"Alex, what the fuck is your problem?" I screamed and wiped the tears from my face. "Shut the fuck up! You're my fucking problem!" He yelled in my face and I flinched. He never yelled at me before. Last night I could've swore everything was perfect. Was it me? Was I not experienced enough? "Alex look at me, what did I do?" He looked at me and for a slight second I saw pain but soon enough it was replaced with anger. "Just leave me the hell alone! Hop off my dick sometimes!" He stood up and walked to the back lounge. I stood and got my hoodie. I can't do this. I hate it when Alex's mad at me. I ran off the bus and towards a nearby park.

I sat on the swing and rocked back and forth. I imagined I was young again. My dad would walk me down to he park everyday and pushed me. I missed those days. The worst thing I had to worry about was which boy had cooties and who was gonna steal my animal crackers. Then I felt a football hit my back. I jumped off the swing, ready to put my foot up someone's ass. But when I turned around my face connected with someone's chest. I looked up and was met with a gorgeous guy. "Hey I'm sorry. Oh aren't you, uh, isn't your name. uh Jennavecia?" I smiled. "Yeah, and you're the famous Ronnie Radke." I smirked. "What're you doin' out here all by yourself?" "Well Mr. Rock Star, I can handle myself. I was about to kick your ass." I said giggling. Oh shit Jenna,, you sound like a stupid little school girl…knock it off! "Well excuse me Ms. Merch Chick, I'd like to see you do it"

"Oh is that a challenge 'cause I'll fuck you up!" "Is that a threat or a promise?" He winked and bent down to pick up his football. I jumped on his back. "Gimme a piggy back ride back to the bus, hoe!" He laughed and ran to my bus. He sat me down and hugged me. "Gimme your phone." He handed it to me and I put my number in it. "Text me love bug." I said kissing his cheek.

When I walked on the bus I heard Alex and Jack yelling. I tip toed to the back lounge and started eaves dropping. "Alex, how could you do that to her? She's the best girlfriend you've ever had, the best thing that ever happened to you and this band! How could you cheat on her with that ugly bitch?"

"Excuse me? Alex did what?" I made myself noticed. "Babe-" "Don't fucking babe me! I'm not you're babe. Now start explaining cause shit isn't looking too fucking good for you!" "Uhm I was drunk and I-"

"Alex don't fucking lie, you didn't even have a drink before you left with that oompa loompa whore!" Jack yelled, veins popping out of his neck.

"Okay, last night I made a plan to meet up with the fan-chick and have a one night stand. Nothing else, no strings attached. And I realize how fucking stupid I was and I'm sorry." Tears came running down my cheeks as thoughts went flooding through my head and it all came out in a jumble of emotions. "ALEX I FUCKING HHHAAAATTTEEE YOU! HOW COULD YOU? LAST NIGHT YOU CAME HOME AND FUCKED ME AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE DECENTSY TO WASH OR EVEN PUT ON A FUCKING CONDOM! THAT'S HOW DISEASES GET SPREAD SO WHAT HAPPENEDS IF I END UP WITH A FUCKING STD!" I cried so hard I could barely breathe. All the breaths I was taking were short and sharp. I grabbed a near by glass bottle off the booth and chucked it towards his head hoping it would hit him.

Jack grabbed me and pulled me into the front of the bus. I was way too tired to try and fight back. "Jack why, why would he fucking do that? Was I not good enough for him to just wait till I was ready?" I cried into Jack's chest as he rubbed the back of my head. "Not sweets and don't even get to thinking its your fault cause it's that fuckers fault. He is an asshole and you deserve way better than that. You deserve someone who'll stand by you and never leave your side even if it's for the best fucking sex or blowjob around." I smiled at the fact that Jack thought so highly of me. "I love you Jack." "I love you too Jennie."

I sat in the lounge of the Falling In Reverse bus. Jacky was rubbing my feet, Derek was getting me a drink, Mason was getting us stuff to eat, Mika was sitting next to me with his arm around my shoulder, and Ronnie had his head in my lap while I was massaging his scalp. We were all sitting watching the Bad Girls Club. "Oh shit, Nastasia fucking served Shelly with that cup of ice. Or as Nastasia says it, 32 oz. of hurricane!" Ronnie said while swerving in my lap from laughter. "High five!" Jacky said while holding up his hand to Ronnie. Mason walked through the door with bags of Chinese. He passed it out and we all started eating. You guys, I wanna go out tonight." Derek looked at me like I was psycho. "Aren't you sad?" I nodded my head, "But I wanna dance my pain away, cause I got a problem." I sung. "Dude you know that song?" I nodded that always playing in the clubs in Baltimore.

I jumped off the couch. "Get dressed sweeties, We're getting shitfaced tonight!" I walked over to my suitcase and pulled out a super short skin tight dress when Ronnie walked in. I grabbed his hand. "Thanks again for letting me stay here." He nodded and smiled, "Better than you staying on that bus and going through hell or you going home." I kissed his cheek and walked to the bathroom to put on my dress. I straightened out my curly mop and it went down my lower back.

I looked in the mirror at the finishing result. Damn I look hot. I'd bang myself. While I was standing in the mirror I got an idea, I'm gonna get back at Mr. Gaskarth. "Ronnie!" "Whatie?" "I need your help bestftriend!" Ronnie walked over to me and I pulled him in to whisper in his ear.

I woke up in the morning when I felt something move next to me. I looked to my left in the small bunk and saw Ronnie! But it didn't quite bother me. Oh no Jennavecia what are you saying, you're still in love with Alex.

I pulled back the cover and saw I was naked….what in the hell happened last night?