Sorry this took so long to upload! I have to wait until the internet is on and it took me a while to figure out how to use chapters because I forget how to! I'm sorry!

Anyway, this is the second chapter! I'm so happy people have actually read it and like it! I didn't know if anybody would like so I'm glad people do! I'll try and get chapters up as soon as I can!

All translations are at the bottom and they are from Google Translate

Anything in italics are people's thoughts and it says who's they belong to underneath.

Feel free to correct me if anything is wrong! R+R

Chapter 2

Lovina must have sat there for hours; her ass was numb, she felt like a mess and probably looked like one too. Her tears wanted to fall but they were all gone, they couldn't fall if she wanted them too she had cried that much. She took a deep breath and got to her feet and walked into her own bathroom before she had a look at herself. She didn't look as bad as she felt; there were no signs of her tears except that her eyes looked a little watery.

Of course Antonio likes Feliciana; God hates me too much to let me have a happy life

Lovina thought to herself, even though she was catholic she still believed in God but things never went her way so she thought that God hates her. Lovina then went for a cold shower to get rid of any thoughts, the thoughts that hated her. The ones that called her names in her head; she knew it was dumb, she knew that herself yet she had that voice in her head telling her she wasn't good enough. All of them years of been told that she's not good enough, that she can't do anything had got to her and now she had one of them voices permanent in her head.

You really think he would go out with you?

"I don't want to talk to you," Lovina sighed to herself, she wasn't in the mood.

See? Your hiding you feelings again, spit it out

"I'm not going through this."

Of course you aren't, your hiding it and pushing it away because you don't like the facts

The voice in her head told her as she got out of the shower and got changed before looking at herself in the mirror. There were no signs of crying and she looked at herself until she saw the reflection change and it turned into someone else, Feliciana.

You always run from things you are scared of

Her sister's voice laughed at her.

"You're wrong…" Lovina put her hands to her ears to try and block it out but it was all in her mind.

You know I'm right

"No you're not," Lovina said

No I'm right

"No you're not!"

Of course I am! You need me and you're pathetic

"SHUT UP!" Lovina ended up screaming at the mirror and using her fist to slam it against the mirror, breaking it. It cracked first and the mirror broke, some glass going in the sink underneath and Lovina hissed as some glass cut her fist.

Fuck, I'll have to fix that later

Lovina thought to herself as she found a bandage and wrapped it around her hand to try and stop the bleeding. She sighed through her nose before walking into her room, unlocking her door and locking it behind her. She didn't even trust her family so her room was always locked. As Lovina walked down the stairs, she heard three voices and she rolled her eyes at them.

"That's magnifico!" an old man's voice said

"Ve~" that was obviously her air head sister; she was the only one who made dumb fucking noises. Lovina walked into the kitchen to see Romulus sighing while Antonio and Feliciana were already in a full make out session.

And God has to make me watch this; I might as well get hit by lighting. Wait I probably won't because the heavens want me to suffer!

Lovina growled in her own head as she went over to the fridge and pulled out leftover (she had missed tea) before using the microwave to warm it up. Romulus was her grandfather but she didn't call him 'nonno' like Feliciana did, she didn't want to. He had preferred Feli than Lovina (what a surprise there!) so Lovina was used to it. It didn't surprise her either that when she was in the room; she was ignored by Romulus or she was completely used to it after growing up with being ignored. Before the microwave could go off, Lovina yanked it open because she hated the stupid little 'ping' noise it made. Lovina then grabbed the warm plate and a fork before she was going to leave the room but she was stopped.

"Ve~ sorella!" Feli's voice sang and Lovina cringed, great...now she would have to listen to Feli gloat about her and Antonio.

"Me and Antonio are together now~!" Lovina saw her sister was a little bit red in the cheeks and Romulus sighed dreamily while putting his hands together, Lovina wanted to be sick. Lovina's eyes made their way to Antonio's who looked nervous.

You better be nervous bastard

Lovina suddenly thought as she saw a little blush was on Antonio's cheeks as well and thought it looked cute but got rid of the thought immediately. Lovina took a deep breath and stared at Antonio, hiding her emotions that wanted to scream, kick and shout at Antonio for being such an idiot. He was the only one Lovina thought cared for her more than her sister but God had to mess that up too, didn't he?

"That's…great Feli," Lovina said as she tried not to throw the plate in her hands at Feli and stabbing the fork into Antonio's thick skull. They might be her family but Lovina still found them annoying as fuck. That was all before Romulus started to talk to the 'new couple' (insert Lovina's vomit here) and it sounded like they were going on a date already. Lovina spotted Antonio was staring at her and opened his mouth to say something. Lovina shook her head in disappointment and then she walked out of the room, up the stairs, unlocked her room and locker her room door behind her. Lovina put her plate and fork on the bed side table before she picked up her pillow and threw it across the room so it hit the other wall and slipped onto the floor with a little 'thud'. She cursed in Italian and she fell backwards onto her bed before she then sat up on her bed.

Can't you be happy for your sister?

That fucking voice in her voice was back.

"I always have to be," Lovina talked to herself

You don't show it though, do you?

That voice loved to wind up Lovina, didn't it?

"How am I meant to be fucking happy when my sister is with the one I love!" Lovina shouted before she realised what she said and slapped her hand over her mouth even though it was probably too late to do so.

You're too late'

The voice echoed in her mind.

"Leave me alone!" Lovina snapped to herself before she listened for a response but there was nothing but quietness.

"Finally…" Lovina sighed before she started to eat her food but that thought kept popping up in her head again and she knew it was true.

You're too late

The words kept on repeating themselves in her head, again and again.

"I'm too late," Lovina whispered to herself as she heard a car pulling out of the drive so she got up and looked out of her window to see it was Antonio and Feliciana going on a date. She leaned on the window as she looked up to the starry night sky.

"I'm too late…" a silver tear fell down Lovina's face as she looked out of the window, forgetting her food because she had suddenly lost her appetite. The sour fact of being too late floated around in the Italian's mind as silent tears began to flow again even though she tried to stop them.

She would always come second to her sister so why did she think this time would be any different?

The next few days were a living hell hole for Lovina. At her school was nothing but the gossip about Feli and Antonio's new relationship or Lovina had found the couple together. Lovina refused to sit next to Feli at the canteen table now, the elder sister would go outside and eat there because she couldn't bear seeing or hearing the coo's from Antonio about how cute Feliciana was or all the 'Ve's' her sister was making. It sounded like mean but the older sister would like to keep her lunch down instead on throwing it up, thank you very much. Every time Lovina saw the two now, she would avoid them the best she could; especially Antonio. Lovina avoided him like the plague and wouldn't even look at him anymore; she didn't have the heart to look at him with her sister. The thought disgusted Lovina more than Alice's cooking did.

Okay so maybe the last one was a bit of an overreaction.

But if you did have Alice's food, you normally ended up with food poisoning or had to go to the hospital (yeah, it's that bad). That's why Lovina was walking out to the field which she would then go to the hill and sit at the top and eat her lunch, out of the way of anyone. It was boiling outside so everybody was in the canteen because the air con was on but Lovina would rather be outside and get heat stroke than bear the aching in her heart. You'd think Lovina would move on and forget yet, she couldn't do that. Her mind wouldn't let her rest, plaguing her dreams, thoughts or really anything that had to do with Antonio. The dull throbbing in her heart was still there and wouldn't leave her alone, none of these feeling's she had would leave her alone and it was making her feel sick. Sometimes she wished she could fall off the edge of the Earth than bear this kind of pain.

The pain of the person you love who doesn't love you back.

"Kesesesesese~ Tonio!" Gilbert cackled as he saw Antonio coming down the hall by himself for once. Antonio had started to ignore Gilbert and Francis now because he had a 'chick' in his life. But Gilbert wasn't really happy about who was his 'chick', Feliciana Vargas. When the new had come out; Gilbert didn't know what to do. Tell Antonio it was a massive mistake or congratulate him for getting a girl. Gilbert knew Ludwig (his younger brother but Ludwig acted more like the older and mature type) was in love with Feliciana so Gilbert was kinda in a pickle or 'the wurst situation eva' as Gilbert said. So when Ludwig found out that Antonio and Feliciana were dating, he had locked himself in his room for most nights now. No matter what Gilbert did; from trying to cheer Ludwig up or playing pranks on him, none of it fazed Ludwig like it used too. Gilbert was getting seriously worried about his younger brother (he may be a complete ass but still, he looked after his brother) and had no idea what to do. But then again, Antonio had been ignoring Gilbert and Francis now but Francis was too busy flirting with a British girl, getting beaten by the British girl before getting battered by the British girl's American boyfriend because Francis had flirted with his girlfriend.

"Tonio!" Gilbert shouted and waved to Antonio, who waved back at him.

"Hola mi amigo!" Antonio smiled brightly

"Hey so do you want to eat together before pranking someone?" Gilbert asked the Spanish man. Gilbert, Antonio and Francis were the Bad Touch Trio and loved playing pranks of other people. Antonio looked at Gilbert before smiling sheepishly.

"Well…"

"Antonio~" a voice sang and Gilbert glared to his left to see Feliciana came over to them before hugging and kissing Antonio. Gilbert rolled his eyes as Antonio and Feli held hands.

"So-"

"Doesn't matter Tonio," Gilbert cut in

"But-"

"It never matters anymore Antonio." Gilbert then pushed the couple apart as he walked away from them. He was sick of being pushed to the side now for some girl that his brother loved but didn't love him. Gilbert stormed out of the school before he realised he had called Antonio by his full name. The albino never called Antonio by his full name unless he was in a bad mood.

Fuck bad mood, he was pissed off and furious.

Shisse, I sounded like a hormonal teenage girl

Gilbert thought as he stomped around the school, blinded by his rage. Gilbert had no idea where he was going until he fell over something and face planted the grass.

"Ow! What did awesomeness fall over?" Gilbert shouted (even though he didn't have to, he was loud anyway).

"You bastard! You tripped over my bag!" Gilbert knew that voice; it was Feliciana's older sister, Lovina. He looked up to see he had landed right next to the Italian and he laughed (well if you class a 'kesesese' as a laugh) and he gave Lovina her bag, she put it to her other side so nobody else tripped over it.

"What do you want bastard?" Lovina snapped but Gilbert laughed at the other's language, completely used to it seem as the two had lots of classes together.

"Sup Lov?" As soon as Gilbert's words left his mouth, he was hit over the head with the plastic top of Lovina's lunch.
"Idiota!" she hissed but he rubbed his head, knowing she hated the nickname he had given her but Gilbert liked pissing off the Italian and used it anyway.

"So why are you out here?" Gilbert asked the other and noticed Lovina twitched so Gilbert moved away from her a little. When Lovina twitched you needed to get out of her way otherwise you were going to get a broken leg. Gilbert had been there and even though he was warned not to annoy Lovina; he still did anyway. He has ever been so terrified of someone in his whole life, and Ludwig is scary! It wasn't a pretty side of Lovina Vargas and it was terrifying and he ended up being beaten up with a chair.

"I wanted to be," she said though gritted teeth

"It's the new couple, isn't it?" there was the sound of plastic snapping and Gilbert was right, Lovina had broken the plastic lid of her lunch and now it was in two pieces in her hands. Gilbert had struck a nerve in her and he knew it by the way she gritted her teeth together and they made a horrible sound.

"No," she said

"Liar"

"Shut up"

"No"

"Fuck me you're annoying"

"Gladly~" Gilbert was smacked over the head again by Lovina's hand and he laughed it off

"Kesesesesese~" Gilbert laughed as she saw Lovina go bright red and he smiled brightly, she was cute when she blushed. Gilbert had to stop hanging around Antonio, wait he had, hadn't he?

Because Tonio's too busy with Feli

Gilbert wrinkled his nose as he thought about it and was nearly sick thinking about it.

"What are you out here for?" Lovina decided to change the subject to Gilbert

"The same reason you are, Tonio ditched me and I stormed out before tripping over you're unawesome bag" Gilbert explained while he watched Lovina pull out a sandwich.

Damn it looks good

Gilbert thought, he hadn't eaten anything and was now drooling over Lovina's sandwich.

"Are you hungry or something?" Lovina raised an eyebrow as she saw Gilbert was drooling. Lovina watched as she waved the sandwich in front of Gilbert's face and his eyes followed where the sandwich went.
"Then…fetch!" Lovina threw the sandwich, hoping to get rid of Gilbert.

It worked… for a moment.

Gilbert ran down the hill and caught the sandwich before he shovelled it into his mouth.

"That bastard!" Lovina cursed as she watched Gilbert walk back up the hill and sit down next to her. Obviously he wasn't leaving and enjoyed the sandwich by the way Gilbert had shovelled it down.

"Are you doing to leave me alone now you cazzo?" Lovina snapped

"Ummm…nope!" Gilbert pretended to think about it before popping the 'p'

"Ass," Lovina mumbled before standing up and grabbing her bag.

"Woah woah woah!" Gilbert said as he stood up as well with his backpack "What did I do?" he asked, thinking he had done something wrong

Wait why do I even care?

Gilbert thought as Lovina raised an eyebrow at him in slight confusion.

"Urm…it's class," she said before walking away, she hoped he didn't follow her.

"Hey!"

Another request that wouldn't happen but she could dream!

Lovina span around when someone hooked their arm under hers so they looked like they were walking down an aisle.

"C-Che?" Lovina stuttered before going bright red, she wasn't used to boys being near her or even paying any attention to her! (Except Antonio but he didn't class anymore).

"I'm walking you to your class!" Gilbert said

"Why? You're not a gentleman," Lovina questioned

"Nope! But I'M AWESOME!" the albino shouted and Lovina winced at the volume

"Great, my eardrums might burst because of-"

"Of my awesomene-"

"Shut up!" Lovina shouted at him before blushing bright red, nobody had ever walked her to class except Anto-

Nope, stop thinking about him! He's going out with Feli

Lovino thought to herself as she tuned in and out of Gilbert's talk about who is 'awesome' and who isn't.

Well, I guess there's no harm done in finding a person to talk to

Lovina though to herself.

She can relate to me so I guess she's awesome enough to deserve my awesome presence

Gilbert though in his own head as they talked.

"Shut up now," Lovina told him

"Nope!" Gilbert sang happily "I'M AWES-"

"SHUT UP!"

That was their conversation as they walked down the corridor together.

The bell went and Gilbert was still with Lovina as they had the same class together so they walked together. Gilbert had shut up about being 'awesome' and they were talking about random things like what animals they liked, do they prefer cats or dogs and what were their hobbies. Gilbert carried most of the conversation but Lovina came in sometimes before listening to what the Prussian had to say. As they got to their classroom, they walked in to see everybody was sitting down in their seats.

Including Antonio.

Don't think about him, don't even look at him

Lovina thought to herself so she didn't look at the Spaniard. Lovina blushed bright red as she realised her and Gilbert's arms were still linked together. As she got out of it someone then wolf whistled and Lovina went red again.

"Care you explain this Mr. Beilschmidt?" the teacher asked them; eyeing up the two that had their arms linked.

"I would actually!" Gilbert said "awesome me was walking around, found Lov before walking together to class and we were outside together so we didn't hear the bell," Gilbert explained and Lovina punched his shoulder in annoyance. The teacher nodded at them before explaining.

"Alright then you two, sit down." The teacher said as Lovina took her seat at the back and Gilbert winked at her and she scoffed, unimpressed. Gilbert went and sat down next to Antonio, both of them were at the front. As soon as the teacher stopped talking and they all got on with their classwork, people started to talk about Gilbert and Lovina.

"Dude! I didn't know you were a thing with the Italian chick!" the American, Alfred said from behind Gilbert so Gilbert turned around in his chair to face the other.

"Were not, we're just friends," Gilbert said casually

"Lov though?" questioned Alfred and Gilbert laughed but missed the glare he was getting from Antonio.

"Ja! I thought Lovina was too long so I shortened it!" Gilbert laughed "man! She hates it when I use that name though! It's so funny to see her reaction, she blushed so hard!" Alfred and Gilbert turned around to look at Lovina who was doing her work before she looked up to see the two boys staring at her. Both of the boys winked at her and she stuck her tongue out at them; while this was happening, Antonio was in deep thought.

When I call her Lovi she tells me off but when Gilbert calls her Lov she doesn't tell him off

Antonio sighed as he thought to himself, getting a weird feeling in his chest. He brushed it off as stomach ache and listened to the conversation Gilbert was having.

"-she gave me a sandwich as well! Damn it was good! I should bother her more if she's gonna give me some yummy food!" Gilbert rubbed his stomach at the same time to show he had eaten and it was delicious.

Lovi never shared her food with me

Antonio thought sadly to himself. The teacher stopped them from talking before the teacher themselves started to talk. They went on and on and it went on for SO long, the bell went. As Antonio walked out of the class he saw Gilbert was waiting outside the door. When Lovina walked out of the class; Gilbert grabbed her arm and pulled her around to face him, talking against the wall. As they talked, they were oblivious to the Spaniard watching them talk. He saw Lovi went red as she blushed and Gilbert had a light pink dusted on his cheeks as well. Antonio decided not to talk to them and was going to walk away when he saw Lovina get out her phone and pass it to Gilbert. Lovina was now a beetroot red as Gilbert typed something into her phone and took a photo of himself and Antonio could catch the word 'awesomeness'. That weird feeling in Antonio's stomach was back so Antonio walked off to his last class, he really needed to find out what this sickness was.

When school had finished, Antonio waited outside and by the gates as he waited for his girlfriend. He saw Lovi walking with her sister and they were coming towards him. He could finally talk to Lovi again! She had been ignoring him and Antonio didn't know why but they approached him anyway.

"Tonio~!" Feliciana called as she hugged him and Lovina stood there as she waited for them to start walking.

"Hola Lovi~!" Antonio sang in his usual happy voice but Lovina didn't even spare him a glance.
"Bastard." was the reply he got but he brushed it off but the feeling in his stomach was still there. Lovina started to walk off so Antonio and Feli walked together behind her and told each other about their day when Feli leaned her head on Antonio's shoulder and held his hand as well. They didn't walk far before they reached the Vargas' house and Lovina then let them inside since Antonio was coming over anyway to talk and go on a date with Feliciana. The twin's granddad ignored the fact that Lovina brushed past him and went into the living room while he hugged Feli instead.

Why doesn't he pay attention to Lovi?

Antonio thought to himself but then talked to their granddad like a gentleman should. Feli dragged Antonio into the kitchen and they talked while getting closer and closer until they were so close to each other, they started making out in the kitchen. A cough interrupted them and they span around to see Lovina was standing there, bright red and Antonio was sure he saw something flicker behind her eyes.

"Um…we were-"

"Don't make out in the kitchen!" Lovina hissed before she headed out of the kitchen and into the living room again.

"Excuse me Feli, I need to see Lovi for a minute." Antonio then walked over to the doorway.

"Tonio!" Feli said and crossed her arms over her chest like Lovina did; it was weird seeing her act like her sister.

"Sí?"

"It's Lovina, right? Not Lovi, Lovina," Feli said sternly and Antonio noticed she was scowling as well. Antonio looked at her confused slightly at why she was acting like that.

Why is innocent Feli acting like that when I said Lovi? I only said Lovi

Antonio thought as he walked into the living room to find Lovina had all of her books out on the coffee table and she was on the phone to someone.

"-be here!" Antonio caught the end of her sentence before Lovi hung up on the person and span round to see Antonio was there.

"What do you want bastard?" Lovi swore

"That's so mean Lovi~" Antonio still sang

"I don't care! Go back to your girlfriend," Lovina scowled

"Are you jealous?" Antonio said and Lovina then glared at him

"No, I would never be jealous of you,"

"What are you doing?" Antonio asked as he went to pick up one of the books but Lovi smacked his hand away

"Don't touch!" she hissed "I'm waiting for someone," she said and didn't noticed Antonio's eyes darkened

"For who?" Antonio asked but there was a sudden knock at the door

"That should be them." Lovina went to the front door, greeted the person before leading them into the living room where Antonio was. Antonio then glared coldly at the person who was behind the Italian.

"Tonio!" Gilbert was standing behind her as he took off his coat

"And what are you doing here?" Antonio snapped

"I'm here for some awesome tutoring, I'm failing my class 'cuz I was too busy blowing things up and apparently blowing things up doesn't count as work! Unawesome right? Anyways, Lov here is at the top of the class as well so awesomeness decided that Lov was allowed my awesome presence and help!" Gilbert shouted (even though he didn't have too, he was loud enough) and slung his arm around Lovina's shoulders.
Why isn't she pushing him away like she does to me?

Antonio's voice I his head shouted at him but he ignored it, he also ignored the bubbling anger in his stomach.

"Romulus I've got someone 'round!" Lovina shouted as Romulus came into the room.

"Fine fine," he said and didn't even spare her a glance as Lovina and Gilbert sat down on the sofa together.

"Oh! Antonio! I can't remember you being here! Get out," Romulus said it in a friendly voice before the last sentence and his voice went cold, Antonio also picked up on the glare the elder was giving.

"B-but sir, I'm here for mine and Feliciana's date." Antonio watched Romulus think about it before he snapped his fingers in realisation.

"Oh, sí! Mi displace, I forgot," Romulus laughed but didn't seemed pashed at the two sitting on the sofa unlike Antonio, who was about to scream his head off.

Why isn't he kicking Gilbert out? He doesn't even know Gilbert and yet his says 'it's fine'? I have to ask if I want to come around!
Antonio didn't know what to think anymore. It was true; he always had to call ahead to see if he could go round to the Vargas' house and now Gilbert just waltzed in like nobody's business! Yet Romulus was fine with it? The Spanish man was snapped out of his thoughts when he heard Gilbert's laugh and saw Lovi was using her hand to cover up a laugh so it was muffled.

Why couldn't I make her laugh like that?

Antonio thought sadly to himself, the anger inside was growing.

"Ve~ Antonio! Let's go!" Feliciana pulled Antonio away as he looked at the two on the sofa before the couple left the house and went on a date with his girlfriend. Antonio had been thinking though throughout the date with Feliciana; what did Gilbert have that Antonio didn't? What was this feeling in his chest and what was with his sudden rage?

I'll have to ask Francis

Antonio thought before he continued his date with Feli but the feeling in his stomach wouldn't let him relax.

Translations:

Magnifico- Italian (you can work out what it means)

Sorella- Italian meaning sister

Idiota- Italian meaning idiot

Cazzo- Italian meaning fuck or fucker

Che- Italian (I think it's a term of annoyance)

Mi displace- Italian meaning I'm sorry

Hola- Spanish meaning hell

Ja- German meaning yes

Shisse- German meaning shit

Names:

Feli- a shortened version of Feliciana

Tonio- a short version of Antonio

Lovi- Antonio's nickname for Lovina

Lov- Gilbert's nickname for Lovina (I imagined him to say something like that)

Romulus- Lovina and Feliciana's granddad or 'nonno'

I just thought I should mention them in case.

Correct me if I'm wrong!

Thanks for reading!

Please R+R