This story belong to: the girl who lost herself to society

by isabel123

This is the story of how a young girl gets into drugs and how its turned her whole world around. Nothing ever was really the same. She is faced with many challenges. Suicide, lying, cheating, loss of innocence, heartache. This is a true story. No name were used to keep the privacy of the person and the people involved.

2. Loss of innocence

November 11, 2011

This was the worst night of my life. I started off the night going to a rave and making out with a guy who was like 24 or 25. Then we go back to my friend's house and a couple of more people come over. I remember when we started drinking and the bottle went around a couple time and I had a few swigs. I was already pretty buzzed, my mind was clouded and my judgment on right and wrong was not there. A guy I barely knew made me a drink. I'm standing up and now I'm falling back down. We're flirting, I start being slutty. I shed some clothes and change. Flashes of him on top of me, I hear everyone talking. With my whole mind spinning; I am so confused I don't know what I want. Then I feel pain, oh so much pain. I don't remember much, and then I'm in the bathroom wiping. All I find is blood, blood, and more blood. It seems as if it's never ending. From here on out I blacked out. I wake up on the floor. All alone and so confused on what has happened. I begin to cry and all they do is laugh like it was nothing. But they have no clue what it's like to give the one secret that was mine to someone I don't even know.