Chapter 2, what's up?
Sorry for the delay, I'm terrible! I hope this chapter was worth the wait. I had terrible trouble with this chapter, balancing passion and awkwardness is difficult, but I did my best!
Disclaimer: I don't own this, it's all Jenn Lee Quick!
Colin stepped forward and kissed Tory, but it felt different. The feverish passion had boiled away, and instead there was something simmering between them; something both of them knew would ultimately be more intense.
"Let's go to my room," Tory said softly against Colin's lips, his eyes still closed.
"Mmhmm," Colin breathed again. Still holding hands they entered Tory's new bedroom. Tory wondered if he should turn on the light, then wondered if that was a stupid concern. He stepped forward and retrieved the lab coat he had carelessly thrown on his bed all those hours ago. Colin lay down on the bed and watched Tory gently hang the coat on the back of his door. Colin stretched his arms up over his head and imagined he could see the muscles in Tory's back stretching and flexing. Colin sighed and felt himself get hard again. Tory had felt so abstract in high school, something he only just began to understand before they had parted. Now he was here, body and spirit, innocent and perfect, for him to explore. Colin wanted to map his body with his fingers, lips and tongue, to know everything. He smiled, thinking Tory's intense curiosity was infectious.
Tory turned back to face Colin, and he saw his chest expand at his excited inhale. Colin bit his lip and his erection pulsed in his own excitement. Tory sat down on the edge of the bed, leaned forward and kissed Colin on the lips. Colin responded at once, kissing Tory back and cupping the back of his head to pull him closer. Without breaking their kiss, Tory climbed onto the bed and carefully lay on top of Colin. Colin wrapped his arms around Tory, inhaling deeply as the fabric of Tory's t-shirt rubbed against his chest. Tory withdrew from their kiss at last and Colin gazed up at him, arms still around his neck. Tory's expression was strange. "What?" Colin asked. Tory's eyes were soft, almost sad, and he swallowed before speaking.
"You're not just doing this because you feel like you owe me or something, right?" He asked in a rush, his voice constricted. Colin's heartbeat sped up painfully, and he opened his mouth to respond, but couldn't.
If he were totally honest with himself, he did feel he should reward Tory for all his hard work. Wasn't that how the story went? Hero goes on a difficult and dangerous quest for their one true love, who becomes the prize? Yes, except that the whole concept was old-fashioned and repellent. After all these years of research and experiments, had Colin become okay with people feeling entitled to his body? Was he just something to be coveted? 'No!' He thought determinedly. Self-disgust flooded his brain and tears burned his eyes. "Colin, what's wrong? I'm sorry, I didn't-" Tory sounded desperate.
"It's not like that," Colin said, forcefully. He was doing something for himself. Taking himself back. If he did owe Tory anything, it certainly wasn't sex. Tory rubbed Colin's cheek and he closed his eyes, drawing comfort and strength from the affectionate touch.
"Do you want to stop?" Tory asked. Colin's eyes snapped open and his self-doubt and fear evaporated.
"No," he said, firmly. This was for himself and no one else. Fuck the experiment. Colin shut his eyes tightly and swallowed. He inhaled deeply before opening his shining eyes to Tory. "I want you, Tory, I've wanted you since we were fifteen years old." Colin's gaze burned fiercely and Tory screwed up his eyes and threw his head back.
"God, Colin!" He kissed him with fresh, fierce passion. Colin moaned openly and held onto Tory as if his life depended on it. Tory thrust his tongue into Colin's mouth, tasting him. Colin wanted Tory to kiss him this way for days, and for all they knew they did, but then Tory brought his hand up his chest to force down the zipper of Colin's uniform. He shivered as Tory's fingers ran back up his chest and neck. Tory finally pulled himself out of their kiss, gave Colin a quick, lustful smile, and began to gently kiss his neck. Colin inhaled shakily and Tory whispered, "Is this okay?" in his ear.
"Y-yeah," Colin gasped, gripping Tory's shoulders. Tory inhaled deeply through his nose as he continued to kiss down Colin's neck, pausing only to suck and bite just above his collar bones. Colin shivered violently and let out a soft groan. Tory paused for a second, a thrill of excitement rippling through him, and then returned to Colin's neck. He sucked harder on the same spot and a deep red welt bloomed on his already flushed skin. Colin cried out and thrust his hips up involuntarily, making Tory's breath catch in his throat. "S-sorry!" Colin gasped, suddenly embarrassed, but Tory's lustful smile returned.
"It's cool," he replied, softly. Tentatively he started to grind his hips against Colin and they both cried out at the friction. They looked at each other, marveling at the effect they'd produced in each other. Colin reached up under Tory's t-shirt and felt him shiver under his fingertips. Colin swallowed as Tory sat up, pulled his t-shirt up over his head and threw it over his shoulder. The ID badge still clipped to it clattered on the floor, but neither of them noticed. Colin looked Tory up and down, taking in his pale skin, his freckles, the delicate lines of muscles on his arms and chest, the V-shape made by his hipbones… Tory swallowed and felt himself blushing, but Colin's breathing was still heavy as he smiled in immodest appreciation.
"You have so many freckles," Colin informed him, affectionately.
"I guess…" Tory began, but stopped abruptly as Colin placed his palms on Tory's chest and carefully slid them down to rest on his hipbones. Colin was blushing now as he tried to keep his eyes on Tory's face, rather than the erection straining against his jeans. He swallowed and sat up so that Tory was straddling him before shrugged off his uniform. Tory's eyes darted up and down his chest and he groaned softly, grabbing the sides of Colin's face and pulling him into a deep, passionate kiss. Colin moaned into Tory's mouth and wrapped his arms around him, grabbing at his upper back to pull him closer. Tory let go of their kiss and immediately Colin buried his face in his neck, kissing, biting and sucking the sensitive skin there. Tory groaned fluently and rocked his hips back and forth, grinding against Colin harder and harder. Colin thrust his hips up to meet him, his erection pulsing at the friction. He exhaled sharply and withdrew, pleased at the trail of red welts all down Tory's neck. Still breathing sharply, he kissed Tory once before looking him in the face again. "Are you okay?" Tory asked, lamely, after a few seconds, then immediately felt embarrassed again. It hadn't been what he'd wanted to ask at all. He was feeling so present, so excited and so totally turned on he didn't know how much more he could take. In hardly no time they had gone from not seeing each other for ten years to passionately kissing in his bed for hours. He felt guilty for wanting more, knowing they'd agreed to move slowly and they'd already made such progress. At the same time, though, his erection was making him crazy and the feel of Colin under his fingers, lips and tongue without the hope of release was almost more than he could stand.
"I'm okay," Colin reassured Tory, jerking him out of his thoughts. Colin smiled softly. "What did you really want to say?" He swallowed and eyed Tory's erection again. Was he feeling like he was? So excited it was painful? He looked Tory in the face again, and knew he had seen him staring between his legs. Tory smiled too.
"I'm… so turned on," Tory told him truthfully. Saying it aloud made it all the more true and Tory closed his eyes and swallowed before continuing. "I know we said we'd go slow, but…"
"Do you want to stop?" Colin interrupted, his eyes widening in horror.
"No!" Tory exclaimed, shaking his head violently. "Hell no! I…" He took a deep breath in and, shaking slightly, pressed his hand against Colin's erection, restrained by the tight fabric of his uniform. Colin let out a shuddering gasp as his entire body seemed to seize up in excitement. It was all he could do not to thrust back into Tory's hand, but he stayed as still as he could despite eager shivers running through his body. "Is this okay?" Asked Tory, though he was pretty sure he knew the answer. Colin bit his lip.
"Yes," he whispered, then reached forward, unbuttoned Tory's jeans and delicately undid his zipper. Tory inhaled sharply and shivered too. "Is this okay?" Colin asked him.
"God yes," Tory replied and kissed Colin full on the lips again. He withdrew fairly quickly however and slid off of Colin so he could take off his pants. Colin's heart beat faster as he slipped his uniform and underwear off. He caught Tory's eye and they both blushed. He wondered if they'd ever stop being embarrassed by all this as he lay back down on the bed. He watched Tory kick his jeans aside and lie on his side next to him. Colin rolled over to face him and they both tried hard not to look down. Colin smiled slightly and kissed Tory deeply, pulling him close and groaning softly at the new skin to skin contact. Tory ran his hand down Colin's chest, his hips and his thighs and broke their kiss as he took hold of his erection. Colin let out a soft moan and nodded. Tory slowly moved his hand up and down, his heart pounding as he watched Colin throw his head back in pleasure.
"Go faster," Colin moaned softly, his eyes still closed and his chest heaving. Tory obeyed, enthralled at the effect he was causing, thinking of nothing more than continuing. That is, until he felt Colin's fingers sneak around his own need and move up and down even faster. Tory cried out and thrust his hips forward into the intimate touches, pleasure shooting out through his entire body like an electric shock. He locked eyes with Colin, who was smiling even through his desperate panting and shaking. "Does this feel good?" Colin asked, increasing the pressure in his grip. Tory just nodded fervently, all that came out of his mouth were more desperate moans. He knew he wouldn't last long, he'd been on the brink all evening, but he wanted to take care of Colin first! …but oh god even thinking of making him come was almost too much. Forcing himself to stay focused, he gripped Colin's erection tighter and rubbed his thumb over the sensitive tip before pumping him even faster.
"O-oh my god!" Colin cried out, eyes shut tight and his hold on Tory momentarily slackening. He had wanted to please Tory, satisfy him, before he focused on himself, but he knew now that would be impossible. White-hot sensation was coursing through him, clouding his brain and making his body shake all over. He opened his eyes to see Tory watching him, his gaze heavy, face flushed and sweaty, lips parted… Colin's erection throbbed. There was nothing else for it. "Tory, I'm gonna come," he managed, his voice constricted. Tory nodded and stroked Colin just a few times more before he came spectacularly all over his hand, thrusting desperately as pulse after pulse of pleasure rippled through him. He shuddered and gasped, then, his chest heaving, lay on his back with his eyes closed. Tory looked at his hand, amazed at what he'd done and unsure where to go next. Colin opened his eyes and smiled at Tory like he'd never enjoyed anything so much in his life. Tory smiled back and was about to kiss Colin when he rolled back onto his side and took hold of Tory's erection again. Tory moaned hard and Colin began to pump him forcibly, desperate to make him feel that good. Almost at once Tory was shaking too, his heart pounding, moaning incoherently. He opened his eyes and locked eyes with Colin as he came, his orgasm bowling over him like a tidal wave. His breath came in sharp bursts as he kissed Colin with a passion unlike anything else that evening.
Emotion exploded in both of their chests as they held each other, kissing with complete abandon. It was like a dam had been breached and there was nothing to do but let everything flow. After who knows how long, they broke apart and simply looked at each other. "That was amazing," Tory breathed, finally. Colin nodded, eyes closed and smiling.
"I can't believe this," he added, opening his eyes and rolling over onto his back.
"What?" Tory asked. Colin shrugged.
"I'm just really glad you're here," he replied. Tory grinned and kissed Colin again before looking at his hand.
"I'm gonna go clean up," he said, blushing in spite of himself. He sat up and heaved himself out of bed, stretching. Colin sat up and stared at his own hand for a few seconds before he realized Tory was watching him.
"What?" Colin asked. Tory jerked his head toward his bathroom.
"Come with me."
Oh yeah, another cliff hanger!
The last part after this, it'll be up hopefully before too long!
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