You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul. ~Julie-Jeanne Eléonore de Lepsinasse
Ariana's POV
Liz said that she would be over here in 20 minutes and I'm so excited to see what she has planned. I really, really, really like Matt and I hope things will work out with him. Ialso hope that things work out with Liz and Avan, but they aren't Matt and I, so they really aren't my main concern. God, I never knew how much loving someone could hurt. Wait, did I just say that I am in love with him?
I guess I am. I mean, it all makes sense now. I now know why I was so upset when he dated that gank of girl last year. I was just jealous. Sometimes I love him so much, it gets to the point where I hate him. I mean, I tried to flirt with him a little last year, but later that same day he introduced us to his girlfriend and I almost exploded.
Then after that, I met Jordan. He asked me out, we went on a few dates, and then we started dating. Then I found out who he really was. A dirty little lying cheater. He broke my heart. Well not really. I realized after the fact that I didn't really love him. I think I was just channeling my love for Matt towards Jordan and my mind got tricked into thinking that I was in love with him. When really, I never was. ding! dong! Yay! Liz is here! I can finally get some help with my whole dating problem and get on to the road to happiness.
Sorry that it is short! I am going to a friends house in will be back in a couple of hours. I'll update as soon as I get back!
~Caterina Marie