Chapter 2.
Thank you so much for the reviews for chapter one. Hope you enjoy chapter two sorry but there is some Kogan and cybersex lol. Enjoy xxx
It had been a week since the Carlos incident and Logan had heard nothing from the watcher. Kendall had been amazing constantly checking on him, texting him to see where he was and if he was okay when he wasn't home. He also didn't leave his side when he was home not that Logan minded. Carlos had come home from the hospital 2 days ago as he had progressed well and had no signs of infection. People were running around after him and he was milking it quite a lot which made Logan smile, he was just glad he was okay. Logan was becoming a bit edgy about the whole thing he had not heard anything for a week and it was making him very nervous. Had he had his fun as Kendall and himself hoped? He doubted it very much. Why would he go through all this trouble just to stop after the first thing.
Logan had been reading a book when Kendall came into the room and walked straight over to Logan's bed he pulled the book from the brunettes hand making him moan in protest and sat down on the edge.
"Give my book back Kendall" he said trying to sound annoyed but couldn't help the smile that crept up on his face.
"Why would i want to do that? Maybe i want to read it" Kendall said pretending to look interested in the page he was on. Logan laughed.
"You have not read a book in the years i have known you Kendall. I don't even know if you can read" Logan said playfully with a smirk. Kendall turned to him with a false hurt look on his face but his expression changed when they made eye contact.
"You should wear your glasses more often Logie" He said sounding serious.
"Why?" Logan chuckled they were annoying and made him look like a librarian at best.
"Because you look really hot with them on" Kendall said in a tone that was so normal he could be talking about the weather. Logan blushed and took his glasses off.
"I look like an idiot" he said shyly. Kendall reached forward and took his glasses from his lap before bringing them to his face and placing them back on. Logan looked at him confused. Kendall smiled and ran that same hand down the side of his face making Logan's skin feel like he was on fire. They started to gravitate towards each other, slowly inching closer until their lips were inches apart and Logan could feel his breath on his skin. Kendall broke the gaze first to look at Logan's lips before he closed the distance and encased his lips over Logan's. The brunette gasped into the kiss but didn't pull away. He felt Kendall get bolder and ran his tongue alone his lips before pushing it inside to touch his own. His body felt like there was an electric current running through it. His senses were on overdrive and his nerves were super sensitive. Logan didn't think about the fact that he had stopped Kendall from doing this for 2 years it didn't even cross his mind. All he knew was that he felt safe and for once was not on edge. He let Kendall deepen the kiss and loved the moan that drew from the blondes mouth. As the kiss became more heated, more frantic, 2 years of tension being let out Logan felt Kendall push him back onto the bed and went with it. It felt good to not be in control, to let someone else make the decisions and not think. Kendall climbed on top of him not even breaking the kiss for a second, straddling Logan's thighs. It was only then that the brunette realised he was hard by his erection rubbed against Kendall's which lead to the slow realisation that the blonde was also hard. Normally he would be freaking out but he had never felt so wanted in his life and who could turn that down.
The kiss became even more frantic, hot and messy as they both lost control to their thoughts and just felt. Kendall ran his left hand down the right side of Logan's body to the bottom of his t-shirt where he ran the hand back up underneath and touched skin. They both gasped at the small touch both feeling the heat. Kendall rested the hand on the brunettes hip bone gripping tightly as if he thought Logan was going to just disappear. Logan felt Kendall's other hand run up his body, feeling his chest before resting at the base of his neck. The movement was so possessive, so controlling that it turned Logan on even more and without realising it he bucked his hips up, his body wanting more friction. Something seemed to snap inside of Kendall then and he broke the kiss.
"God Logan i want you so fucking much" he growled before moving his lips to Logan's neck placing bruising kisses and nipping at the skin there. One particularly hard bite which broke the skin made Logan gasp and his body jolt upwards. Kendall's grip tightened around his neck to an almost painful pressure and it made Logan's body tense on instinct. He could barely breath.
"Kendall..." He gasped out but the blondes grip tightened even further making Logan cough slightly he brought his hands to Kendall's arm and tried to pull it off. Kendall stopped his actions on his throat and moved his hands grabbing both of Logan's and pinning them either side of his head on the bed. They looked into each other's eyes, Logan was still turned on despite feeling slight fear that Kendall was going to suffocate him. Kendall rolled his hips and Logan closed his eyes as a broken moan escaped his lips.
"Why have you never let this happen Logie, when you know how much i want you and i know you want me to?" Kendall said pleading. Logan opened his eyes meeting Kendall's, his gaze was intense and it made the smaller boy feel self conscious.
"i...i didn't want to ruin what we had... i still don't" Logan said honestly.
"But we could be so much better than we are now. I could make you so happy Logan" Logan wanted to cry. In a moments weakness he had given in and now he was going to have to hurt his best friend. He did want this but it was too close to home. If this went bad he would lose everything, his friends the band and most importantly Kendall. He could not handle that he needed the blonde, especially now. He opened his mouth to talk when they both heard James call from the living room.
"Come on Kendall i have been waiting forever we need to take Carlos for his check up" Kendall sighed.
"Are you going to be okay on your own? Are you sure you don't want to come? I would feel better if you were with me" Logan smiled at Kendall warmly. This is why he needed him. He was his safety.
"I'll be fine Kendall, go we can talk about this when you get back" Logan replied. He needed some alone time to think this through if he was going to have to break his best friends heart he needed time to think about how he was going to do it. Kendall leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Logan's cheek, it tickled and Logan laughed slightly making the green eyed boy smile at him adoringly.
"i love that sound" he whispered before releasing Logan's hands and leaving. A few seconds later he heard the door close and sighed. He had a few hours to himself so he decided to watch a film and get lost in other peoples fake lives rather than think about his own. He decided on the hangover because it always cheered him up and required no thought whatsoever.
The next thing he knew he was woken by a loud bang. He didn't even remember falling asleep. He sat up and rubbed his eyes. The film was on the credits and the room had that dull early afternoon mist. He checked his phone wondering if Kendall or James had called or text to say how it went. He was meet with a message from that unknown number. Logan stopped breathing for a second. He had completely forgotten about him. Almost. He sighed and opened the message.
"Your cute when your asleep, so vulnerable and unsuspecting. Anyone could just walk right up to you and touch that gorgeous body of yours – the watcher"
Logan shivered at the thought. It suddenly felt cold in the room and he no longer felt comfortable in the place. His message tone went off again.
"Did you like the present i left you on your bed? – the watcher"
Logan's heart sunk as he slowly cast his gaze to his bedroom door. He really didn't want to go up there but he had to. If someone else went in there before him he would have some explaining to do. And Carlos would surely never forgive him when he withheld information on his attack. He stood and slowly made his way towards his room. It had started to rain and he could hear the sound against the window which was playing up to the horror stereotype. His heart was beating so fast he could feel it in his ears and his skin was becoming clammy. His bedroom door was shut. He knew he had left it open which just confirmed that the stranger had been in his apartment. In his room. It made him feel sick to his stomach. He opened the door slowly taking a deep breath and closing his eyes for a second trying to stay calm. When he walked in he saw a box wrapped in blood red paper. He closed his door behind him feeling a little safer in the room for it before going over and sitting on the bed next to the box.
He opened it quickly deciding that it would be like a band aid. Inside was a single red rose that had black edges like it had been dipped in black paint. It was massive and gorgeous but sinister. There was a smaller box and a red envelope he open the box first. Inside was a necklace a lot like the one that had been taken from his bedside table. It was a circle and had a tribal pattern on the front and was on black fabric rather than a chain. He hated chains and it went through his head that the guy probably knew that. He picked the necklace up and felt something on the back. He turned it around and saw that the word "MINE" was craved neatly into the back. He felt the shiver creep up his spine again as he placed it back into the box and opened the envelope needing to get this over with. Inside the envelope was a blank card he open it and something fell to the floor. He lent down and picked it up. It was like a small booklet, perfectly square and was stapled together in the corner. With trembling hands he flipped open the first page and was greeted by a picture. The picture was of him sleeping in his bed and had the date on for a few days ago. He pulled his hand to his mouth feeling like he was going to be sick. He flipped to the next page which was a picture of him walking into the palm woods, the next one was one of him sun bathing by the pool but it was the last few that really pushed him over the edge. There was a picture of Katie coming out of her dance class which was a building down the road and she walked home alone from and a picture of Mama Knight at the supermarket alone at the bottom of the last page was the words "You can't be with them every second of everyday". He felt the vile rising in his throat and dropped the booklet bolting to the toilet. The vomit stung his throat as he expelled it from his body. He was heaving heavily feeling like not enough air was getting into his lungs. When he had finished he stood on shaky legs and brushed his teeth so the taste couldn't make him sick again.
He went back into his room and shoved everything back into the box and threw it under his bed. He sat down placing his head in his hands. What was he going to do? The safety of the people he loved was in his hands. Should he just go to the police? Would they catch him in time before he hurt someone else? He couldn't risk it. The guilt over Carlos had torn him up enough. He got his phone out and sent a message to the watch.
"I don't want you to hurt them. What do i have to do? – Logan"
"Everything i want you too. But for now i want you to put the necklace i got you on. Think of it as a constant reminded of who you belong to – the watcher"
"I don't belong to anyone – Logan"
"Do i need to make my point with a little more force? – the watcher"
Logan sighed and reached for the box under his bed he pulled the box with the necklace out and got it out, putting the empty box back in and hiding it under his bed again. He put the necklace on and as soon as it was done up it felt too heavy too hot.
"It's on – Logan"
"That's my boy. Does it feel good to belong to someone? – the watcher"
"what do you think? – Logan"
"well since your alone and i have your attention maybe we should have some fun? – the watcher"
"i highly doubt anything you have in mind will be fun for me – Logan"
"But it will be fun for me and after all it's my game, my rules – the watcher"
"What do you want me to do? – Logan"
"I want you to accept the video call on the computer in your bedroom – the watcher"
Just then Logan heard his computer make a bell sound to alert of a new e-mail or in this case a video call. He went to sit at his computer and saw a notification that "Logieswatcher123" was calling. He took a breath before accepting the call a massive box opened but instead of a face it had a blank white wall and no sound. He should have known really. He hated the fact that the person could see him right now and he couldn't see him. The text box at the bottom lit up with a message.
Logieswatcher123 says: Good boy you are getting the hang of my game now.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: Any chance of you showing your face so we can have a real conversation?
Logieswatcher123 says: good try but no. I like that i can see you and you can't see me. I like how it makes you feel, can see it.
Logan visibly shivered then kicked himself inside for the action he couldn't let this guy have all the power but he was in no position to have any at this time.
Logieswatcher123 says: stop thinking and let's play
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: what's the game?
Logieswatcher123 says: the watcher says. I say an action you do it simple.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: ... okay.
Logieswatcher123 says: good boy. The Watcher says take off your shirt.
Logan gasped before letting his head drop and hit the desk. He couldn't do this, he was shy at the best of times. But what would happen if he didn't do this. He thought of Katie and Muma Knight ending up like Carlos this guy had already proven that he was not afraid to take action could Logan really be that selfish and let his friends and family get hurt for his own pride all the time he was doing this no one would get hurt. That made his mind up for him and he choose to play along. He sighed as he took the hem of his t-shirt and pulled it over his head tossing it on the floor. He felt so exposed and crossed his arms over his chest.
Logieswatcher123 says: Never hide from me Logan, i don't like it uncross your arms now.
Logan did as he was told slowly feeling even more exposed as the cold air hit his skin.
Logieswatcher123 says: good now tell me how you feel knowing that i am watching you right now.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: vulnerable and on show, i don't like it.
Logieswatcher123 says: i'm getting hard watching you Logie wish i could touch you right now. I wonder if i could get you to moan for me like you do in your sleep?
Logan's eyes went wide and he gulped before typing back angrily.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: i highly doubt that.
Logieswatcher123 says: no need to get touchy. Here is how we are going to play today. I am going to tell you what i want to do to you and you are going to tell me your reactions call it cybersex the sooner you get me off the sooner it will be over if you don't play along however well...katie is at dance class right now.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: okay i''m sorry that was uncalled for.
Logan didn't know why he apologised. Maybe to keep the guy happy, make him feel in control. He could do this he had had cyber sex before the sooner he got this guy off the sooner he could go and think of his next step he needed help he knew that.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: so what do you want to do to me?
There is a longer pause than usual and Logan worried that he had pissed the guy off by being so forward or maybe the guy liked it.
Logieswatcher123 says: I want to get you alone in that apartment of yours, have you to myself no interruptions, no escape.
Logan got an idea how he could hurry this along something that he liked and hoped that this sick pervert would like it too. Role playing stories.
Loganmicthellbtr1 says: I've just got back to the apartment, i've been at rehearsals all day and i've walked home in the rain alone. Everyone else has gone to the cinema so i am alone. I throw my bag onto the couch and hear a knock at the door ...
Loganswatcher123 says: you open the door and before you can even take a breath you are forced back into your apartment, you hear the door shut as you stumble backwards before i grab you by your t-shirt and slam you against the door hard. You gasp and try to call out but before you do i cover your mouth with a hand and hold you in place with the other hand on your hip. You stare at me wide eyed with those gorgeous deep eyes of yours and i melt a little. I am a complete stranger to you but when you look into my eyes something clicks inside of you and i feel familiar, right.
Logan understands where he is trying to go with this. He is not stupid. This is his fantasy. And in his fantasy Logan wants him. He cringes inwardly trying not to let it show knowing that this guy was watching him intently. He could almost feel him.
Loganmicthellbtr1 says: I am scared, petrified. I know that my fate rests in your hands, know you could do anything you wanted and i wouldn't be able to stop you. I know i'm alone, it's just you and me and there is no escape. Yet i can feel heat from how close he are. Can feel your breath on my face and it sends chills down my spine. I am breathing heavily as i watch you waiting for your next move feeling more vulnerable by the second.
Logieswatcher123 says: I stare at you, watch the expressions cross your face, take in all the different emotions and i love it. I could watch you forever. But i need more i tell you that if you cry out i will kill you and you nod tears now springing from your eyes. On impulse i wipe a tear with the hand that was on your hip, you finch at the touch not knowing what to expect and watch as i take the finger into my mouth tasting your salty tears. I close my eyes moaning. I love how you taste. But i still need more, always need more from you Logan. I tell you to get on your knees for me and remove my hand from your mouth.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: I gasp in air as you remove your hand but quickly still myself as not to upset you. We keep eye contact as you step back slightly and i drop to my knees against the wall You unbuckle your jeans and pull them to the floor along with your boxers. I become nervous and fidgety so You tell me to give you my arms which i do without hesitation. You take them and hold them against the wall with one hand and cut my chin with the other pulling my face up roughly to look you in the eye.
Logieswatcher123 says: i love the sound that you make at the rough gesture and i realise then that i like hurting you as much as i think i would like pleasuring you. I tell you to please me and i will let you go. You look nervous, i know it's because you have never done this before i've watched you for a long time and know you better than you know yourself. You don't move so i slap you across the face hard, you don't go very far because of the way i am holding you and you whimper tears now streaming down your face. You move towards my hard cock and straight away take the tip into your mouth. I am on the edge, so turned on by your submission and pain that i need release and i need it quickly.
Loganmitchellbtr1 says: You grab my hair with your free hand while the other still holds my arms again the wall and you pull my head back so it is flat against the wall where you want it. I moan around your cock at the pain and it sends vibrations through your cock. You force yourself all the way in on your first strike not caring about my comfort, the tip hits the back of my throat and i gag around you making you smile.
Logieswatcher123 says: i start thrusting so hard you feel it bruising the back of your throat. I am coming apart quickly it all becoming too much. You are vulnerable and all mine and i'm using you like my dirty little whore. You are exactly where i want you and i take full advantage. It's not long before one deep thrust has me cumming down your throat and i growl at you too swallow every drop which you do. I pull out and you slump to the floor gasping for air. Your mine now and we both know this is not the end of it.
Before Logan could type back the watcher logged off and the window closed. He thought it was strange at how abrupt it was and then he heard the door go and heard Muma Knight and Katie talking. It made his heart sink as he realised once again that this guy held all the cards. His phone went off again and it was a message from that dreaded unknown number.
"You might want to go any take care of yourself in private xx – the watcher"
Logan frowned then realisation hit him. He looked down and saw that he was painfully hard. He felt tears prick at his eyes as he felt all of his energy leave him. He had played right into this guys hands and he had done what he wanted to achieve. Logan needed to do something about this now before he got in so deep he could not get himself out of it.
"Don't think into that, you disgust me – Logan"
"Then your body betrays your mind, Lucky for me it's your body i want to control first – the watcher"
"You never will i would willingly walk into hell itself than you control me – logan"
"You won't need to. I'll bring hell right to your door baby. Think of me as a demon, i'll rip you to pieces until your begging to be mine then i'll rebuild you into what i want you to be – the watcher"
"I've had enough of these games i'm going to the police so they can find you and put you where you belong – Logan"
"I belong between your legs Logan you will see do what you need to do but remember i'm not going anywhere and you might not like the results of your actions – the watcher"
"By the way the cyber sex was hot can't wait to do that to you for real – the watcher"
He grabbed a towel and bolted to the bathroom where he took an ice cold shower refusing to touch himself. How the hell could that have turned him on. What had he done? He was going to the police first thing in the morning.