," Sasha said pulling back from the hug and looked into her face. "You will not be alone in this no way, no how. I am gonna be by your side until that baby cries, you hear me? I love ya."

She sniffled and wiped her tears away. "Thanks Sasha so much. I love you too girl." She clung tight to the officer and closed her eyes. Wishing this was Bosco when she told him. On the other hand she wanted to kill him.

Sasha pulled back and looked at Faith. "So are you gonna tell me who the father is or are you gonna make me wait?" Faith looked at her and frowned. She nodded and sighed. "So are you gonna make it to work?"

"I think I can. Yeah I can do it. I mean I'm riding with you." She paused and ran her hand through her hair. "I don't know the first thing about having a baby Sasha. What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm a failure at life."

"Stop being like that! Don't turn yourself down!" She shouted and walked into the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle. "Drink this and just lay down. Faith you are not in this alone. Why don't you call him right now."

She swallowed and shook her head. "Hell no. I'm going to the doctors and seeing if this is for sure then after the kid is born and raised I'll tell him." She bit her lip and laid down on her bed. "Where did I go wrong?"

"Well, it seems that you went wrong when you slept with this son of a bitch guy since he's not around." Sasha replied and laid down on the bed beside Faith and they both stared at the ceiling. "Tell me please."

She sighed and looked over at her. "You promise that you won't tell?" She nodded and looked at her blue eyes. Faith looked back at the ceiling and some tears came down her face. "It's Bosco. Maurice Boscorelli, NYPD."

Sasha turned her head back and looked at the ceiling too. Faith was silently crying about the thought of it and turned her body completely from Sasha. She looked at her friend's back and sat up. "Faith it'll be all right."

"No it won't and you know it Sasha." She cried and sat up then groaned. "You know what Bosco is like. Me, you and Cruz all said that you had to be an idiot to fall into Maurice Boscorelli's spell. Look what I did. I fell for it."

"He comes off as a nice guy Faith. You have to tell him sometime. When you do is your choice but he has to know that you're carrying around his child. You said yourself that you can't raise the kid alone. So don't."

"Remember about two years ago when he walked into the locker room and told us the story that he had to drop his girlfriend, Christina off at the abortion clinic because she was pregnant. I'm not doing that again."

"You had no choice Faith. Fred drank most of the money away and you didn't have a job. What else were you suppose to do? You guys couldn't afford a kid. My sister works as a waitress. If she can do it then you can."

"Sasha I don't know what I'd do without you girl." She smiled and hugged her friend tight and sniffled. "I'm gonna wait a while before I tell Bos. I just can't see him doing anything but giving me a hundred bucks, you know."

"It's your decision but you tell me. I'm gonna take care of you Faith. I know everything about babies and pregnancy. My sister never read the books, I did though. Now it's 2:14 so go get ready for work all right."

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Bosco was in the locker room and putting his bulletproof vest on over his long sleeve black shirt. He of course was working ACU today but he had to get his vest on. Faith was putting her uniform shirt on when she suddenly got the urge to throw up. She ran to the toilets, pushing past Bosco and some other officers then she emptied out in the bowl. Sasha went to the door and leaned against it. "Faith you all right?" She asked but received another sound of regurgitation. Cruz slowly walked up to the door too and looked at Sasha. "What's wrong with her?" She asked.

Before Sasha could answer, the door flew open and Faith came out. She inhaled then let it out and walked over to the sink and washed her mouth out. "You all right Faith?" Cruz asked, looking at her up and down.

"Yeah I just had...um a really gross meal and I guess my stomach didn't like it sitting down there so it gave it up." She wiped her mouth and walked over to her locker and started getting dressed again. She could feel, Bosco looking at her. She wanted to tell him now but that wouldn't work and she was kind of scared to.

They all headed to roll call and sat in their seats. Cruz and her ACU crew were standing in the back of the classroom with their arms crossed over their chests. Faith was kind of shaking and bouncing her knee up and down. It was annoying Swersky because the banging sound that the desk was making everytime her foot went up and down. He stopped talking and everyone looked at Faith. She had her finger on her lips and was looking down at the floor. Bosco stared at her, wondering what the hell was wrong with her. "Faith!" Swersky shouted and she looked up at him.

Roll call was excused, Faith was the first one out the door and she trotted to the locker room. Swersky stood next to Sasha and crossed his arms over his chest. "What's wrong with her?" He asked softly.

"It's really not my position to tell you so just ask Faith." She grinned and she too trotted into the locker room. Cruz looked at Swersky and he shrugged then headed off to his office to begin the crime-filled day.

TBC...