Chapter 1

A young girl with bleached blonde bangs concentrated her focus on the piece of paper in front of her. She would get it, the girl decided. That scholarship would be hers!

"So how'd it go?" her grandfather looked at her beaming but the girl could only sigh tucking a stray hair behind her ear "same old same old" she admitted "I'm confident in some areas but I swear I failed in Maths" the girl pouted "I don't like Maths"

Her grandfather laughed "of course you don't, same thing my son always said!"

"As long as you excelled in certain areas you'll get the scholarship sweetie don't worry" her grandmother consoled glaring at her long time husband.

"I know" the girl sighed "but since getting a soccer scholarship is worthless considering, I have to get an academic scholarship" she groaned

"Granddad" the young girl asked "can we play Go?"

"Sorry dear" he apologized "but I have to attend the Neighbourhood Council today, I'm sick and tired of hooligans messing around our sacred shrine, it doesn't look good for the neighbourhood and certainly not for them" he ranted.

"It's alright; I'll visit a salon in town"

The elderly couple looked over to her worried "are you sure? Are you alright walking that far?"

The girl waved their concerns offhandedly "I haven't had an attack in two years, I'll be fine" she assured and went off by herself.

"Hikari" a voice reprimanded "that was very rude" it belonged to translucent pale figure of a man with lavender hair and grey eyes and effeminate features that would surely pass as androgynous.

Hikari rolled her eyes "Give me a break Sai" the girl stretched sorting out the kinks in her neck "I was in that room for hours! I felt like I was back at the hospital!" she whined.

Sai flinched slightly "but Hikari!" he whined "you must always present yourself favourably with manners and etiquette!" he scolded lightly.

"I will Sai" she told him gently "but they're my grandparents and I know they worry, but they have to learn to trust me sometime okay? This is like a test run you know"

Sai pouted "I knew I should've never taught you logical debates"

"But you said I had to be taught more political ways of disagreeing with others! Isn't it much better than shouting at you Sai?" a sweet smile was present upon her lips as she leered at her companion.

Sai harrumphed and turned up his nose "hmph!"

Hikari laughed fondly.

"Here's one" she said at last looking a the sign 'the Go salon' "how creative" she muttered dryly and Sai nodded beside her.

"Hello" the lady at the desk said "is it your first time here?"

Hikari nodded distractedly "Yes ma'am, do you know if there is anyone my age here?" she asked

The woman pondered "well… Akira-kun is here today but I'm not sure you're ready to play him, you have to pay first you know, oh and sign your name and level as well" the lady handed the girl a clipboard and pen.

"mmkay" Hikari agreed.

Sai, do you wanna play?

You haven't had a chance to play lately Hikari, I would like to watch you so I can confirm that your skills have not rusted.

Go on Sai play, I get to play any time I want with you, sides I don't really want to play.

And you playing someone else will give us a better measure of your skill so we know what you need to brush up on, and besides, I want to see how you're end game turns out.

Do that later Sai, I haven't been able to let you play since I had to revise for the exams

Oh fine

Quickly she wrote down

Fujiwara Hikaru

Level: Kage

Sai glared at her "you just wanted to write a false name down!" he accused "And are you sure Kage is a level?"

'

Hikari quickly stuck her tongue out at him "It's thrilling! I'm like a spy or a secret agent or something! I'm pretty sure Kage isn't a level but if it was like Naruto you'd definitely be a Kage!"

Sai sighed fondly

"Now come on! I wanna play soccer soon!" she urged.

She ran into the direction of the boy around her age and stared. He had hair as long as hers, almost touching his shoulders, but unlike hers it wasn't messed up by a cap but instead was completely straight and shiny. He had bright green eyes, coloured forest green. He was cute. Pretty boy cute anyways. He'd probably be the type Akari would fawn over.

"Hiya!" she greeted

He stood up from where he sat, and from the corner of her eyes, she could see Sai nodding, approving of the boy's actions. "Hello" the boy smiled "would you like to play a game?"

"Sure, my name's Hikaru!"

"Akira" the boy sat back down "so how many stones would you like to lay down first?"

"W-what?!" Hikari spluttered "You think you can give me an advantage?!" Hikari almost yelled "get to it boy" she growled "I'll show you not to underestimate me!"

Sai obliterate him!

Sai narrowed his eyes at Akira "now now" he placated "don't be so eager to rush, you know what that can do to your heart"

If I can play soccer with this heart I can sure as hell be angry!

The boy blushed in embarrassment "I- I didn't mean it like that" he protested.

"So you don't think you're better than me?" She narrowed her eyes at the flustered boy who refused to meet her eyes "I knew it!" She growled "Make your move boya" she sneered "to look down on your opponent before battle- how presumptuous!"

Akira flinched feeling guiltier than he should've felt- he was only telling the truth- but the girl was right, his father would've been disappointed in him had he known.

They both bowed- Akira was to go first.

Hikari watched the battle unfold as her fingers twitched. The boy was better than she thought; he played meticulously, cleanly and quite deadly.

However, Sai was ruthless.

Hikari watched as Akira realised he was fighting a higher opponent, it didn't take him long to realise it, and Hikari approved. With a quick change in tactics, the boy finally decided to take this much more seriously but Hikari knew no matter how early it was in the game, the outcome was already decided- the boy would lose no matter how good he was.

Nevertheless, Akira's strength fascinated her. Perhaps he could give her a challenge, she was starting to regret letting Sai fight. She watched as Akira tried to defend his falling territory in the top left but Sai had already laid several counters around it and soon it began to fall apart. She watched as Akira desperately tried to attack and claim lost land but was destroyed by Sai. She watched as the face of disbelief painted his face at having foreseen his defeat.

"I lost" they both bowed to each other, and she watched as the boy seemed stuck in the position his shoulders shaking.

"Hey look, thanks for the game, but I gotta go" Hikari said- she wanted to play him, really she did, but she wanted to play soccer right now, who knew when she'd be able to in the future, if at all.

As she headed towards the door, the boy suddenly jumped up with a fierce look in his eyes "WAIT!" he yelled "DON'T GO!" he ran after her but Hikari was faster and she dashed away slamming the door behind her which Akira crashed into.

Hikari ran away from the crazy Go-playing kid laughing "geez what was with that kid!"

Sai chuckled behind his fan "that was very rude Hikari-chan" he admonished "I would've thought you'd want to play him though"

Hikari paused before shaking her head "Nah" she dismissed "I wanna play soccer"

Hikari was currently in 6th grade, already after only playing soccer for a little more than a year she was accepted into the junior league for the boys team of all places. She switched from playing for the boy's team and the girl's team as long as the dates of the matches didn't crash, which of course their club manager did his damndest to do; if Hikari was on their team they were sure to win. Ever since her acceptance she'd been winning trophies left and right, her grandparents couldn't be prouder. However, Hikari didn't care for any of that, she was short on time, she needed to play and play and play, because she didn't know when she'd be able to play again.

When Hikari played soccer, she was defying everything ever said about her. She wasn't weak, she wasn't fragile, she could jump and laugh and play without getting hurt. She could be free.

"Be careful" Sai fluttered over her worriedly as they sighted the soccer field where their teammates were playing.

Hikari only grinned as she took off her shoes and put on her football boots and ran to the field.

Everything was going alright, it was all fine. Hikari was racing and roaring as she played alongside and with guys near and around her age, sure she took a tumble every now and then when she got tackled but she always got back up with a laugh.

That's when Sai got worried, after her third fall Sai could see her smile straining. Sai flew over to the field calling out to her "Hikari! DOES YOUR HEART HURT!" he shouted, but Hikari ignored him.

Soon enough Sai could spot Hikari wheezing, her breath becoming more erratic as a coughing fit started dangerously.

"HIKARI" he screamed "SOMEONE HELP!" he flew to her side hovering above her.

"Hikari?" one of the boys paused the game, the boy was on the verge of panic as he stared at the suffering girl who was fine just the other minute "Coach!" he didn't look away "COACH!" he yelled as all the other boys stopped playing when Hikari threw herself to the floor clutching her chest and coughing hoarsely.

"COACH! CALL THE AMBULANCE!" the boy ran to the middle aged buff man who already had his phone out "what's wrong with Hikari?!" his frantic voice questioned.

"They said she would be fine" The man muttered helplessly as he rushed to the flailing girl trying to get her to a comfortable position "come on come on" he urged the phone as he used a towel to wipe the sweat off the poor girl "pick up dammit!" he cursed as Hikari went into another bout of coughs.

"Hello?" he spoke into the phone "could we get an ambulance please, uuh" what do people say in these situations?! "Shindou Hikari is experiencing a reappearance of her heart problems, she's currently on the floor and coughing badly, hurry!" he nearly screamed as he watched the young girl seemingly choke on herself and on the verge of tears.

Sai's eyebrows furrowed in desperate concern as he feebly kneeled next to her.

"Come on Kari" he whispered "please make it" he begged. His heart pained as he felt weak, this transparent body was useless!

Everything passed by in a rush of emergency.

He stayed next to her all throughout cursing his ghostly form; if only he was reborn as a real human he'd be able to help her right? He wouldn't have to cause her all this pain. But then, would he have met her otherwise?

Please make it.

Being aware was not worth it if it meant being helpless when Hikari was hurting.

Three days later Hikari woke up.

"Kari-chan" Her grandad called "I've got good news!" he smiled weakly as he spotted her dim eyes staring out the window from her hospital bed.

When she didn't answer he went ahead and continued to talk "Kaio has decided to accept you!" he tried "they said your history, classical literature and Japanese were some of the best marks they'd seen in years!"

"I can't go" Hikari muttered.

Heihachi's smile strained "Of course you can! You just have to try and get better again!"

"I'll never get better!" she screamed before she started coughing. Heihachi immediately stood up and patted her back reassuringly.

The girl sobbed chokingly "I hate this!" she cried "I hate being stuck here, I was finally anywhere but here and now I'm back" she glanced at the frighteningly white walls that seemed to close in on her "I don't want to be here!" she clutched on the elderly like a lifeline "I don't want to be sick anymore" she whispered hoarsely.

Heihachi held the tears back, it was bad enough she was crying it would be worse if he was crying in front of her too.

"I'm so sorry"

Sai watched the family as they supported each other's crumbling walls. He wondered if there was anything he could do.

Sai had stayed with the small family for two years now, at first he was frightened when as soon as he appeared he saw a small child about to die with several adults using strange contraptions to try and heal her (he later learned they were called machines). When the girl- and eventually he did find out the short haired child was a girl- was healed and could talk she asked about him so Sai obliged, telling the girl his story and pleading her to let him play.

The girl was indifferent at first, like she couldn't care less. She had a laptop- a thin box shaped other contraptions that helps people in many ways- in her room which she used to go on a site that let him face other skilled players in his beloved Go.

2 months in and the girl was playing in his stead every day.

Although it turned out well for him, he could see how incredibly bored the girl was and it stung since, why in the world would you be bored when playing Go?

He'd asked her once if she'd liked for him to teach her, she denied of course, saying that she'd rather not. So instead he'd tutored her, sure the girl had other tutors that came in a couple of days a week, but he would go beyond that and encourage her.

After 4 additional months, for the first time in years- as the girl had told him-, Hikari was allowed to be outside, that was when she took up soccer.

He begged her not to, to rethink it, but the girl was stubborn- like him in some ways- and eventually she had her way.

When it had been half a year since she started playing she broke her leg and had to stay in the hospital. Sai asked her if she wanted to learn again and this time she said "sure why not?"

It was that day that Sai regretted not forcing the girl sooner. A diamond in the rough.

She was a little impatient (okay a lot) but she was raw so he knew that would only be a small weakness to take care of. Hikari had talent for sure, her unorthodox solutions and on the spot planning and with a growing ability to read ahead- Sai knew he had to encourage this.

Unfortunately, when Hikari's leg was fully healed she stopped playing Go with him, though she still let him play on the internet every day. Hikari claimed it was because she loved soccer more but Sai couldn't understand- wouldn't- how could you love such a distasteful sport more than Go?

Instead, Sai watched, hands clenching at the thought of such an unexplored talent being wasted. But, Sai let her have her fun, it was only a phase right? Besides she would indulge him once in a while and let him play shidougo with her, so as long as she still had some form of interest, it would be fine, right?

Now, Sai wasn't so sure. He'd been watching, as quietly as his distress could make him, the girl he knew to be so strong look so weak. He hated the part of him that was glad, so damn relieved that she had another reaction, because this way, she wouldn't be continuing playing soccer anymore. He hated that the majority of his gladness was due to the fact that the end result of her incident could lead to her spending more time playing Go than anything else.

Sai knew that was selfish, knew it was despicable to be happy as the one who opened the door to Go for him suffered. But he couldn't help it, it was Go. And soon, maybe Hikari would understand how much better Go was.

"Hikari?" Sai called out into the silence that Heihachi had left behind in his wake "do you want to play Go?"

Hikari sighed looking at the Go board next to the Hospital bed "sure why not"

And Sai smiled.