A/N This chapter is a shorter then the other one because I wasn't sure If I was going to make it a one shot or not so I put a lot of material in the last one. Anyways hope you like this chapter!

Disclaimer: I do not own SWAC or anyone the characters. If I did Sonny would be worried about getting pregnant by now.

Sonny POV

Me and Chad are kissing right now and I'm freaking out. I cannot think about anything else at the moment. Nothing. Something big happened today but I can't remember. Oh well. I rather kiss Chad then remember.

The song has now ended and I need a lip break and to talk to Chad. I pulled away and rested my head on his and kept my eyes closed.

"I-I didn't know you liked me."

"Same Here." I almost started laughing Chad is after all Chad.

"Well then how'd you know I wanted to kiss you?"

"It seemed like the right moment."

"You were right." I paused "This is definitely the right moment."

"I'm glad. I mean I never thought you did like me until now." he paused "Wait. How long have you liked me?"

"How long have you liked me?" I retorted

"Like you? Oh I never liked you." He said jokingly

I pulled away laughing and opened my eyes and saw him for the first time since we kissed. I lightly hit him on shoulder "Seriously!"

"Fine but you will have to tell me right after." He replied

"Deal."

"Okay well remember the time when you pretended you broke your leg? Well I-"

"That long?!?" And I thought I liked him a long time.

"No! Let me finish. That's when I first started to cared about you. Or liked, I was confused at the time but I'm sure I started to like you when you asked me to be your fake date."(A/N My timeline is longer then the actual show. Sonny moved to California a year ago then musical chairs was a few days later and the James thing was 5 months after the musical chairs)

"Wow."

"You're turn!"

"Okay...Well I guess it kinda started when we danced at prom but I denied it for awhile but during the time Selena was almost cast in your movie well she and I had a convo and made me realize that I in fact liked you." I smiled and blushed

"Really? So we started liking each other only a few weeks apart?"

"I guess so." Then suddenly lights were coming directly in my eyes so I cringed away. Not because of the lights but because my mom was here. Somehow the best day of my life and the worst day of my life were on the same day. Now even thou the greatest thing happened to me I'll still have to endure the pain of losing my grandmother and the next conversation with my mom.

"I guess I have to go." I said

He put his hand on my chin and pulled my head towards him.

"Its going to be okay." I kinda believed him "Do you want me to pick you up tomorrow?" At least I had that to look forward to.

"Yeah I would love that." Chad always made me smile even in our previous bickering. I'm glad that's over. Wait me and Chad are the only ones that know its over and chad and I our together well maybe together I mean we just kissed well I think it was more then a kiss but I don't know I NEED TO TALK TO CHAD!

"Wait what about our cast members? What will they say when they see us together tomorrow and possibly kissing again?" I sounded hopeful he smiled in a 'of course way' and started thinking

"Maybe they will just have to deal with it." I just looked at him like he was crazy "Or we could just tell them you're mom was sick and wouldn't let you drive the car so she called up her old friend and that old friend decided his son should take you to school which happen to be me." he smiled

"Yeah that sounds much better." Suddenly we were both startled my mom knocking on the door

"I'll see you tomorrow. Thanks for taking me."

"No, Thank you"

"See you tomorrow." I paused "We still have to talk about this more tomorrow."

"Goodnight Sonny."

"Night."

I smiled and got out of the car. And ran to the door to get out of the rain. My mom was unlocking it now. A minute later we were in the house drying off.

"Hun I think we need to talk."

"Are you breaking up with me?" I joked

She just stared at me trying to let me know through her eyes that I should take this seriously.

"Um. Okay. What is it?"

"About what happen this past week." I started to get a little angry she made it sound like it was my fault.

"Okay let's talk about what happened this week." I crossed my arms

"Lets go into the living room and sit down first."

"Alright." I followed her into the living room and sat on the chair while she sat on the couch.

"Now the reason I didn't tell you about Grandma was....Because I thought you would take it as hard as you took it when your dad died." She just looked at me waiting for me to say something.

"Okay first of all mom I was seven second of all Dad killed himself Grandma died of old age, totally different and I'm a young women and know how to hand-" She cut me off.

"Grandma didn't die from old age. She killed herself didn't you know?" What? No she wouldn't kill herself never never she was the happiest person in the world happier then me. I don't believe it.

"I don't believe you." I started tearing up

"Oh hunny I'm sorry." She started to get up and reach her hands towards me

"Get away from me!" I yelled. I then got up from the chair and started backing away "Why did she kill herself?"

"Here Here." She ran to the dining room and came back with a note. "She left this." She handed the note to me

"Could I read this alone?" I asked she nodded her head yes and left the room.

I slowly walked back to the chair and sat down. I couldn't force myself to open the note. Was it my fault? Was it my moms fault? Was she in to much physical of emotional pain?

Finally after 5 minutes I was able to open the note.

Dear Family and Friends,

By the time you read this I must be dead. I'm sorry I had to this to all of you but I rather of had this then a long and agonizing death. I was recently diagnosed with cancer, I only have months. And the doctors say I would have to go to the hospital in a few days and have to stay there for the rest of my life. They also said it would be very painful but they would try to make me as confrodable as possible. I decided to end it sooner. I wish I could say goodbye to most of you but I'm afraid that I wont be able to do this if I talk to any of you. I'm sorry. I hope you all forgive me. Love you all.

Love, Pamela/Mom/Grandma

I not sure what to feel at the moment. I wasn't going to cry. I knew that. Maybe I was numb? I really didn't feel anything about this not happy sad angry anything. I hated this feeling. This feeling had to go away. Chad would help me with that I needed to see him. And soon. I know what I can do to make that happen. I immediately put the note down and ran upstairs. I went to the the hallway bathroom and took out 1 sleeping pill. I got some water and took it. Before I knew it I was asleep on my bed sleeping a dreamless sleep.

Suddenly and unfortunately I was awake again. I rubbed my eyes to get the crust out and slowly opened them. I was on top of the covers, and my head was on the foot of the bed. I turned my head over to where my clock was. It was 6:07 AM and it was still a little dark outside. I got up and tried to remember what happen last night.

I was there kissing Chad.

I smiled to myself.

My Grandmother died.

I frowned.

I also remembered that Chad was going to pick me up today, at 7 AM. I better start getting ready now. Wait, Crap Most of my Make-up and good clothes are at the studio. Maybe I'll find something good in my closet and I'll use my moms make-up. I'm sooooo glad she went to work early.

Right after I took the pill I left a note on the refrigerater saying Chad was going to take me to work. I Really hope she went to work early I don't want to deal with her.

I went through my closet for ten minutes until I found my outfit. I decided to go with Blue dress, Black leggings, white flats and a thin gray jacket(A/N PM me if you want a picture) I spent another 20 minutes on my make-up. It usually doesn't take that long but I had a hard time finding my moms make-up and getting the right stuff. Now its 6:45 and I have nothing else to do, I'm definitely not hungry.

What should I do to distract myself?

I need to be preoccupied with something. I cannot be alone with my thoughts I'll probably start crying again and I don't feel like having red puffy eyes. But luckily I could hear Chad honking outside, he was fourteen minutes early thankfully. I got some money just in case and ran out the door. As soon as we saw each other we both smiled. Chad Dylan Cooper is a excellent distraction.

Do you think this chapter is to short or just right? Review plz! :]