Sorry it's been sooo long. I have a bitch for my sis. teacher, but we won't get in to that. I just want to say I do my best with spelling, and I'm sorry for any mistakes, but if anyone would like to be a Beta for me shot me a PM. I own nothing.
How it Should Be
Chap. 2
"I DON'T UNDER STAND, SPENCER YOUR SO STUPIED I CAN'T UNDERSAND YOU!" Carmen yelled down at Spencer. Spencer was sitting in a chair in Carmen's studio. Spencer felt like a little kid sitting in a chair that was too big, and the room seamed to grow as well. And Spencer didn't really here Carmen, but a mumbled voice. Spencer never really heard people when they yelled at her. It was a trick she led when she was really little where her brother would yell and tease her, or when her parents yelled, cuz they didn't fight a lot but when they did she couldn't bear it. So she shouts out the world, but she knows it was coming. Now everything was in slow motion. The worst part was the weight. Just get it over with, just do it she thought.
SMACK, SMACK
Like wipes on her face. It was num at first, next a light pain, then white pain, and finally the hot burning tires that washed over her face. Carmen's face dropped, Carmen bent down and held Spencer's face. "Spencer?" Carmen's voice creaked. Carmen used her thumb to whip away the tears. "I'm- I'm so sorry." She shuddered "I shouldn't have done that. I don't know what came over me." She paused and weighted for Spencer to talk but Spencer has heard it all before and had nothing to say. "I should have ever lashed out at you like that. Are—are you ok?" She asked with helpless eyes. "Do you want some ice?" Carmen didn't seem to know what to do, but it wasn't like she wasn't use to it.
"I- I'm ok," she said in a week and small voice, Spencer rested her hand on top of Carmen's "yes please, I would like ice."
Carmen ran over to the little fridge in the corner of the room, and got her the ice and wrapped it in a small towel. "Here," she held the ice on Spencer's right cheek first, and then ran and got one for Spencer's left cheek. "Spencer will you ever forgive me?" Carmen looked up a Spencer with big green eyes. Deep down Carmen know she would, and so did Spencer. This was how things went between them it was only in privacy though. No one ever saw, but they all know. It was how things went it Spencer's life in some way she thought the pain was love, but pain was love, it was crazy, physic bitch love, the kind of love no one deserved. No ever Carmen, cuz this kind of love messes with your mind, and your overall being.
But for Spencer the worst part was that the most awful pain she felt in her life came from the person she loved the most in the world.