Kyle's POV

Man that Stan better not have gotten himself in trouble!!

Kenny and me decided to split up to search for Stan, all I could think of was those seniors beating up Stan. CHRIST!! I need to stop thinking like that.

I was running through the halls, scanning each classroom that I pass, along with each intersecting hall. My heart was beating fast as ever just thinking about Stan being cornered by those big seniors somewhere around this big ass school. I stopped in front of Stan's last class which was his Algebra II class.

I looked inside and saw nobody except for a few students hanging out talking about what they are going to do for Spring Break. I turned back around and saw Bebe and Red step out of the girl's bathroom, with stunned faces. They were both whispering to each other with disgusted faces.

Then it hit me, the bathrooms!! Stan could be in there!!

I ran into the boy's bathroom which was besides the girl's one. Now I hardly ever go into the bathrooms due to two reasons 1) cause the lack of hygiene in there 2) then there's these holes in the walls and the stalls, which make me feel uncomfortable, I always have the feeling someone is watching me. Just thinking about it makes me feel uneasy.

I walked inside and looked inside the open stalls, which had nothing but graffiti on it. I walked towards the last stall which was closed. The stalls were so tall they almost reached the ceiling so I couldn't possibly see the top head of whoever was in there. I held my breath and knocked on the door. "Is anybody in there?" I called, hoping to get a response back from Stan. There was no answer.

I knocked again. "Hello?" There was still complete silence, I never noticed how quite the bathrooms where until now. I backed away from the stall and leaned on the wall. "Christ Stan!!" I smacked the wall with my fist, trying to release some stress. Then I heard some thuds coming from the opposite side from the wall.

I backed away from the wall and turned towards it. I placed my hands on the cold wall and felt some vibrating coming from it. Then I noticed a small hole.

Jesus Christ…. I felt my face turn red….. should I?? Man curiosity always tries to get the best of you. I took a few steps back and took off my hat and grabbed my hair in frustration. "Man, what I'm I thinking!!"

I shouldn't think about peeping inside the girl's bathroom!! I'll end up just like Kenny!!....but there are stalls...so I shouldn't see anything bad right…??

I can tell my face is red from thinking about doing such a perverted thing but I put my hat back on to cover my red curls and bended down a little just to be comfortable while looking through the hole. I looked back at the door to make sure no one is coming and I placed my right eye through the small hole.

My right eye scanned to see whatever is available to see through the small black circle, no one was there. What a relief. I sighed, but I know I spoke too soon. I threw myself back really quick, that I hit my head on the stall behind me and fell on my bottom. I rubbed both of my eyes.

Did my eyes deceive me!! Was that...—

I quickly looked back through the hole…… So...my eyes weren't lying to me at all.

Right before my very eye, I see Stan…my best friend…being held by some brunette headed girl, making out. Stan was against the sink counter with his eyes closed, being pressed against by that bi-…..no I shouldn't call that girl bitch…I don't even know her…she might be Stan's new girlfriend for all I know….but shouldn't have Stan told me about it first though…I mean I am his best friend..we always tell each other everything...what if…he doesn't care about me anymore….I mean he hasn't been avoiding me or anything but I feel like he's hiding something from me..

I backed away from the wall slowly. I stood straight up and walked out the bathroom. I saw Bebe and Red now standing by the girl's bathroom door talking to each other...CRAP!! They must have seen Stan and that bi...that girl in the bathroom. I don't want them to attack Stan, telling him that he's some jerk, especially since Wendy and Stan just broke up a few months ago. Why can't they leave school, come on schools over, why stay and do nothing!!

I walked over to Bebe and Red, trying not to look disturbed from what I just saw. When they both saw me coming, they both stopped talking and stared at me, Bebe smiled at me, while Red just stared.

"Hi Kyle, what are you still doing here, shouldn't you be home?" Bebe asked while smiling.

I didn't know what to say, "Hi Bebe...Red." I looked at both of them smiling, Bebe was still looking at me, probably waiting for a response, and Red was just glaring at me.

"Uh yea, I just forgot something so I came back…to...go get it."

God Damn it act normal you dumbass!!

"You forgot something?" Bebe repeated with sarcastic in her voice. I nodded hoping she wouldn't push the question any further.

"Then what are you doing in the Math Hall, isn't all your classes in the Honors building?"

Damn. You had to push it

I smiled, "Yea, I remembered that I had left a couple of notes here in the Algebra II class while I came down here to tutor some students during fourth block, but unfortunately someone took them."

"Oh that's some bad luck; well at least you know that someone will be getting an A at a test next Monday." She joked, and laughed. I laughed along trying to act as normal as possible.

"So, what are you and Red doing here, shouldn't both of yall be hanging out with Wendy today?"

They both looked at each other and then looked back at me. Man these girls can communicate with only glances, that's why girls always scare me; they could be plotting something evil without you knowing.

"We are, but that's none of your concern, Ok Kyle." she smiled, man I hate it when she smiles; it sends chills on my spine. I gotta say something so they can leave, so Stan won't have to go through any harassment from these two face girls.

"Hey can both of yall do me a favor" I asked out of nowhere. What the fuck I'm I saying, my mind is just acting on its own. They both blinked and looked at each other with puzzled faces. Bebe looked at me, "That depends, what's the favor?"

I looked at the the girl's bathroom door while playing the flap of my green hat, God what I'm I saying, I don't need a favor. "Umm can either of you….can yall...help me look for Kenny? I know this is kinda embarrassing but he has this embarrassing picture of me, doing something stupid, and I'm nervous that he's going around showing people the photo, so I need I find him fast."

The two girls looked confused. Bebe began to laugh, and then Red followed along. "Kyle Broflovski!!?? You doing something embarrassing??!! Now that's something to see!! Come on Red, we can talk to Stan later." Bebe and Red ran off laughing.

They both left me frozen in my place. Mostly everyone left and now it's only me...alone in the empty hall.

They did see Stan in there…What I am I going to do…??

I heard shoving inside the girl's bathroom. I felt my face heavy for some reason. I should probably leave before Stan sees me here; I don't want him to feel awkward. I began to walk away slowly, my body for some reason doesn't want to move any faster, and I felt my eyes getting watery.

Why do I feel like crying? Nothing happened……..Oh come on!!

I wiped my tears away with anger. When I was about to turn the corner I heard my name being called from behind me

"Kyle?"

Oh no

That's all I could think of before I took off running, trying to get out of sight. I nearly slipped more than four times before I got out of the school building crying. Luckily by the time I came outside of the school, no one was in the school grounds to see me, except for a few teachers that whereby the parking lot smoking.

I was still crying by the time I arrived home, but only a few tears were running down my cheek. I opened the door slowly; the lights where still off, so I guess Ike and my parents aren't home yet. I walked up towards my room.

I slammed the door shut and threw myself on top of my soft bed and hugged my pillow face down. The disturbing images of Stan making out with that mystery girl kept on showing up in my mind.

Why I'm I crying…I should be happy for Stan…he got someone to love…someone to hug…someone to kiss…GAH!! What I'm I thinking!

Out of frustration I sat up and threw my pillow across the room and it hit an old picture on top of my drawer. "God Damn it!" I felt too lazy to get up, so I just left it there.

I looked at my clock, "3:53 P.M." I let out a big sigh and took off my shoes and orange jacket. I don't know why but I like keeping my hat on all day, it makes me feel happy. I sat criss cross on my bed and took off my white tee shirt I always wear under my jacket. It feels nice just being in pants in my own home. You have full privacy no matter what...no restrictions... I smiled to myself.

"KYLE!!"

The door slammed open and I saw him. Standing in my doorway looking at me, with worried eyes. I nearly fell off my bed, when he barged in here.

"S-Stan?? What are you doing in here?" I turned towards the window, my smile faded away in an instant when I saw him. I felt my eyes getting heavy again. I heard Stan walking towards me.

"Stan! Don't come near me...please." I begged him, trying not to show the shakiness in my voice. I felt Stan sitting down on the corner of my bed, with my back facing him. I felt his stare looking at me.

"Kyle..? Didn't you hear me call your name…back in the hallway?"

My whole face was red and heavy. There was a mini waterfall coming from my eyes. I was biting my lip, trying not to make any noise. I don't want Stan to see me cry…I don't want him to question me why I'm crying….I don't want to remember Stan kissing the girl anymore…I don't want to see his face anymore..

"Kyle...Is there something wrong?" he nearly whispered.

OF COURSE THERES SOMETHING WRONG!!! I SAW YOU MAKING OUT WITH SOME SLUT!!!

I pulled my hat lower to cover my face a little, at least just my eyes. I carefully got under the covers, trying not to turn around. Once I got under the covers, I pulled them over my head.

Why do I feel so angry!! Stan didn't do anything wrong!!....I'm I jealous…?

"Kyle? Did Bebe and Red…did they tell you anything…?"

If I'm jealous doesn't that mean...I like Stan…WAIT!! That can't be possible…we're both guys and best friends…I can't like him!!....

"If they did...I can explain everything…Kyle"

But Craig and Tweek are together….and they were both friends…and they are both guys….

"Kyle...can you at least respond..?" he whispered

But I know that Stan doesn't like me….he likes that girl from the bathroom…there's no chance that we can be together...like Craig and Tweek...

I felt Stan get up from the bed. I relaxed a little, then I heard the door slowly close.

He left…no he probably doesn't want to talk to me anymore...

I slowly sat up with the covers still over my head. I pulled them down, my eyes were slowly adjusting to the light, but before they could adjust, I saw a figure get infont of me and pinned me down to the bed very fast. When my eyes adjusted, I saw Stan in front of me looking at me with his beautiful dark blue eyes. My heart was beating really fast, that I think it'll jump out of my body. My face went red, when I realized how close Stan was to my face.

"Kyle…why you crying?"

His voice seemed in pain and his eyes looked really shiny and sad. He was holding my wrists with great force; I could feel them getting numb already. Our legs where in a pattern, one leg his, one leg mine, one leg his, one leg mine. Now that he mention it, my face now feels like it burning on fire, my eyes wants to just pop out of my head.

My eyes squinted and tears began to fall down like crazy, I forced my mouth to stay closed. Stan flinched when I began to cry.

My body feels scared and small...I feel pathetic….I want Stan to...I want him to say my name….I want him to hold me...do I really like Stan…is it just a stupid feeling in my stomach….will it change our friendship….

Oh god I don't like it how this one came out. I think I need to add more details on whets around them or something...I don't know I feel like there's something missing….if there's anything that yall think I need to fix please tell me so I can make the next chapters better ^^

OMG!! Where did Kenny went XD