Shiver
Chapter 2: Searching
"You're finally back" Bo shouts out to Kenzi.
"Yeah well some dude tried to hit on me I had to deal with him."
"At a grocery store?"
"Yeah I guess guys don't care where they are at to hit on someone. If they see a nice booty they sure will haul ass to get it."
Bo laughs at Kenzi's frustration as she watches her put the food up.
"Really Bo I am surprised that I'm not gay."
"Me too"
"What is that suppose to mean?"
"It means what you mean."
"Fair enough."
"So what did you do when I was gone."
"Just took a bath and Dyson might have stopped by."
Kenzi's ears lifted up to show interest and she makes a seat right next to Bo on the couch.
"Go on"
"What else is there to say?"
"Did you kiss him?"
"No, no no no no...no"
"Ok ok I get it you did NOT kiss wolf boy."
"No I sure didn't he just came over to check on me."
"Hmmm check on you."
"Kenzi!"
"Calm down you know I am just teasing you."
"I can see that"
Bo relaxes back with a sudden frown on her face Kenzi notices as soon as the expression switches.
"What's up Bo?"
"He checked up on me because last night I was drunk off my ass. He kept offering me to take me home but I was rude to him really rude. Then Tamsin told Dyson to leave me alone which was weird. I am surprised that I remember that."
"Well I don't think she meant you to, I am just going to tell you this now. You should stay away from Tamsin, people like her or Fae like her will always end up betraying you."
"Well not always."
"I still wouldn't chance it."
Bo didn't bother to argue with Kenzi because she knew that Kenzi was just looking out for her. She just tried to settle her heart and mind down.
"I am just tired of thinking and feeling so much."
"Not most succubi have to worry about that."
"Yeah but you know..."
"You're not like other sucubi." Kenzi finishes the sentence for her
"Yeah"
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Dyson showed up to work late but no one seemed to ask why they just went along their business.
"Hey Dyson I am really not the one to apologize but I am sorry for acting more of a bitch than I usually do last night."
"Its cool"
"Am I really let off that easily."
"Expected something else?"
"Well yeah, yeah I did."
"Well I had realized something last night."
"What?"
"That you care about Bo too."
"Actually you are just tricking yourself into believing that because I really could care less about about her."
"Which means you already care for her."
"Fuck off"
"Whoa no one is judging you"
Tamsin blood steams as it trails through her veins, she doesn't care about Bo. And she sure as hell knows it isn't denial. The true reason why she told Dyson to leave Bo alone last night is so she could continue to see Bo suffer a little while longer. But of course someone had to come along and help her like always. Tamsin always has to watch Bo get the help that she needs. What about Tamsin, no one cares to even try to lift her up.
"There is no one to judge I hate her that's all I will ever feel for her."
"We better get to work."
"Yeah you better"
"You're my partner"
"Why don't you get your girlfriend to be your partner?"
"Come on alright I was just joking I get it you're made of steel come on."
Tamsin rolls her eyes and walks in front of Dyson to lead the way to a crime scene.
"I'm driving"
"Alright Tams"
Tamsin glares at him with her eyes of death, Dyson quickly looks away.
"Don't use your powers on me."
"Sorry sometimes I can't help it, but don't fucking call me that."
"Got it boss."
Dyson knew he shouldnt play with Tamsin that way but deep down he knew that Tamsin was really someone else that no one knew.
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"Kenzi"
"Yeah sugar"
"I feel like talking about what I feel but it's just impossible to put into words."
"Well honey how am I suppose to listen if I can't hear."
"Ahh I can't I just can't"
"It's alright I will be here for as long as you need me."
"Haha that's what I am worried about."
"Now that hurts Bo Bo." Kenzi rests her hands over her heart and it makes Bo smile.
She always knows how to make Bo smile no matter how down she was. All Bo could wonder how much longer could it keep up before she drifted completely away from her, from reality. Did she really have anything holding her down to life besides Kenzi's intense care and love for her. Yes she loves and cares for Kenzi more than anything else in this world, but there was still doubt. Doubt that Kenzi couldn't keep her content for much longer. Bo is hiding, hiding everything that is true to her real being. All the questions that rest inside of her that she keeps unsaid hurts her more each day because she realizes how much she really doesnt know, about herself. And that no one else knows either.