I ran it told me where to go, I had stopped fighting it. I had come to terms with the fact that, I had the worst luck ever.

Don't think like that, this is a new start

Ok, firstly shut up for god sake, and second I wasn't thinking to you!

Don't fight it, I, we will be queen

What if I decide to kill myself like Marco told me to?

Marco was stronger than you, you are very vulnerable and I have more power over you than you know. I could control your actions, if you choose to fight me, so don't make this hard for me, for yourself, we are one now, think of it like a marriage, a union.

I ignored it and carried on feeling sorry for myself.

I fall in love with a vampire (not a bad thing, but what are the chances?)

I make friends with a werewolf.

Then he falls in love with me.

Then three vampires want to suck me dry.

Then I stupidly go and wander into James's trap, resulting in me nearly dying.

The Cullen's killed him, causing his crazy girlfriend 'mate' wanting to kill me.

Then my vampire boyfriend leaves me and I turn to my werewolf friend.

My vampire boyfriend thinks I'm dead then goes to the vampire 'LORDS' TO GET HIMSELF KILLED!

I go trotting of to Italy, to save him, from bloodthirsty vampires.

Then I finally get him back.

Then new- born vampires get loose and Edward and Jacob have to join forces to kill them.

Olivia then makes Edward cheat, Alice cheat, Edward hit me, causing me to lash out and sleep with his brother.

Then I get kidnapped.

And now something is taking over my mind and is going to make me take over the eternal world.

Great, just great!

EPOV

I was going out of my mind.

That thing was corrupting Bella, turning her into a monster. I never thought I would use that term referring to Bella. I remember the day I referred to myself as 'monster', when I questioned Bella's love for me. I admired her undying love for me. I had to find her, but how, where would it make her start?

BPOV

We arrived at an old barley standing house.

What are we doing here

This is where we start

We walked up to the house, I couldn't help but wonder "Why me?"