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Maybe Tomorrow I Won't Love You Anymore

I went home feeling lighter than earlier. My time with Sakura really helped me. We didn't talk about the things that were bothering me like we were supposed to. Instead, I spent the first part crying my eyes out and having fun the rest of the time. "There's plenty of time for that", she says. We had a blast and for a few hours I did forget about my problems…

It's funny how we tend to forget about the people around us when have problems. It's like being enclosed in this sphere of uncertainty and doubt that we often get blinded with the difficulties that we are facing rather than seeing what's really in store for us. I'm an Idiot. I really am. I let my heartache cloud my own sight. I let it bother me to the point that I almost cease living that I let myself be consumed by the pain that I am feeling. I love him with all my heart and soul. I almost gave up my friends for him, only for my heart to be broken by no less than him. It hurts. It fucking does. And what's worse is that I can't do anything about it but wait for the time that I can forget about him. They say that time heals all wounds. And maybe it does. So this time, I'll let time runs its course and do its job. Who knows? Maybe tomorrow, everything's going to be different than today…

"I hope tomorrow is different." And with that last thought in mind, I went to sleep.

Tomorrow's going to be a new day…

Itachi's POV

"What am I doing here again?" I asked myself for the Nth time today.

"Kisame, this is just a waste of time!" I said to my friend who insisted that I join them in having fun. Their fun consisted of drinking gallons and gallons of alcohol, smoking pot and getting stoned. Those were all fun but I'm really not in the mood for this.

"Stop being a grouch Itachi and just join us! Come on! There's a lot of booze here! You've been stressed these past days, it's time for you to have fun!" Kisame replied. I just look at him a little bit irritated.

"Itachi's stressed? I bet it's because of Naru! Say Tachi, why did you break up with him? He's really handsome and kind. And he has that wonderful smile too!" One of my friends, Tobi, asked me.

"Yeah Itachi, why? I mean after all you've been through? Why would you leave poor Naru-chan? If you don't want him maybe I can date him now." that was my so-called best friend and cousin Shisui. I would have strangled him now because of that comment, but I remembered that I don't have any right on Naruto anymore. I broke up with him. I hurt him.

"Ooohhhh! I know! I bet it's because of that girly Deidara!" and that was Konan, the only girl in our group.

"Really Tachi, you have no taste! You have one of the most handsome and most innocent man in your life and you choose to break up with him because of that lame blondie who thinks that he's beautiful when in fact he looks like a drag queen? How lame are you?" Hidan shouted at me. I looked at him wondering how he was able to say all those words even when he's obviously drunk.

"You Uchiha's are so stupid at times! And you call yourselves geniuses!" Kakuzu slurred.

"Hey! I'm an Uchiha too!" Shisui protested.

"Well, you're different! I bet you were just adopted or something."

"Am not!"

"Stop it Shisui!" I finally had enough. "Alright, I get your point guys. You don't like Deidara, but I still love him…" I was about to continue when my phone started ringing.

"Hey!"

"Oh! Hi Itachi! I missed you babe."

"I missed you too. You still at the library?"

"Ah, yeah. Hehe… I'm still here studying… hehe…"

"Really?" I asked confused. "What's with the loud music and are you drunk?"

"I got to go now babe. Bye!" and with that he just hung up.

I glare at my phone fuming. Now, I'm getting angry. I broke up with Naruto and got back with him because I still love him or I thought that I love him. And he's doing this to me? Where is he really? Why is he lying to me? He's doing it again. I thought that he'd be different this time. This sucks. I stopped glaring at my phone when I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked up only to see Nagato looking at me, "Come with me for a sec Itachi."

I nodded and went after him.

We went outside the room where everyone was drinking. For some unknown reason, they started singing. Thank God Nagato wanted to talk to me alone! I was a little thankful that Nagato got me out of there but when I saw that look in his face I was getting tensed and afraid. I forgot that he treated Naruto as his brother. "What do you want?" I asked trying to sound confident and uninterested.

"I hope you know what you're doing Itachi." He said.

I was tempted to shout curses at him, to tell him that I am happy and sure with my decision and that I love Deidara. But the truth is, I'm not really sure myself. I love Naruto. And I hate myself for hurting him. But I need to do this. Nobody knows that I've already cheated on Naru. I can't bring myself to tell them, especially Naruto. It would just simply crush him.

"I don't deserve him."

"You bet your whole clan and your fucking selfish self you don't! Naruto deserves someone better than you!"

"I know. I just…"

"Save it Uchiha. I just wanted to tell you that I hope you're happy with your decision and please, if you're just going to hurt Naru, stay away from him. The kid's too nice for you to just play with him!" he finished his speech and walked away, leaving me there feeling more guilty than ever.

"I know…" I whispered while a tear was rolling down my face and my chest feeling a lot tighter.

Damn. I really don't know what it I'm doing. I'm in love with two different persons. And I chose someone who deliberately keeps on hurting me over someone who truly loves me and is willing to give everything to me. I really am an idiot. If only I could go back in time and change my past actions. If only I could be stronger. If only I could make choose correctly. I fucked up big time. And no one here understands. I love Naruto. But I don't deserve him. He's much too kind and understanding. And Deidara. I just. I think I still love him. Even if he hurt me over and over…

What should I do?

I don't know anymore…

With a sigh, I walked away from the house where my friends are and started walking home. Thinking if what I did was the right thing to do…

Did I make the right decision when I left Naruto?

Only time can tell…

As I started walking home, I looked up into the stars and silently prayed: I just hope Naru's alright…

AN: R and R please!!!