Chapter 2: Complications of the Heart
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Brittany:
Where do I start with you?
From the first second I was yours
My walls came tumbling down
What I felt was so real
I didn't understand it,
I didn't see what you really were
They say that love blinds you,
And is only for fools
Well now I'm the idiot left standing
Who can't see a fucking thing
I guess part of me knew it all along
That we would end up at this place
Broken and barren, I stand in front of you
This is me, can't you see?
I've always been this way
My head got in the way of your heart
And now you've quit
Given up on what we had
What we could have been
You said this would never happen
But who to trust?
You, or all the memories of my past?
Though you were the one
Who made me feel real again
I don't know if I can come back
And withstand the pain of losing you again
Everyone says I'm crazy
To just leave you alone and get over it
But you were always the strong one
And I the meek child in the corner
Was what we had real?
It's so close I can almost touch it
But the memory of your face fades quicker
The closer I get to you
And right now there is nothing that I want more
Than to just grab hold of it
And never let go again
I know apart of you will always be with me
But that will never be enough
I want all of you
Though I know apart is broken forever
Your past is in the way
You – once so seemingly happy
Were just wearing a mask
Trying to cover the pain and hurt
I thought I could rid you of that mask
But I guess I'm not the one
You will live on forever in my mind
As the one that could have been
But so easily slipped away
Now my walls are back up
You could have had it all
They're not budging again
And they will never again fall
I once thought you were better than I
Though now what do I see?
Just two fucked up minds
And a life of love
That will never be
I love you, and I always will
Santana
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Thanks,
Kath