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Feelings Under a Mask.
Chapter 2.
"I think I can't get the new song's choreography right, would you teach me? Please~ (´ `ʃƪ)"
It took like 3 minutes for Nanaka to get her answer; she couldn't help but grin about it.
"Sure, come tomorrow about 6 pm. I'll be looking forward to.¡( •̀ ᴗ •́ )و!"
-*oo*-
That day sure was hot.
Or at least that's what Nanaka thought walking out from the train station.
It was 5:45 pm, she still had some minutes to walk around the neighborhood she was at, and because as we already know, Suwa Nanaka took her time to walk.
After the disaster during the photo-shoot she decided to talk to Shukashuu, of course, she couldn't do it there on the field trip, Shuka had made herself really clear without saying a word that she was mad. And even if Nanaka understood why she was mad, she couldn't be helped, no matter how many times they talked about it, fuck it, or even cried about it, Shuka would still get mad at her.
So last night she arrived home really tired, not because the photo session was hard, actually it was really fun; but because the situation between Shuka and Aina was a complete mess.
Remembering how everything started and how everything took shape, she decided that this situation had to be fixed, for her career's sake, Aqours, and her mental state.
She took her phone and tried an old trick to pretty much get an appointment with Shuka; she knew if she texted her or called her to "talk" Shuka would cut her off, but she never said no to dancing, or teaching her the damn choreography. Actually, that was what it started it all.
She wasn't a stranger in the neighborhood anymore, so there she was, 6:00 pm sharp, in front Shuka's place, she couldn't deny she was really nervous.
That day she was wearing her girly outfit (a blouse and fluffy dress) her hairstyle was two cute low pigtails, she wore little makeup (Arisha's recommendation) and put on some perfume on. (King giggled at that, saying that if she was there for dance training she wouldn't need perfume, even the makeup was too much).
Nanaka shook her head on the idea and rang the doorbell.
She grabbed her bag with her both hands, she was almost shaking, her heart racing. She could feel her sweat running from her temple. And what it felt like a lifetime, the door was finally open. A smiling Shuka greeted her.
"Suwawa~!" She said with a big smile "right on time!"
Shuka was wearing her training clothes; her boyish style hadn't changed since the first day they met. Nanaka smiled at that thought.
"Good afternoon Shukashuu, may I come in?"
Nanaka indeed was nervous, she felt puzzled, was Shuka mad at all?
" My, how polite you are now"
Shuka never lost her smile and took a step to the side letting Nanaka come in.
"Pardon the intrusion..." Nanaka said in a singsong voice while coming in, Shuka suddenly grabbed Nanaka by her hips, making her stop completely in the house entrance, Shuka closed the door without taking her eyes away from Nanaka's. For a few seconds, they lost themselves in each other eyes.
It was Shuka who made the move and stole a kiss, was a quick peck on her lips, and swiftly went inside her house. Nanaka was left in awe in the entrance blinking with an "o" drawn on her mouth.
"How's that for a change?" said Shuka disappearing into the kitchen.
Nanaka just snorted; yes, normally it was her who left Shuka in awe and with an "o" shaped mouth. She took her shoes off and entered Shuka's house, now more confident, calmer, more like herself.
She caught Shuka taking two bottles of cold water out of the fridge.
" I believe we will need these." she turned around to see Nanaka. Then smiled again.
"Suwawa, are you here for practice or for a talk?"
Nanaka rose her eyebrows and then tightened her lips.
What?
"What?"
" You are not dressed for the occasion..." said Shuka giggling "... And, are you wearing perfume?"
Dammit, King!
Nanaka just wore her Suwa face and smiled
" I came from work Shukashuu, today I had singing practice with Azalea, Arisha and King say "hi", also..." she lifted her bag " ... I have my training clothes right here"
Shuka's smile faded a little, Nanaka noticed it.
" You want to talk? We can talk" she put her bag down again.
It was true that she came here to talk and not for dance practice, but she had to be prepared to dance as well. It wasn't a lie that she had an Azalea meeting, and that Arisha and King sent Shuka their regards. What happened on the photo-shoot wasn't something that went unnoticed to the rest of the members. No one said anything on the field trip, but Aina wrote some text messages last night, and today Arisha and King told her their concerns. Later they gave her some fashion tips about this "dance practice", like the makeup or the perfume thing.
Shuka left the bottles on the counter; she had a sad look, and with a sad tone said...
" I thought you where here to talk about yesterday...because I was mad"
"Are you still mad?"
" No, I'm not mad anymore..."
"I'm really sorry Shuka" Nanaka's tone was sincere, soft.
" I spoke to Aina last night, I don't know when all of this became so twisted!"
"You spoke to Aina?" Nanaka felt a little pinch in her heart
" Yes she was concerned about us, we took to long in the changing room..." Shuka's cheeks became red; Nanaka felt hers turn red as well. Both took a little moment of silence, Nanaka herself remembered her moment in the changing room, and for a moment she felt uneasy standing there.
She cleared her throat
"I don't know when this became so twisted either, the important thing is, for you to understand the situation, I know it's hard and it's a mess sometimes, but it's our job..."
" How do you feel when I play with Anchan ?" Shuka's tone became uneasy, almost cracking out. " You know, those "ChikaYou" vibes"
Nanaka was left in silence, and then she started laughing, almost choking
"What?!"
Shuka didn't say anything; she had a straight face on her.
" Oh, you are serious. Shuka I can't take that seriously"
"What? Why?"
" Because it's you and Anchan! Everybody sees you are two dorks fooling around, how am I supposed to take that seriously? You two don't bring those romantic vibes, even your characters don't have it."
" So I supposed the "KanaMari" have it" there was some annoyance in Shuka's tone
"The hell it does!" Nanaka said with confidence, Shuka shrugged
"Because it was meant to be from the beginning, God Shuka! "
Shuka just stayed quiet, playing with one of the bottles, normally Nanaka was calm and quiet but this time Nanaka was losing her nerves. Shuka looked like a child who was being scolded. Nanaka took a deep breath. Then she smiled at her.
"I believe it's better like that, I prefer to be the one who has to do those things, it's part of the deal, and it's what my character does, your character doesn't have to be like that, your character fits the playing around and being cheerful type, unless you want to change that"
Shuka shook her head.
"I tried to be "ikemen" but I think it didn't work out; it seems that You-chan doesn't have it, Kanan-Chan have it... So I suppose you are just too good at your job. Maybe the "RikoYou" can be a thing too? I just don't know anymore…"
Shuka took the bottle and squeezed it; she didn't know what to do anymore. Nanaka recognize that the talk was over, Shuka was jealous and she couldn't fight back because she didn't fit "romantically" with other member-yet-, and even if she tried, her "NanaAinya" or the "KanaMari" was stronger.
Nanaka smiled wider; this fandom was really something.
"So, why don't we quit this, and start with what you are really good at"
Nanaka lifted her bag again
"I came to a dance practice after all"
Shuka smiled wider showing her teeth, took both bottles and went out of the kitchen, Nanaka followed thru.
Shuka being the good dancer she was, she adapted her room for dance practice not long ago after she joined the Love Live Sunshine project. The room has everything she needed in order to fulfill her dancing demands; it wasn't a secret that Shuka and Aikyan were the best dancers amongst the members.
That's why this wasn't the first time Nanaka had texted Shuka for "private lessons".
Nanaka changed her clothes in the bathroom, undid her hairstyle and put on her characteristic ponytail and got ready to join Shuka in the practice room, she could already hear music playing faintly from outside.
When she went into Shuka's bedroom, it felt as if she had just entered hell. To make sure music didn't leak out of the room, Shuka made sure to shut the door and windows, Nanaka felt she was already sweating.
"What's with this heat?"
Nanaka said waving her hand like a fan; her voice becoming a soft pant
"You get used to it..." Shuka said without looking her, she was tying her shoes " For me, it's a challenge to not turn on..." she said while standing up and turning around "... the fan..." she finished the sentence with a small voice, her eyes glued on Nanaka
"What?" Nanaka asked with her normal and natural tone; Shuka smiled wide at her
"Nothing... Lets warm up"
" I believe I'm already warm..." Nanaka said waving her hand with more energy
" You know what I mean!"
" Where you checking me out?"
"Eh?!... Oi!"
Shuka was really frustrated and her cheeks became red like Dia's image color, she tried so hard to look anywhere but Nanaka's body.
It wasn't because Nanaka was wearing a scandalous outfit, not at all; Nanaka wasn't that girly when it came to her training clothes, she was wearing some long blue shorts and a tight yellow shirt. But the sight of Suwa sweating; all hot and panting, made Shuka uneasy in her own bedroom. Nanaka grinned.
"Lucky you, your dance room it's also your bedroom, we can continue on your bed after warming up," Nanaka said with a malicious smile and taking a few steps toward Shuka; she could swear she heard Shuka swallowing hard.
"Let's focus on practice, shall we?" Shuka said with a nervous voice. Nanaka responded with a grin.
"Sure..."
For the next 10 minutes was a complete warm-up routine. Later begun the dance practice itself. Nanaka was still amused at how Shuka was so good at dancing and teaching it; they were so focused on the training that they forgot about the flirting and the uneasy feeling about the "Aina situation".
For Nanaka it wasn't a difficult choreography, but she had to make mistakes and do some wrong movements to justify this dance lesson, Shuka sometimes laughed about the wrong step, and tried to teach them again. Nanaka just went with the flow and apologized when she got it wrong.
1 hour later Nanaka suddenly stopped and fell to her knees.
"My! I think I can't go on..."
She said with a pained face, panting and covered with sweat, Shuka stopped her movements; grin at her and stopped the music.
" What? Are you tired?"
"I'm hot!"
" Yes, you are..." Shuka said walking towards Nanaka with a husky voice and a malicious smile
" Not that, " she said panting
"It's too hot for me to continue dancing..." she said taking the sweat off her forehead with her arm, and then looked at Shuka with pleading eyes
" How can you be that fine?"
Shuka indeed was sweating but she didn't look tired as Nanaka was.
" I'm used to it," she said smiling
" I think I don't have enough energy...I'm drained..." Nanaka said closing her eyes.
"C'mon stand up," she commanded sweetly offering her hand at Nanaka so she could get up; she opened her eyes and hesitated
"I need to teach you the last movement better, you keep doing it wrong"
No, she wasn't, Nanaka thought, she knew very clearly where she was making mistake for Shuka to correct them, and the last movement wasn't part of it. But being the way she was; Nanaka just took her hand and got up. Suwa wasn't a quitter, if she needed to practice all night, she would.
Nanaka stood up with some difficulty and looked at Shuka with a serious face. She was ready to be "corrected". Shuka smiled wider and started. They repeated the last choreography movement, indeed Nanaka did it right but in the last pose, Shuka stopped abruptly.
"There!" she shouted; Nanaka froze.
"What?" Nanaka blinked
"Stay like that" Shuka commanded, and slowly she walked behind Nanaka.
"Uhm..." hummed Shuka
Nanaka felt her sweat running down from her temples; it was so damn hot inside that room, and to be left still in a pose. She focused her sight on the mirror in front of them. She could see Shuka disappearing behind her. Her heart started to race like crazy.
"I think you should separate your legs a little..." Shuka said softly leaning in Nanaka's shoulder. Nanaka did what she was told. Shuka hummed again.
"Now I think you have to lift your torso a bit..."
Shuka traced Nanaka's sides in a slow motion with her hand, her left hand going to her hips and the other to her chest. Nanaka opened her eyes wide.
"Shuka?"
"Do as I say" Shuka said with a harsh tone, Nanaka swallowed hard.
What what's happening, Shuka wasn't the aggressive type. Nanaka blinked again, and lifted her torso as Shuka said.
" I believe you have to tense your thighs a little," she said lowering her left hand and caressing Nanaka's left thigh. She took out her hand of Nanaka's chest to trace her right arm, making Nanaka change her arm position complete. Nanaka didn't say anything.
Shuka quickly did the same with Nanaka's left arm and returned to continue caressing her thigh while her right hand started traveling up her side, under Nanaka's shirt, right to her breast.
"Shuka" Said Nanaka once again, her tone was serious.
Shuka hesitated and withdrew her hand under Nanaka's shirt.
Nanaka could feel Shuka's frustration, but she didn't say anything, Shuka instead decided to caress Nanaka's neck, touching it sweetly and softly.
Nanaka took a look into the mirror, the choreography poses long lost now; she swallowed again.
" Do you think I could resist you on this condition...?"
Shuka huskily said into Nanaka's ear.
" Resist your pale skin, you in your training outfit? I have to resist you every day at the studio in practice..."
She said biting Nanaka's lobe. Nanaka shivered after hearing that, but she said nothing, somehow she felt weak standing there and being controlled by her Shuka-chan.
" You know...I should punish you..." Shuka said in used a husky voice into Nanaka's ear, moving her hand from her thighs to her groin, the other hand still caressing her neck, slowly moving forward to her collarbone. Nanaka opened her eyes wide. If this was a punishment, then she would be a bad girl every day, she thought.
"... You lied to me, you said I was the only one..." said Shuka with a hurt tone, with that statement Nanaka's heart sink, she stopped breathing for a few seconds, her skin became even paler. She was about to say something, but Shuka put one finger on her lips.
While her left hand was still teasing her thigh and groin.
"... If I have to share you with Aina, I will really enjoy my time with you" she said caressing her lips with her finger.
Shuka used her lift hand to grab Nanaka's hips and stick herself to her back in a tight embrace. Then she slid one knee between Nanaka's legs spreading them a little more. Still playing with her finger on Nanaka's lips, she used her own to place hot kisses on her neck.
Nanaka took a quick peek in the mirror; it was a hot scene indeed. Then again she was puzzled. Was Shuka mad at all? Did she want to have sex with anger? Because it was for sure she was still mad at the "Aina situation" even if they "talked about it". Nanaka blinked.
Well, we will have to fuck about it.
Nanaka kissed Shuka's finger; it took Shuka by surprise though, she wasn't expecting Nanaka to respond to the teasing so straightforward, but then again it was Suwa Nanaka we are talking about, she hated losing and she was always up for the challenge.
In a few seconds Nanaka was licking Shuka's finger and suddenly she started sucking it.
Shuka froze, somehow her teasing was turning against her, so she quickly kept going, by leaving her hips and starting massaging one of Nanaka's breast over her shirt.
This time Nanaka didn't say anything, letting Shuka be and do whatever she pleased.
Even if her breast were small, they were really sensitive, so in no time her nipples were aroused, Nanaka needed to let go Shuka's finger to release a beautiful moan.
Shuka hummed and gave her a satisfactory grin, even if Nanaka couldn't see her; she took off her hand off her breast and with a quick motion she took Nanaka's shirt off.
"I think this is in the way..."
She said throwing it somewhere in the room
"You said you were hot anyways "
"Shuka" called Nanaka for the third time, she tried to turn around to face her, but Shuka stopped her by hugging her from behind.
"Don't!"
Nanaka stayed still, her heart pounding.
"Don't fight me," she said with a sweet tone, hiding her face in Nanaka's back.
"Let me love you..."
Her hard tone gone, replaced with her characteristic sweet tone, Nanaka felt her heart melting, this was one of the powerful reasons why she loved Shuka so much. Nanaka smiled sweetly, she slowly move one of her hands to grab one of Shuka's, she was holding her waist a bit tightly; she caressed them with the hem of her fingers, somehow Shuka understood the sign, and she loosened up her grip; Nanaka took one of her hands and put it back on her breast.
"Then love me, Shuka"
Shuka stood still for a few seconds, she caught Nanaka's sight full of lust over the mirror, she swallowed hard, but in a way, she accepted the "challenge" and grabbed her breast tighter.
"Su...wa...no," she cleared her throat and with a loving voice spoke into her ear
" Nanaka..."
That made Nanaka shivers and sent her some hot sensations all over her straight to her core; she felt very wet.
Shuka noticed it, and didn't waste any time, she started massaging her breast once again increasing her pace, while with the other hand traced Nanaka's abs, she couldn't help but noticed some changes on them.
" My, you were serious about those abs…" she said with a husky voice and looking Nanaka over the mirror, her sight glued to that new four-pack she had grown.
" I believe you were aiming for a six pack..."
Nanaka was almost panting, between the room's hellish heat and Shuka's touch, her knees seemed to shake and weaken.
" I...my...I think" she stopped her nonsense words, she couldn't think of anything clever or suitable to say.
"Shuka do your job" she demanded with almost a hard tone, Shuka just grinned.
"As you wish..."
Shuka took her knee away from between Nanaka's legs and walked her towards the rear wall in the room, it took them about three steps for Nanaka to greet the wall with her hands; she almost was grateful that the wall was kind of cold. But soon she felt Shuka's body sandwiching her from the back, feeling that cold sensation on her abs too.
"It's my turn to sandwich you, don't you think?" said Shuka while biting her lobe and tracing the shell of her ear with her tongue. Nanaka moaned in response, and she moaned loud.
This time they weren't working, and this time no one was waiting for them. And they were in this super soundproof room.
Nanaka took a quick glimpse in the mirror on her left; she could see Shuka Enjoying herself while biting and licking her ear. Watching Shuka's hands tracing her hips and thighs. Then she continued to put some nice and hot kisses on Nanaka's neck and started to go down from her spine.
Every kiss Shuka placed on her sent some electric and nice sensation to her core, she whimpered on every single kiss trying to keep herself from moaning.
Shuka reached her rear and before she could fully kneel down Nanaka moved and looked down at her.
"Shuka" she called with pleading eyes, Shuka just looked up stopping herself from removing Nanaka's pants.
"I need to kiss you," Nanaka said with her shy smile and a little embarrassed.
Shuka just smiled wide and with a slow movement she got up. With a gentle touch, she took Nanaka's chin and in no time they where lost in a hot kiss, which grew into a passionate wet one.
Soon Shuka made Nanaka to change her position to face her; she didn't hesitate to sandwich Nanaka against the cold wall, which made Nanaka moan into the kiss.
With that Shuka put her knee between Nanaka's legs and started thrusting her hips, her knee touching her groin.
Nanaka couldn't resist it anymore; her whimpers and grunts of pleasure were getting louder.
Suddenly Shuka stopped the intense kissing session; Nanaka opened her eyes wide in surprise just to see a smiling Shuka in front of her. Nanaka was panting heavily; she was about to ask what was wrong when Shuka gave her a hungry smile.
"I want you all for myself"
Shuka said in a husky tone and in the blink of an eye she kneeled down taking off Nanaka's pants leaving her just with her cute girly panties.
Nanaka was left in awe standing there, her eyes like fried eggs; she recovered her senses while her balance was off because Shuka was taking her shoes and pants off of her.
"Even if you aren't wearing any clothes, I'm gonna make you feel hotter..."
Said Shuka grabbing Nanaka's thighs and started kissing, biting and caressing them.
Nanaka was lost in pleasure, from time to time she looked down to see Shuka teasing her thighs, but mostly she had her eyes closed.
"Mmm, you smell nice...Nanaka…"
Suddenly Shuka said in a teasing tone, Nanaka abruptly opened her eyes at the comment and looked down fast.
"Wait Shuka, don't do it, I'm...ahhh~"
Nanaka cut herself off with a loud moan.
Shuka's face was lost between her legs, her panties soaked and in the way of Shuka's teasing and exploring tongue.
She started to moan and whimper louder, entangling her fingers in Shuka's hair.
"Take them off!"
She commanded with heavy pants and almost without a breath.
Shuka didn't take her face off her duty. With just her hands she traveled thru Nanaka's hips and pulled the wet panties down, throwing them somewhere in the room; they knew they landed somewhere near because of the wet plop they made against the floor.
Shuka tightened her grip against Nanaka's thighs, even more, now there was nothing in Nanaka's way to give her pleasure, and they both knew it.
As Shuka's tongue reached new levels of deepness inside Nanaka; she tightened her grip on Shuka's hair while rocking her hip against her face. This time moaning without a care in the world, mixing crazy wet sounds with her moans and pleasure grunts.
Nanaka shut her eyes tight while moving her head back to the wall; she was in complete bliss, not caring that maybe Shuka could suffocate down there for the lack of air.
She took a quick glimpse at the mirror on her right; indeed it was a hot scene to watch, but what took Nanaka's attention was that Shuka was touching herself while kneeling down exploring Nanaka's more private place.
Nanaka shivered on that; opened her eyes wide and stopped moaning.
That didn't go unnoticed by Shuka, so she stopped her hungry licking and sucking to look upwards at her with a concerned look.
Nanaka just looked down at her; her cheeks red and panting; Shuka saw her pleading eyes
"What's wrong?" said Shuka with a soft tone " You don't like it?"
Nanaka's heart was beating thousands of miles per hours. It wasn't that she didn't like it, was because Shuka was touching herself; when Nanaka was supposed to touch her instead.
She couldn't find the right words to tell her that.
"I like it...you…you are touching yourself..." she said panting heavily.
Shuka grinned, and licked her lips; of course, they were covered of Nanaka's nectar.
They shared an intense look, seemed like they were talking thru their gazes. Somehow Shuka understood, without taking her eyes off Nanaka's; she withdrew her hand out of her panties, and with a slow motion she lifted for Nanaka to see it.
Even if the room was dark, the light coming from outside helped Nanaka to notice a considerable amount of cum in Shuka's fingers.
Shuka smiled again, and wordlessly she inserted her fingers inside Nanaka while hiding her face into her groin once again to finish her duty.
That took Nanaka by surprise, she let a surprised cry, while throwing her head back to the wall, and her eyes closed and tightened her grip on Shuka's head once again.
Shuka's fingers were as fast and deep as her tongue; she didn't want to waste any time, and soon Nanaka was moaning loud again, rocking her hips against Shuka's face.
She felt her legs shivering, her arousal over the edge; the room filled up with heat, loud moans, and wet sounds.
It was too much for her to keep it up.
"My, Shuka...Shuka..."
Nanaka's grip on Shuka's hair became a bit painful while she released herself from the intense orgasm. Her back arching, her knees started to tremble, while Shuka felt her fingers being trapped inside Nanaka's walls.
Nanaka's body felt completely drained, she bent down to keep her balance at the same time Shuka removed herself from between her legs; licking her lips and giving Nanaka a coy smile.
Even if Nanaka couldn't see her, because she was having problems with standing straight, so Shuka grabbed her hands and made her kneel down with her.
"You ok?"
Said Shuka with full teeth smile at her.
Nanaka was panting hard in order to recover, she even sat down and stretched her legs.
Shuka giggled.
"Come here..." said Nanaka with a soft voice and extending her arms. Shuka laughed
" What's this? "Hagu shi o?" she said moving towards her and giving her a tight hug.
They fell on the floor softy looking for a comfortable position to be with each other.
"I wanna cuddle," said Nanaka almost fainting with Shuka in her arms and entangling their legs.
"It's not my fault that my character has that line for hugs..."
She said stroking Shuka's hair, Shuka giggled into Nanaka's chest.
"It's your fault, and you know it…"
Nanaka chuckled; yes was completely her fault but that wasn't the issue now. She started looking at the ceiling; seen it so dark, made her realize that it was already nighttime, only the light coming from the outside was illuminating them.
Her breathing gradually became slower; being lying there with Shuka in her arms in that quiet environment was enough for her to recover.
She started softly stroking Shuka's back with her other hand. She realized that Shuka was fully dressed while she was barely with her bra on.
"Were you always like this?" suddenly Shuka brought up breaking the silence.
"Ah?"
"Get out of your "Suwa World", " said Shuka with giggles and moving forward to see Nanaka's face.
"Were you?"
Nanaka shared some gazes with her, and then her sight was glued on the ceiling once again, Shuka returned to her later position, in Nanaka's chest.
" No," Nanaka said kind of cold but never stopping her gentle strokes.
"I think "Kanan" has made me be like this; they wanted a character who is caring toward the rest, who watches over them and do that kind of stuff..."
Shuka didn't say anything but Nanaka felt that she was uneasy.
" It seems that they saw my way of being towards you that made "Kanan" be like that, It has been difficult for me to portray the "Kanan" the production wanted, actually they have to change it for me."
Shuka lifted half of her body with a serious look on her face, Nanaka gave her a smile.
" Wait, what?"
" Don't give me that face; actually I'm very glad they did, that's why I can be like this with you..."
"And with Aina..."
Said Shuka in annoying tone getting back to her position. Nanaka let out a sight. So how many conversations and fucks should they need to get over this situation?
"Now that you mention it, what's that "share thing" about?" said Nanaka in her neutral Suwa tone.
"I'm not a toy for you two to share"
Shuka didn't respond.
"You spoke to Aina yesterday after the photo-shoot..."
"Yes..." she said faintly " she called me"
" And?"
" You know, I can't get mad at her! It's Ainya!"
" I know that."
" So it's better to get mad at you"
Nanaka snorted
"What?"
Shuka giggled, Nanaka stopped stroking her with her hands.
"So you prefer to be mad at the person who loves you, than actually being mad at someone else"
" Not quite... This is confusing"
" Yes it is; Saito Shuka, Aina has no blame in this, this is all for the fans and the show, and you were there when they asked us to do that. I don't know if Aina actually has romantic feelings for me, she knows about us, of course, it worries her to see us in this mess, she is our friend too."
"That's what she said," said Shuka in a soft tone
"She also doesn't know if you have feelings for her"
Her tone was just like a whisper. Nanaka tried to stay calm after all Shuka was on her chest and if she thought about it, her heart beats could betray her.
"So you both agreed to share me?" she said trying to change the subject and starting to stock again.
" Kind of" Shuka giggle
"But, I want to have all the sex moments, you can have the "hagu" moments with her on camera," she said sharing a smile with her, Nanaka smiled back.
They stayed quiet for a moment.
" I'm glad that on this new project you got stuck with Anchan," Shuka said
"Oh the duo, trio collection; why?"
" Imagine if you have to do a duo with Ainya! My! That would be so damn GAY, even more, gayer than the "NozoEli" song, I think I wouldn't be able to handle that"
Nanaka laughed about that, sooner or later that song would be made, and Shuka will have to suck it up.
" Hey! Don't laugh, I'm serious"
"I know you are, but let's focus on now, how's your pair with Aikyan doing?"
"Well, it's fun"
Nanaka hummed.
"I'm gonna give you full of "flames o jealousy" on the Live, you will see"
"I'm kind of worried if this attempts of making me jealous are healthy"
" You are no fun," said Shuka pouting
"I know that I'm still wondering why you are with me"
Both stayed quiet once again.
" Are you gonna stay?" said Shuka once again, breaking the silence
Nanaka move her arm to reach her bag and taking her phone out to see the time, Shuka couldn't help to peek on the screen; she had so many messages, and all were from Aina.
" I think I can't," she put her phone away.
"Ainya?" Shuka said in a sad tone.
"No, it's late, your mother will come soon, also your siblings... And tomorrow I have to be up early"
Shuka pouted once again.
"Third years have to record"
"Right."
"I think I can go for another round," she said grabbing Shuka's shirt
"It's not fair; you are fully dressed"
Shuka took Nanaka's phone from her bag checking the time once again
"Mmm you are right mama it's coming soon...don't worry, I'm just happy and satisfied eating you out," she said with a sexy smiled. Nanaka's cheeks became red, even if it was dark and Shuka couldn't see her.
"You don't like me to touch myself while doing you?" she asked in a sad tone
"It's not that I don't like it, it's... Well," Nanaka stopped her soft strokes on Shuka, her heart started to race.
"I love touching you, and I should be the one giving you pleasure, not yourself, I want to satisfy you...I don't know... Sorry…" she said in a sad tone, not knowing if her feelings were expressed the right way.
"It's ok," Shuka said recovering her cheerful tone.
" You really are becoming Kanan-chan, she would say something like that and put others over herself"
Nanaka snorted.
"I should get dressed..."
"Not yet, " said Shuka tightening her grip on her " please? Can we just stay like this a little more?"
Nanaka hummed, she didn't say anything, and continued stroking Shuka's hair and back softly. Enjoying just being there.
"I wish we could always be like this, " Shuka whispered " I wish that everything could remain just like this"
Nanaka put on a sad expression and glared at the ceiling once more, while enjoying the soothing sounds of the night that filled that warm room.
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Nanaka left Shuka's house in her normal pace and walked back to the train station. It was late, she was feeling tired and she couldn't change to her normal clothes, so there she was with her training outfit and wishing for a hot and nice bath.
Once she reached the train platform, she noticed a familiar silhouette standing against a vending machine.
Nanaka smiled and walked toward it.
"I'm sorry for making you wait," She said in her natural Suwa tone; she received a wide smile in return.
Suddenly the train arrived at the station; filling the atmosphere with loud noises and the sound of the train brakes, realizing that it stopped, the doors opened. The murmur of the people getting off the train began letting them know it was time to board.
Nanaka offered her hand to her companion to board the train.
"Let's go home, shall we? Aina."
Aina accepted her hand with a huge smile and the two of them boarded the train.
I'm sorry Shuka-chan, but nothing can remain the same.
Hoping that everything remains the same, as you are right now it's not a sign of moving forward or of making new progress.
Things have to change to improve, things have to spice up to make them more exciting.
That's something Nanaka knew when she started this project, and which she was desperately trying to do; to change everything, to change herself.
So hoping that everything remains the way it was, was only a utopian idea.
Things have to change for the sake of moving forward, even if that brings chaos.
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Notes:
Chaos can be such a wonderful thing...
Stay tuned for more inserts and the main story Masquerade. ( Both stories are connected!)