Dear Yuuki,
…What am I to you, Yuuki? I've known you for years, the two of us have been friends since the day I came to you. Yet so much has happened, I am a vampire now. A disgusting reject of a vampire that you so desperately wish to save. Why? Why am I so important to you, Yuuki? I'm just a level E and yet you try so hard to save me from my inevitable fate! You and everyone around you end up trying to save me, even that Kaname…
I hate that you have feelings for me, I wish you didn't! I… I just wish to be human again, but that can't happen. I'm a monster Yuuki, don't you see that? Just a blood-lusting beast in human's skin. It's a horrible fate but I can't deny it anymore, and I never want to hurt you again. Though, your blood, I hear it pulse through your veins and it drives me insane, when I smell it; I want to taste it. I go mad with the blood-lust for your sweet life. What a disgusting and repulsive thing I've become. How can you stand me around you, tainting those pure white wings upon your back?
Why, angel, do you let me drag you down to Hell below? Are you really as pure as everyone thinks, or are you the devil underneath that beautiful shell? I can't stop… I can't. I want you and only you Yuuki! Forever and then some! Why can't I be like Kaname to you? What is wrong with me that I can't take his place and have you with me forever?! I hate him! Damnit, it makes me hate myself because we're alike!
…I need you Yuuki… I… I love you.
-Zero
Charan-Amaya: Well, here's the next chapter/letter in this series. I really like this one, even if it's short. But it's like Zero to cut off before finishing something so it makes me happy to just make it like him, brash, frightened, and full of anger! Well, I do appreciate the reviews I've gotten so far and I thank you all for that. It's really wonderful to get so many so quickly! So yeah, here's the second letter you wanted! Read and Review!