I'm back! So here we are with a request from Hawktalon! I'll be doing Bluestar and Thrushpelt from Thrushpelt's POV on Bluestar in general! This one didn't come as easy for me… I feel like I just told Thrushpelt's life story… maybe because I more support BlueXOak, nonetheless, I loved Thrushpelt!
Unloved
That was me
Unloved
That was her
At least by most she seemed to think
Seemed to think that she was truly alone in the world
Little did she know
That I loved her
I loved her so much
From the moment I met her
I knew that we belonged together
We must
StarClan forbid they lead me on so much
She made my heart beat
She made me stutter
She made my heart break too
Expecting kits
Not my kits
My heart broke
My love
She didn't love me
I knew they weren't fathered in our Clan
But I didn't stop loving her
I was angry at myself
For loving her so
Because she only broke my heart again
Yet she let other cats believe the kits were mine
I was proud
And happy
I loved them all
But then they went away
They weren't dead
It was as clear
As the sky
But Mosskit was
And Bluefur
The one that I knew
Left me forever
As she changed
And became
Bluestar
Of course I loved her
Still and still
Even after death
I love her
Still
Forever