"Sorry it's been so long" Phoebe said sadly, as she ran her fingers along the letters of Cole's name on the plaque.
Phoebe pulled out a blood red rose, and set it down on the floor, next to a dusty photo, a ring and a folded balloon. She slowly blew on the photo to remove the dust. "I brought this for you, you always loved to give me red roses, so I thought this time around I'd return the favor."
Then she stood up and run her fingers along a plaque located on the wall, below Cole's.
Parker Coleridge Halliwell-Turner
Beloved Son
"I figured you wouldn't mind sharing your spot with him" Phoebe said crying.
She pulled out of her bag a white rose, and lay it down next to the red.
"That one is for you, my baby boy. Funny how I did the same thing to him that I did to you, had the plaque put up and then couldn't make myself go see it. I had it put up on the day he was supposed to be born, and now on the day he would have been one, I finally come and see it" Phoebe said.
"I'm so sorry baby, I should have fought harder. And I know that at one point you were good, before I allowed that bitch seer to poison you. I'm so sorry; I'll never forgive myself for letting her take you. I guess that's why I didn't come till now, I didn't think I deserved to" Phoebe said crying.
"I hope that you don't mind the name Cole, we never got a chance to pick one out, but this was the one I had in mind. Parker, to carry one the P tradition and to proudly show he's a Halliwell. Coleridge after you, and Halliwell-Turner, because Halliwell's never give up their name" Phoebe said sadly.
"I brought some things for you baby, that I thought you should have" Phoebe said and took out a little blue outfit that had a moon and star on the front.
"I got this the day I found out I was pregnant with you, I saw it, and even though I was still somewhat unsure, I was excited and had to buy it" Phoebe said and lay it down next to the photo.
"I know I must come off as such a terrible mother, since I allowed you to be stolen from me. But despite how it seems, I did want you. I just didn't have the power to save you. I really was excited and did plan to keep you and raise you, even after Cole was gone. I remember playing Mozart for you, because I heard that was good for babies" Phoebe said softly.
"I also brought a couple pictures for you too, and for you Cole. I thought you'd both want them. Here is a picture Piper took, during the brief time I was pregnant, I'm not even showing, but I was pregnant. And here is the one ultrasound that I had done" Phoebe said and lay the pictures down.
"I brought two more things for you, any more than that and I thought I'd run out of room. Here is one of the teddy bears that Cole gave me the day he found out that I was pregnant" Phoebe said starting to cry again as she lay the teddy against the wall.
"And here is a blanket that I found, and had planned to give you" Phoebe said crying as she lay a small fluffy blue blanket, that had a P embroidered on it.
"Oh baby, I'm so sorry. I wish more than anything that things hadn't turned out this way. That I could have had you, that we could be having a birthday party today instead of this. But I hope you know how much I love you, and I hope that wherever you are you are happy, and hopefully you are with Cole. I'm sure you are. I love you both. I miss you both." Phoebe said sobbing.
"I love you baby, Happy birthday. And Cole I love you, still. Look out for our baby. I know someday we'll all meet again. Till then, know I'm sorry, and that I love you" Phoebe said.
Phoebe walked to the stairs and once again turned and blew a kiss, first to Cole and then to her baby.
And as she walked out she whispered "Goodbye my darlings."