An: Well here we are with Chapter two. I'd just like to say that I am sorry that I left information out in the first chapter. But that's what this chapter is for ^_^. So I hope you will like it and hopefully it clears up a lot of confusion.

So I won't keep you long so I'll leave you to it ^_^

Enjoy... ^_^

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Seth's Pov

It was break time, and while everyone was in the cafeteria eating their food, I was walking the halls, not feeling hungry at the moment. 'Maybe at lunch I'll eat something' I thought as I started walking down another hall. I've been walking these halls for most of the days, that I knew which way was quicker to get to my classes.

I softly chuckle to myself as I thought about how lame that sounds. I knew I was worrying everyone with how I was acting, but I just couldn't stand sitting at a table knowing the Jacob would be somewhere in my sights, and Renesmee somewhere close by, if not beside him.

I bite my bottom lip not wanting to let tears come running down my cheeks and get seen for it. Two months have passed since the night of my eighteenth birthday and a lot has happened actually. Leah, Jared and Embry have joined the pack, which was a little tougher then Collin and Brady, especially Leah. Even to this day I still don't know why she was harder for her to submit. My only conclusion would be because she was a female and was actually fighting for Alpha female. But in the end I ended up winning.

Jared wasn't a walk in the park either; he was slightly brutal and cunning. He was kind of like how Collin was, except more rougher. I mean I still have slight pain in my shoulder from where he bit there. But we laugh about it now, though I do see him always looking apologetic whenever I wince, but I reassure him and tell him, 'Don't worry, I'll heal in no time, remember we are wolves', then give him my best smile.

Embry was very long. He took forever to get to submit, he was quick and always kept me on my toes, it was annoying and downright rude, I mean, how dare he do that to his soon-to-be female alpha. But again we laugh about it from time to time; I even give him glares here and there letting him know I wasn't pleased with how he kept me on my toes.

But not only that but I've also joined the dance and singing classes, well singing was actually the choir. Now I do have my life cut out for me, plus 'Happy Family' has been reopened and I'm back to work, and what sucks is that it's the grade opening tonight, and Quil will be joining the pack from what Wolf has told me.

So I have a busy night tonight. The only thing I pray, it that Quil phases before I have to go to work, otherwise I'm in shit from Emily. And because of the telepathy communication with the pack, Leah has found out where I work and isn't all the pleased with me, though she did say she will support me and help with getting mum off my back about work, so I'm glad that she will be helping me.

Even though me and Jacob have now broken up, I still think about him from time to time, and it hurts. I can still see the hurt look on his face when we broke up. It was the worst look he ever gave me, one that will be imprinted into my head forever.

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Flash Back

I was walking back through the forest, Collin and Brady beside me, both still in their wolf forms. Probably in case Renesmee comes for me again. I stayed quiet the whole walk home, not know or wanting to really talk about anything. My mind was still in confusion. 'Why? Why did he do it? I thought he loved me?' That was what was going through my head as I came closer to my house, where Jacob is probably waiting wanting to explain himself.

But truthfully, I didn't want to listen, I was too hurt, physically and emotionally. My heart felt like it did before I phased. That train getting closer and just wanting to run my heart over, making it burst all over the place, never to be fixed again.

As we came closer to the border line of the forest Collin and Brady stopped to phase back and slip their pants on before coming up behind me and walking with me towards the inevitable. I didn't know what to say, how to act, what to do. Should I yell at him in his face? Should I just continue walking towards my room? Should I let him explain himself?

All these questions and none of them being answered. I wanted to yell at him in his face. I wanted to just walk to my room and leave him to watch my back as I walked away. I wanted to hear him out. But I couldn't decide what to do.

As we drew closer to my house, I looked up in time to watch as Jacob got up from the step on the back porch, wearing something I never want to see again.

The hurt, pained miserable look on his face was just too much for me to handle. I wanted to yell at him and tell him he had no right to wear that expression. I wanted to run up to him and hold him tight in my arms. I wanted to just turn around and run away, never to see him or anyone else.

But I did none of that. I stood there frozen by my feet, my brain not functioning with the simple movements of walking.

I looked at Jacob as he looked at me. He also looked like he didn't know what to do. He looked like he wanted to walk forward, but was holding himself back. He looked like he wanted to turn around and run away as well, but couldn't. His feet were also stuck to the spot he stood in.

"Why..." my mouth suddenly voiced. It was soft so I didn't expect Jacob to hear me. But I was shocked when he replied.

"I...I don't know" He said looking a little to the side and slightly shaking his head, shame and regret plastered on his face as he did it.

"Well I told you Jacob. I told you this would happen..." my voice started getting a little higher, getting close to normal.

"I know, I know you did and I'm sorry" he looked at me, his eyes showing that he was telling the truth, he was sorry that he did it, and he knows what I said. But...

"Sorry doesn't cut for what you did" I took a breath; I could feel myself getting ready to cry for what I was about to say, "I thought you loved me..."

"I do love you-" he said cutting me off as he took a step forward.

"Then why did you do it" I raised my voice, "Why did you have to have sex with Renesmee. If you loved me you wouldn't have done it, you wouldn't of had sex with another person while your dating someone else" I took another breath, my heart beating in my chest as images of Jacob and Renesmee have sex on the spear bed in my house.

"Seth-"

"I told you. I told you this thing happens. If it's not one it's the other that ends up cheating with the partner of the relationship. It always happens it always happens in every single fucking relationship" I was looking down at the ground, not wanting Jacob to see the tears that I was holding back. "...Was I just a play thing for you. Was I just another person you could sleep with? Is that all, was that all you wanted to get in my pants. Then just piss off to another girl" I looked up, determine to show him what he has done to me. But I regretted it, my hurt eyes connected with his hurt eyes. It wasn't fair, he isn't meant to feel hurt, I was. I'm the one that has to live with the memory of seeing him and Renesmee in the guest bed in my house. The house that I live in. The house with the guest bedroom that is only down the hall from my room.

I looked away, not wanting to see the look in his eyes anymore.

"Look Seth I'm sorry. I know you told me that. But it's not only my fault-" I snapped to him, giving him my hardest glare I have ever given anyone, shutting him up, once he saw my glare.

"You don't think I already know it wasn't just your fault" I seethed as I continued to glare at him. "I know it's not only your fault. It was your and fucking Renesmee's fault. So don't think for a fucking second that I don't think it's just your fault, cause I know it wasn't only your fault" I said. I could feel my body slightly shaking from the anger that was running through my veins, the adrenalin causing my heart to beat faster and faster as I stood here and a close to snarled at Jacob.

"Okay, I'm sorry-". I could just hear Brady whisper, "You're fucking idiot". Only then did I remember that Collin and Brady were still here.

"How many times do I need to tell you? Sorry isn't going to cut for what you just fucking did to me" I snapped, cutting Jacob off. "You know what Jake, I don't want this anymore" I watched as his face started to change to that of realization to plead. "We're through. I never want to speak to you again" With that I continued walking, heading for my house, Jacob was moving foot by foot throughout the whole argument.

But as I go to walk past him, he grab my arm, I knew it was inevitable to miss him, so I just stood there looking towards my house not wanting to see him.

"No wait Seth please; what can I do to get you back. Please, you can't end it here."

"I can, and I am. Now leave me alone" with that I pulled my arm out of his grasps and headed for my house.

"Come on Jake, it's time for you to go home" I heard Collin say as I headed for the back door, Brady behind me, leaving Collin to take care of Jacob and get him home. I pushed the back door open and walked in, seeing that place was trashed, plastic cup scattered here and there, bottles littered somewhere on a flat surface and couches sitting crooked on the floor.

I felt like falling to the floor and just breaking down. "Mum is going to kill me".

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Luckily I was only grounded for a week and a half. Main reason was for some glasses were broken and there were stains on the carpet that neither of us wanted to know about so we hired a cleaner to clean the house while me and mum go to a store to get more glasses and other stuff.

Jacob stayed true to my word and didn't speak to me for about a month and a half, till only just recently did he start to try and get to talk to me, mainly when I was alone, or if he was brave enough with Collin and Brady next to me. But I'd tell him to leave me alone, while Collin and Brady glared at him.

It was quite difficult actually, mainly at lunch time. I've become great friends with Jakes friends that they come over to sit with me. But before they could I just tell them no, and get them to sit with Jake. Reason being is because I didn't want them to pick between a friend that they only met for a few weeks, when they met a friend since freshmen or sophomore. It was especially hard for Embry and Jared. I could see that they wanted to sit with me and comfort me, but Embry and Jared were very close friends to Jake then me. So when I see them walking over to my table, I shake my head, telling them no and go sit at Jacobs table.

What hurt more was that Renesmee still goes to sit at Jacob's table, sitting either next to him or at his table. Some times when I glace out of the corner of my eye, or look up at their table, I see Renesmee fawn all over Jake, clinging to him and wanting all of his attention like an attention whore that she was being.

I could feel myself shaking up again as I replayed images of Renesmee fawning all over Jacob, always wearing a smirk on her face as she did as she'd looked my way when she did.

I took a deep breath, not wanting to phase at school and get caught. Only recently did we find out that we could phase when we are very anger. I found that out when Renesmee was taunting me, saying how great it felt to have Jacob's dick in her, sliding in and out and how they did it more than once after my birthday. That day, I have never felt so much anger in me, I could of sworn that my vision turned red, cause the only thing I wanted to do more than bite her head off. I wanted to torture her. Slowly rip one limb off one by one. Make her scream as I ripped her feet, her calves, her thighs, her hands, her fore-arms, her biceps, then worked on her body, bitting halfway through her body and ripping the skin off both halves of her before finally ripping her head off scratching at her face with my claws. Just mauling her till she couldn't be identified by even me.

I took another breath as I headed for my locker, third lesson was going to start and I didn't want to be caught in the sea of students. As I reach my locker I find Collin and Brady standing there chatting away looking calm and collected. I smiled, happy to know that I have these two to fall back on. Even though we've only been friends for a short time, I think it was because of the pack that we've come to close to brothers. It's weird but it's a nice feeling, knowing that I have brothers to back me up and I to them, whenever we are in a tough situation.

"Hey, guys. How was lunch?" I say as I face my locker giving them a smile as I do the code.

"Eh, pretty boring without you man, all Collin did was bitch about how boring math and science was, and how great history is" Brady said, smirking as we turn to see Collin blushing in embarrassment and anger, he was even wearing a glare pointed at Brady.

"Yeah, well all you did was bitch and whin about how our English teacher is a cruel bitch and needs to be screwed" Collin said, well more like shouted, but he had the decency to at least tone it down a little.

"Hey, I'm just telling the truth, I mean how uptight can you get. Its either she has her period twenty four seven, or she hasn't been screwed, and I right or am I right" Brady boosted, I chuckled as Collin and Brady started another one of their arguments, always finding more fuel to make the fire between the two bigger. If I didn't already ask, I would have thought that they were dating. But they laughed in my face saying that they do this all the time, then laugh about it later.

It was awesome having these two as friends.

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Lunch came around faster then it normally does, either because I talked most of the time in the class with Collin and Brady, or the teacher just wasn't making the lesson interesting. I think it was both.

We laughed as Collin did a poor job of imitating our teacher last lesson with making us quiet down.

"And you two, stop fooling around unless you want detention for two weeks" Me and Brady laughed harder at his poor imitation. It's not because he wasn't good at imitating people's voices, it's just the way he was acting that was making it more funny. The look on his face, the way he had his hand out with his pointer finger shaking up and down like he was scowling a small child.

We continued with our walk to the lunch line, getting a few glances here and there because of our loud laughter, but really I didn't care, I was having too much fun. Even the pair of eyes that were staring at my back with sadness wasn't even annoying me, or the looks of curiosity.

Once we got our food we headed for a table in doors, seeing how it was a little chilly outside. We head for a table that was on the other side of the cafeteria, but unfortunately it was in direct line with Jacob's table and my view had Renesmee and Jake sitting next to each other.

I looked away not wanting to see what's going on between the two and continue chatting with Collin and Brady. But before we continued to chat, I watched as Embry and Jared started walking over to where we were sitting. I felt bad for what I was about to do, but I didn't want them to choose me over someone that they've known for most of their lives.

So I shook my head. They already knew what it meant, 'Don't come here. Go to Jakes table' was the silent comment that was made by me to them and to anyone else that would join the pack from Jacob's table. Like Quil.

I look over to Jacob's table to see if Quil was there, but something else caught my attention.

I watched in pain as Renesmee leans against Jake's shoulder, her hand resting on his as she looked me dead in the eye with a smirk on her lips. But was hurts more is that Jakes not doing anything about it, not brushing her off or anything, except just sat there chatting with Bella and Edward.

I got up and ran out of the room, not wanting to see more, even though images of 'that night' ran through my head, one after another.

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Jacob's Pov

I chatted with Bella and Edward, both concern for why Seth wasn't sitting with us. "We, uh, had a little fight" I told them scratching the back of my head. Even though my body wasn't facing Seth, I kept an eye on him from the corner of my eye.

I was happy that he was smiling again, laughing with glee. It was good to see that, but it hurts when he does it, for I wanted to be the reason he smiles and laughs. I wanted to be the reason that he blushes, either in embarrassment.

But I can't, because I fucked up. I fucked up the chance to have Seth and now he was gone from my grasps forever. Well maybe not forever but still for now he was out of my grasps.

I watched as Embry and Jared headed over to Seth's table. I was hoping that they would sit with him so that they can give me some details with how Seth's been going.

But I watch in confusion as Seth shakes his head and they turn to head over here. I turn back to Bella and Edward getting back to our conversation, but kept an eye on Seth from the corner of my eye. I watched as he looked towards my table, looking as though he was searching for someone. But stops dead short in my direction. My eyes connected with his, his endless black eyes, from this distance looking as though his pupil was mixed in with his eye colour, but up close you could see the line that separates the pupil from the colour. His eyes were truly amazing in that sense.

But as I watched my view, I watched in confusion as he suddenly got up and ran out; pushing the doors open with more force than one his build could and ran out of the room. It was only then did I notice as cold substance pressed against my shoulder. I looked towards the object to see Renesmee laying on me.

"Get off me" I snap pushing her off, nearly making her slid off the chair. I turn my attention back to Seth and get up. But I was too late.

Collin and Brady were already up and out chasing after Seth. I turn back to Renesmee and glare at her.

"Don't ever come near me again, and never come to this table again" I turned and headed for the exit to outside, hoping that the cool air will cool my body down. It was quiet in the cafeteria as I walked past other tables, but not paying attention to their curious eyes as I pushed the doors open and walk out, shutting the curious, concern and the smirk that was playing on lips that have ruined everything.

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"Jacob" I turn around in my slightly drunken daze, to the owner of that beautiful voice to see Renesmee standing in the threshold of the guest bedroom that the Clearwater's had, watching as she beckoned me over to here.

"Come here for a second" She waved her hand; it felt like she had a rope wrapped around me pulling me towards her. I felt like I was under her spell. My feet moved towards her on their own accord, stopping now and then as the voice of reason, that I had in my head was telling me to leave her and go claim the person in the room that I was about to enter.

"Come on Jacob" she smiled a beautiful smile on her lips that was made for movie stars, her teeth pearl white, her eyes shining in their beautiful golden hazel. Soon I found myself being grasped on my shirt and pulled towards her, her lips connecting with mine.

Then everything became blank. I couldn't remember when I got on the bed, pushing her down and revealing her pussy to me as I lowered my pants and pulled my dick out, pushing it in and moaning at the feeling.

I only snapped out of my blankness as I heard the door slam open. I stopped what I was doing and turn to see a sight I never wanted to see.

Seth. Seth was standing at the threshold shock and hurt on his face as he stood there, but then the next second he was gone. I looked down to see what it was he saw and my slightly drunken haze was gone as I pulled out, stuffing my dick away as I got out of the bed, "Seth".

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I punched the closes thing to me as I replayed the images, "Fuck".

I hurt the one person that I wanted ever since that day I saw his ass jiggle in those jeans, and now I've ruined everything.

I sighed as I rested against the tree I just punched and slide to the floor, "Fuck".

I have to get Seth back, I just have to. I need him in my life, it I don't then I don't know if I'll ever be able to live without him.

With that thought I got back from my spot and headed back to the school, wanting to speak with my friends and ask if they could help me with getting Seth back.

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An: So what do you think. Hehe, I hoped you like it, and hope it cleared a lot of confusion. You know, as I was checking my notes to see what I needed to do, I realised that this chapter and chapter one were actually meant to be put together. But I like it this way better ^_^! Don't hate me O_O'''.

By the way the voting has been closed, I have the results and the first story 'I Will Smile, But My Heart Won't'. First chapter will hopefully be put up either Thursday or sometime on the weekend. Then 'I Hate You. But I Love a Part of You?' will be updated either next week or this weekend, I'm hoping to aim for this weekend, but who knows.

Anyway let me know what you thought about this chapter and hope to see you guys soon. ^_^!

P.s: Please let me know how I did with the argument. Cause I don't think it did a good job, so please let me know _... Pretty please with a cherry one top. I'll give you a cookie ^_^! How can you resist a cookie _!