I ran down the street passing people as I went, I turned quickly into an alleyway, and sat down on the ground. How did Brittany know it was me, maybe she saw my face duh I face palmed my voice! I sigh loudly this is awful. I head back to where my car was parked, which happened to be right by where Brittany was. I start to walk back and Brittany is still standing there I sigh and walk faster. She glances at me and smiles she is about to say something, but then a Quinn walks up and grabs her arm. I decide to sneak into the dance.
I step and the 'Crank Dat' by David Guetta is playing loud from the DJ's setup. I love this song! I smile and keep walking through the dance. I see Brittany swaying along to the music, and she is on hell of a dancer! She stops and walks over to the punch bar she sits down on a stool nearby to where I was standing. She glances over at me and smiles; I wish I could go over and talk to her.
"Hi, what's your name?" Brittany says loudly, tapping my shoulder.
I gasp "Ughh, ummm , I g-got to g-go…" I say quickly and begin to walk away, quickly I glance back and Brittany is still standing there with a frown on her face. I hope she didn't see my face, I am a monster, I'm supposed to find someone to love me, Huh? How would someone love this I look in the mirror in my car, I begin sobbing silently. I finally head home and sneak into the house Kyler, doesn't hear me but it really doesn't matter, why would anyone care about me anyway…
I head up into my room and fall asleep quickly falling into dreams where I am normal…and loved.
I roll over and see the sun shining through my window "Ugh, damn sun!" I shout loudly and close the blinds. I turn around when I hear a knock at my door, its Kyler, "Ummm Hi Santana, there is someone here who wants to see you…" I flip around "Thanks Kyler, I'll be down in a minute." I smile.
I head down the stairs and there is a man with brown shaggy hair standing in the door way, he glances over to where I am standing and smiles, he has a long stick in his hand, I then realize he is blind. "Hi, Santana Is it? My name is Ethan, I'm your tutor," he holds out his hand and I shake it.
I shake my head "This is bullshit, it's great that my father hired you so you couldn't see my ugly ass face!?" I scream loudly and Ethan just stands there.
He smiles, "I'm sorry about your dad, but if I could do anything to help I will…" He then grabs Kyler's hand and they head to his room. I roll my eyes and head to my room grabbing my laptop. At least I can stay connected to the world this way. I sigh loudly and check out my Facebook , I look around and see all of the things I have written in my info….'Top-bitch, don't fuck with me…' not going to lie but seeing Ethan with so little makes me realize I can't go through life being a bitch, I click on the settings for Facebook and deactivate my account. I check out Brittany's Facebook page I smile while I look at her pictures, I wish I would have talked to her yesterday… I sigh a shut my laptop, she's just so nice and I'm just go around hating the world, I sigh and lay back.
It's late at night and Ethan and Kyler are asleep time to go on another walk! I smile and throw on my hoodie and jeans. I don't take my car this time I walked out of the front door and down the street about a half hour later I am finally in town. I walk past the school which was full of people a while ago and now it's practically empty. I walk on past, I used to rule this place now I'm too scared to walk in there looking like I do, I sigh and walk faster. As I am walking I pass a small gas station, I glance in the window and see Brittany carrying a Latte, and a bag of chips, she walks out putting ear buds in her ears, she begins dancing to the music that hast to be blasting in her ears. I grin widely and follow after her, God I'm a stalker, I see her go into a building, and this must be her house. I shake my head, I need to head home. I turn around and walk back down the way I came. My phone says that its already 2 in the morning, I sneak back in the house and crawl into bed.
I can hear the birds chirping outside my window at 10, fucking birds. I roll over and hop out of bed I get in the shower. I look at myself in the mirror, and what little hair I have left, a tear slides down my face and I climb in the shower. The hot water running over me feels nice and I stop thinking about my looks. I walk down stairs and see Ethan at the table and Kyler making breakfast. Kyler turns around and smirks at me then goes back to cooking.
"What, do I look worse than usual?" I smile.
"No, I was just wondering where you went last night…." She turns around and raises her eyebrows. I roll my eyes "Just for a walk… to see this girl." Kyler looks at me and smiles, and Ethan lets out a laugh, "Did you talk to her?"
"Nooo…" I sigh "But, I will it will happen!" I smile and continue eating. Ethan chuckles "I bet…"
We eat breakfast silently, and then we begin to watch TV. I'm getting bored so I head up to the roof; I sit up there and watch the sun go under the horizon. I sit up there for a while after watching the cars go by. I decide to go for another walk. I smirk everyone know whose house I'm going to. I walk out the door and head to Brittany's house when I hit the sidewalk in front of her house I hear a scream from the alley next to her house. I run to the alley and see a man with a gun pointing at Brittany… I sneak down the alley and smack him in the back of the head with a pipe I found lying in the alley. Her eyes are on me and she's breathing very heavy she sighs loudly. I begin to walk away but I take the gun first, I turn to leave and see another man running towards me. Brittany steps out of the alley and embraces the man.
"Dad, I don't think I'm safe here…" she cries out. He gives her a sad look and frowns, he glances over at me.
"Who's that….?" I turn around to walk away. "She saved me…." She smiles and walks towards me.
"Thank you stranger that was brave what you did." He says and shakes my hand.
I simply nod and walk away, leaving Brittany standing there with her father, she is looking at me with a small smile she waves and then says something to her dad that I can't quiet hear. She then runs over to me and puts her hand on my back, I immediately tense up.
"Thank you but I never got your name…" she whispers.
"Well ummm my names…. Not important." I try to walk away, "I feel like I've heard your voice before, and I still haven't seen your face." She grins. I sigh and turn around, and walk back over to her dad.
"That guy said he was going to come back…" he's looking at me with concern in his eyes.
"She needs someone to protect her." He sighs loudly. "You did a pretty good job at that…" he smiles. "Maybe she should stay with you for a while…." He sighs looking at Brittany.
"I can protect her, but only if you want me too." I smile and turn around I brush past Brittany and walk down the street into the night.
A/N: Hope you like it! And I appreciate the views! :D
