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Saying I flipped out is an understatement. My head was swirling with thoughts as I lost my all ability to stay up. So I fell on her floor totally freaking out. I was hyperventilating and rocking back and forth. She stood there watching me. she didn't try and come over she didn't try and comfort me. she just stood there staring like she always does.
I finally heard her sigh over my heavy breathing and she knelt down and cupped my face making me look at her. She was very blurry over my tears. I don't even know why I'm crying. This is what I wanted. I wanted to be human again. To be able to feel. But it just seems wrong...
"Ashley?" the door opens and glen pears his head in to see me crying. He rushes over me and pushes Spencer away. "What the hell did you do to her?" I look at Spencer as Glen cups my face with one hand and wipes away falling tears.
All of this is too much. I need to leave, but I need to find out about Spencer. "Ashley… you still can do things…." Spencer looked at glen and back to me. She's right I can still fly. So….
What did I do? Jedi mind trick bitch He falls over with his mouth open.
"I don't understand.." I squeak out. Spencer comes closer to me and cups my face again. "I had to make you human Ashley… they did something to you and I didn't know how to fix it." she kisses away another tear that betrayed me.
"You still have your grace." She whispers.
"But… I'm not an angel anymore."
"Technically no. you're just a blessed human."
"Can I get it back? Can I become an angel again?" dude I can't believe I'm asking that. Her eyes become cloudy as tears starts pouring down her eyes. "No." I gasp. "I can't, turn you back." I start crying harder.
I should be fucking happy! I don't have to be a corruptor anymore. I don't have to pretend to be anyone except myself. Big problemo. I don't remember who I really am anymore. Fuck man. I've been pretending for so many freaking years.
"Ashley… I think I did this for my own selfish reasons." She pulled me so tightly into her. "I'm so sorry." She kept on whispering it in my ear. "I'm so sorry Ashley. Please forgive me." Selfish reasons…. That's what I do. That's what I've been doing. I don't even think about how I'm hurting the people I corrupt. How their life probable would have been so much better if I never came around.
Why did I never question myself? Why didn't I feel any sort of remorse when I would watch someone get buried? "It's too much…" I pull away from her. "The emotions. I can't understand them. There so strong."
"It's going to get better… I promise. I will help you." She sniffled. I still don't get anything.
"Why was making me human, a selfish reason?" She places both her hands on the sides of my face and looks so deeply into me I feel like she is staring at my soul.
"Because…. I never wanted you to be like me. I became human so I could be with you." My eyes widen.
Holy fudge sickles! I think my whole body just went numb. I'm freaking out! I pull away from her completely and I stand up. She stands up and tries to grab me but I move away. "Explain right now, what the hell is going on!" I yell and accidently trip over Glen's limp body…. Danm it Blondie!
I flick my hand towards him and he disappears. I think I accidently sent him in the backyard. Danm my aim is getting bad. I start stumbling backwards. Spencer grabs my arm and pulls me to her before I fall.
My body is pressed totally against her. I can feel her heart beating so fast. And then. It happens. i remember this feeling. That heart beat. How it pounds against my chest.
I lean into her trying to capture every little push her heart makes. I look into her eyes and I see it… her pain…. Everything…. I crash my lips onto hers and I kiss her like I will never do it again.
Everything is so new. So intense. Everything I felt like I was missing since this happened, It was dulled by my grace. I slowly explore her body as my hands tremble. It's all so familiar. Every part of her, I know I felt before. She knows I need this. I need her. I need to remember. I trace my tongue on her bottom lip and she allows me to enter. Her taste confused my new found senses as it covered my tongue. I eased up and broke the kiss completely.
She was panting and her eyes were dark blue. "Spencer…." I sigh as I pull her into me and grab the bottom of her shirt. "I know..." and then she lifted her arms and I quickly ripped it off of her.
I look her body over and it was so amazing. So intriguing. I remember every little scar that we caused together from being stupid. I peer at this one scar right above her left breast that I know I caused. I traced it and I understood. A memory. A understanding pushed itself into my reality.
I remember.
She was whispering in my ear softly as she moved my yellow blouse off my shoulder, leaving trails of kisses down my neck and onto my shoulder.
I remember the intense feeling when her lips connected to my shoulder making me entangled my hand into her hair. She pulled up and looked into my eyes as she continued to unbutton my blouse. that feeling when my blouse fell to the ground and she placed one hand on my back and the other was slowly moving down my chest until it hooked into my pants.
'I love you' she said. Those words brought chills to my body as she continued towards the button of my pants.
I shook my head and I was brought back to Spencer staring at me. I blinked a few times and at that moment I understood. She was my Angel of Lies, but I was the one that made her feel human. I was the one to make her fall.
She tucked a curl behind my ear and I connected my lips to hers. I began pushing her backwards until knees buckled and we fell on the bed. I continue my attack on her lips as she slips her hand into my shirt and softly traces my rib cage, causing me to shiver, but that just made me kiss her more passionately.
She tugs on my shirt until I broke away from her so she can lift it off of me. She throws it across the room and she instantly goes to the clasp of my bra. She pauses until I fuse our lips together and then skillfully unclips and helps me out of it.
I do the same and we both throw them down. After mere seconds we are both completely naked and I gently press my bodies against her's, causing both of us to gasp. Our bodies mold into each other for the first time in a century.
And seriously people. This is fucking hot. Think about my hot sexy body all naked and sweaty rubbing on Spencer's perfect sexy body.
Ohhhhhh yeh….
My head started to throb with every touch she graced me with. Every kiss caused me to cringe in pain.
I want this so bad. Spencer notices as my body tenses underneath her touch. "What's wrong Ashley?" My eyes flicker to hers. "I… don't know… my body is hurting. My head is throbbing it feels like its going to explode."
Spencer does the most unthinkable act that can ever go down while you are trying to have sex….. She pushes me off of her! What the hell right?!
"Ashley… don't fight it." she pushes her body into my side. Oh… I don't want to fight it baby…
"It's going to come in waves. Just let it come."
I want to make you come. "What are you talking about?" I ask as my brains starts pounding against my skull.
"This might be too much for you right now." She strokes my hair sighing.
No!! You have betrayed me body! I can never forgive you! The pain stabs again. "Fuck!" I moan grasping my head. "Don't fight it. just focus on me okay?" Spencer cups my face and kisses me softly. I pull away pouting.
She starts saying something but It was like she was on mute. I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't feel her touch as she stroked my arm or smell her sweet aroma. yup, Now I truly understand the saying when someone says 'she's intoxicating.
I'm getting high!
The pain shots up my spine causing me to arch my back. I look at Spencer but her image is losing color. Blackness starts to cave in from each corner of my eye until I can only see her blue pools staring at me and then.
Nothing.
I don't think I'm unconscious. But it sure doesn't feel like walking in a dandelion field either. My sister. Holy fuck! I see my sister!
She is near the edge staring at me crying. I step forward but she steps closer to the edge. "Kyla!" I yelled. She just shakes her head but I can't let her fall. I started running towards her but she continues to step backwards until the back of her feet hit the last piece of cement. I'm too far. But she doesn't move until I'm a few feet away. "Ashley. This isn't your fault. I love you." She steps back again, causing her body to slowly disappear over the edge but I keep on running and I catch her arm.
She's too heavy; my whole body is moving towards the edge. "Ashley!" I hear someone scream. I turn my head and see Spencer, she is running towards me. "Ashley! Please don't!"
I look down at Kyla as my body creeps towards the edge. She looks at me with her teary eyes. "Get the fuck off me!" I turn my head and see…. Lisa and Simon holding Spencer back from getting to me.
I look back down at Kyla. She's my sister, my family. I cant let her die. I cant watch her fall from my grasp. I love her too much. She's my other half, my twin.
i know I cannot live without her. I look back up at Spencer. I mouth the words 'I love you' and then my body falls over the edge. And I pull my sister into my arms and I close my eyes.
I love you Spencer.
My eyes regain focus and Spencer eyes show so much worry. Tears start to flow down my cheeks as my body shudders in fear. Spencer wraps her arms around me and rocks me a little in the bed.
"I'm…" I sniffle. "Going…" I hiccup. "To…" I sigh. "Kill them!" I quickly remove myself from Spencer's grasp before she can comprehend what I just said, and I quickly find my pants and slip them on.
I can't seem to find my bra or shirt but I don't care, I glide to the window about to unlatch the lock when Spencer grabs my wrist and twirls me around. "You remembered…" emotionless…. Jesus fucking Christ! She's been human longer than me and I show more emotion that this girl does!
"yes I fucking remembered! I remember Lisa and Simon holding you back from getting to me!" I pretty much screamed jerking away. She's too fucking calm! She should be with me on this… gearing me up for war against those bitches.
"You need to calm down Ashley. they were just doing their job…." HOLD THE FUCK UP! She's defending them?! "Why are you ok with this?!"
"Because Lisa might of held me back… but after you where… gone. She helped me remove my grace completely." She sighed. "At that moment, that was your test Ashley. i never fell in love with a human before. It was so intense. My skin would burn with pleasure with every touch you graced me with." She closes her eyes. "I was coming to find you to tell you that I was human… I was like you now. A blessed human. And then when I was walking towards town I saw you running towards Kyla as she fell, the others found out about me being human and knew I was going to stop you from making that defining decision. That was your fork in the road. And I was going to stop it, because I knew what you where going to choose because… she was your sister."
Small amounts of tears escape her eyes. "I loved you so much Ashley…. I was an angel for 734 years… 734 years without knowing what every human I have encountered felt when they said they where in love."
I pulled her into me and squeezed her so tightly. "Lisa was my friend Ashley… the higher beings told her to stop me. and you know we don't disobey the highers. We never question it. and they didn't."
She nuzzled into my neck. "Lisa had some human feelings towards me. she understood that I was hurt and I would never forgive them for allowing this to happen. She regretted it afterwards, so she wanted redemption. she helped me become human, and gave me the necessary incantations to be reborn again and again so I wouldn't have to go back to heaven. And then we parted. We haven't spoken to each other in a hundred years.
We haven't spoken to each other in a hundred years. This lifetime I decided that I was not going to perform the incantation. I was going to die a human and be judged at the gates." I sigh. "That's where I came in." I can feel her nod in my shoulder.
We stand there for a minute until I hear footsteps coming up the stairs. I pull her away and look at her. "Come with me Spencer. I can't be without you right now." She nods through her tears. The door knob starts jiggling.
"Spencer… have you seen Glen or Ashley?" its Mrs. C. I hold my hand up and use my telekinesis to keep the door shut while Spencer finds her clothes and re-dresses herself. I still can't find my god danm shirt!
As she places her shoes on I pull her back into me and I take off through the window. We land on my balcony a few minutes later and I guide her towards my bedroom. She still hasn't said anything and I just sit her down and take off her shoes.
"What now?" she whispers. I ponder this for a moment.
Choice 1: I can go destroy the other angels, causing chaos to the world.
2: I make sure Spencer doesn't go to heaven.
3: ….
I kneel in between her legs and cup her face with both of my hands. "I want to get rid of my grace."
She hasn't said anything…. Nothing. Not even a gasp or a squeak . Just her normal staring routine that can cause a cats hair to stand up. Oh my god! I see her mouth opening… yes yes!
False alarm. Still no sound escaping.
I think the feeling I'm feeling at this very moment. Is insecurity. And it sucks. My instinct is to run away so this feeling won't escalate. And I'm actually considering it. Maybe she doesn't want me to be with her as a human…..
…."Ashley…" she attacks me with her lips, pulling me up and on top of her. Her kiss is so violent but passionate at the same time. Totally wasn't what I expected. I'm pretty glad I have no shirt on right now because she is so taking advantage of it and feeling me up. Yummy.
I swing my legs on each side of her and break apart from her to see her eyes the darkest I have ever seen them. I brush away a blonde strand that is hitting her flawless face. She delicately places one of her hands on my hearts as her breathing becomes shallow. I feel her warm hand starting to pull away but I quickly grab it and press it into my skin.
"It's always been yours." I lean in and kiss her softly. "Always." I whisper in her ear as I leave a trail of kisses all down her neck. Her breathing hitches as I pull at her shirt. I know she doesn't want to let her hand move from my beating heart but she does and I glide the shirt off of her. she sighs and leans into my chest and places a kiss softly.
I pull her head up and I attach my lips to hers, she lets me take the lead and I gently open our mouths up. She whimpers as my tongue enters her mouth and I giggle. Oh god. I giggled. Tell anyone I will destroy you all!
For some odd reason I was having difficulties getting her bra off. which is so unlike me. so my frustration was getting to me so I snapped my fingers and her bra 'magically' disappeared. Hey! Don't judge me! I will enjoy these last few hours I have with my powers.
She pulled away and smiled wide and then rolled her eyes. I grinned and she attacked me throwing me on the bed. She unbuttons my pants and slowly slides them off kissing my inner thighs as my pants creeps down.
Wearing no underwear has a bonus package when it comes to these situations. Remember! If you have a slight chance of getting some. No underwear! I'm so flipping wet right now!
It's insane! I have never noticed this aching feeling between my legs. Never… ever…. Become… an angel…. If you like having sex. She knows to much on how to please me… its sooo unfair! She remembers too much! i haven't had sex in a while ok?! 104 years to be exact. Shoot me, if I over react to everything.
Oh fuck!
She opens my soaking lips and blows on my clit. Her warm breath feels so good as she positions her self between my legs. Her lips connect to my throbbing clit and I moan fucking loud as my back arches.
She wraps her wet lips around my clit and starts sucking and tugging on it. my eyes are closed shut as she licks down my slit. I cant control my body as her tongue moves into me. my hips buck into her face and I start moaning with such pleasure it's indescribable.
"Spencer…" I moan as my hips start bucking wildly. Spencer pushes my hips down and continues to pushes her tongue in and out of my more than willing hole.
"I need more." I gasp out as I clench onto my sheets. She licks back up my slit and sucks on my clit for a few minutes before I lose all contact. She looks up at me with such lust. It would be such a major turn on if I wasn't all ready half way there.
She slowly makes her way up my body and starts sucking on my right breast as she massages the other. My hand entangles itself into her hair as her tongue flicks my hardened nipple. "Spencer…" I whisper as she detaches her mouth from my nipple and kisses me passionately.
Her hips press onto mine making our heated centers connect to each other. She groans as I place my hand on her back and pull her into me closer.
One of her legs slip between mine and she applies pressure. I groan into her mouth as she starts rocking. Please fuck me!
I break apart from her, I know my eyes are black with the amount of lust I have towards her. she smiles and kisses me again as I feel her hand move down my ribs; she moves her leg away from my burning center and cups me, making me moan loud. She doesn't wait any time as I feel two fingers slip between my lips and make there way down to my hole. She enters me, my muscle contract as she goes deeper.
"Just relax." She whispers placing a kisses down my jaw line. Her words make my body instantly un tense as she retracts her fingers and pushes in again. "More." I groan out as her pace quickens. She hesitates for a minute because she understands that she is pretty much taking my virginity… again.
How many of you can say you had your virginity taken twice by the same girl? My whole body lunges in the air as she adds the third finger. She slows her pace down as she allows me to adjust to the added pressure. She places her thumb on my clit and starts stroking it as she pumps into me faster.
I'm soo fucking close. But I want this…. Need this to last longer. I want to feel her inside me forever.
She places her lips onto mine as she feels my muscle tighten around her three fingers. she curls her fingers making me moan into her plump lips. "Spencer!" I gasp out as my body gives in and cums. She keeps on pumping into me until my body goes limp into the mattress.
She collapses on top of me as she slowly retracts her fingers. we lay there for a few minutes until she rolls half way off of me. I open my eyes as I try and get my breathing under control and I see her stick her fingers in her mouth and slowly sucks on them.
That's so hot. I pull her fingers out of her mouth and suck on the tips. She laughs. "You have the same taste from 100 years ago." I smirk as I let her fingers fall out of my mouth. "Not true… it has a cherry flavor to it now."
She grins and jumps back on top of me and nuzzles into my neck. "All I ever wanted was to be with you." I squeeze her tightly. "I promise. We will be together. Forever. In this life, and in heaven." She pulls away and kisses me. "I'm even thinking that I would find you again when we are reborn. Even if your 15 years older than me. I would fall for you again."
She smirks. "That's good to know. I can be your sugar momma." She nuzzles back into my neck and we fall asleep in totally bliss.