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Demeter

It's my fault.

It is.

It's my fault that Macavity is how he is.

I am the reason he turned evil.

He loved me and I betrayed him.

When he asked me to be his mate I was thrilled

It was every queen's dream!

He was perfect.

Strong, smart, handsome and charming

But best of all,

Macavity loved me.

How could I say no?

He was the protector,

Next in line for the throne.

How could I say no?

For awhile I was happy.

But I realized Macavity wasn't right for me.

But he loved me.

It radiated from him.

I loved Macavity,

But I wasn't in love him.

I could never fully be devoted to him.

But I couldn't break his heart.

I couldn't leave.

Even when I dreamed of someone else,

When I dreamed of Munkustrap.

He was what I wanted,

What I needed.

Munkustrap is my rock,

My foundation,

My support,

My shelter,

I was in love Munkustrap,

Not Macavity.

And Munkustrap was in love with me.

But Macavity was so happy,

It would have killed him if I left.

So I didn't.

That's when Munkustrap and I met in secret

In those small moments,

I was happy.

Until Macavity found out.

I should have left Macavity,

Instead of cheating on him.

He almost killed Munkustrap.

Munkustrap!

His own brother!

He almost killed me too.

Now I live in fear,

Even though he was exiled.

He wants his revenge,

He won't stop until Munkustrap and I are dead.

When I found out what he sacrificed for me,

I was horrified

I'm the one who destroyed his life,

I'm the one who made him snap.

It's all my fault.

He haunts me in my dreams,

I know he's out to get me.

I stabbed him in the back.

Macavity,

I'm sorry.