WARNING: I WARNED BEFORE THAT I had added some of my stories in there. I wanted L to come across as a write, like me! L is a girl, and Light is BI…should they end up together?
EXTRA WARNING: I felt lazy and didn't add times to this one. But does it matter? This is the last and final chapter, and I hope you like it. It doesn't have as much words, and details as the last one. This is kind of like a wrap up, but it does have some good stuff. It is 16 pages long I believe, but less words. This one is about 3000, when the last one was 5000. But they were both a thousand or so less when I first made them. The first chapter was like 3000 and something and I was just tryign to get to 4000, but ending up with 5000 with all that editing lol. Well I really hoep you like this. Please read what i wrote at the end. Hopefully this story helped you in more ways then one.
Buried and Unsealed Emotions
Chapter 2
Lost-In-Oblivion: hey
Lost-In-Oblivion: ...yt?
BlackxxxHole: yeah
BlackxxxHole: kind of
Lost-In-Oblivion: u alright?
BlackxxxHole: oh yeah fine lol
BlackxxxHole: I'm reading a fanfic at the moment
BlackxxxHole: and didn't know that u send me a message
Lost-In-Oblivion: OH, ok, that's fine XP my bad
BlackxxxHole: it's ok
BlackxxxHole: I can still talk
Lost-In-Oblivion: I got up to the end of chapter 2 last night in the playboy's love quest
BlackxxxHole: I have that gift u know
BlackxxxHole: yaaa
Lost-In-Oblivion: it's awesome!
BlackxxxHole: chapter 1 was full of lemony goodness right?
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao, yup
BlackxxxHole: lol
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, but I really liked it, you wrote it very well
Lost-In-Oblivion: I was up till 4:30 reading it XP
BlackxxxHole: I wasn't so sure
BlackxxxHole: it took u THAT long?
BlackxxxHole: I left u about what after 1?
Lost-In-Oblivion: bad computer, sorry XP
Lost-In-Oblivion: but it was excellent
BlackxxxHole: thanks
BlackxxxHole: When I wrote it...I just got the idea PLAYBOY!
BlackxxxHole: and then I wrote it...wasn't so sure on the lemoness
BlackxxxHole: but since a lot of ppl liked it was ok
BlackxxxHole: NOTE TO EVERYONE: if u want ppl to read ur fanfic write a yaoi with sex. Girls will jump on that thing in seconds! And a couple of gay/bi guys but you don't see those.
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: that is the best way to get viewers
BlackxxxHole: I have over 5000 and something hits
Lost-In-Oblivion: ya, but u just wrote it very well, u got me feeling wht ppl were feeling, u got me into the mindset of the characters
Lost-In-Oblivion: sorry, I just got really into it XP
BlackxxxHole: lol
BlackxxxHole: See the best thing I can do is follow the mind of someone
BlackxxxHole: like if u look at my other one shots (lots of ppl like those) are the ones
BlackxxxHole: where I go from one view point of the char and trace something in their life
BlackxxxHole: like Crescent Moon Mitsuru's feelings on the stupid human he has come to love
BlackxxxHole: and on Alice 19th I play on Frey's hopeless love for Alice
BlackxxxHole: after u finish with that check out my other ones
Lost-In-Oblivion: kk
BlackxxxHole: I think I have more Naruto's than anything...
BlackxxxHole: then Slayers, then I don't know I want to have a least 1 story for all the anime or manga that I have read/watched
Lost-In-Oblivion: ur good, I have faith in you
Lost-In-Oblivion: question though... have you ever loved someone?
BlackxxxHole: lol right now I have like gosh 32 I think
BlackxxxHole: why?
BlackxxxHole: Do I...capture it? says weirdly
BlackxxxHole: raises eyebrows too
Lost-In-Oblivion: that's my question, I don't know love
Lost-In-Oblivion: I just mean... can you portray it if u've never felt it?
BlackxxxHole: I don't know
Lost-In-Oblivion: have to ask someone in love I guess
BlackxxxHole: I haven't felt it damn I don't even know what it feels like to like someone
BlackxxxHole: I mean I get that confused with friend like
BlackxxxHole: I prob felt it just don't know it
BlackxxxHole: not love but like
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm not entirely sure I know wht like is XP
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, wish I wasn't so emotionally cut off, be a lot easier to understand this stuff XP
BlackxxxHole: I know
BlackxxxHole: what I hate the most
BlackxxxHole: is when my friends go OH I LOVE HIM
BlackxxxHole: HE LOVES ME
BlackxxxHole: then two weeks or so later bamm he was a real bastard I don't love him
BlackxxxHole: then get on to another guy I LOVE HIM
BlackxxxHole: TICKS ME OFF!
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, ya, I learned from that shit, I not saying I love you for awhile
Lost-In-Oblivion: ugh, long day...
BlackxxxHole: I know
BlackxxxHole: sorry I got so into it, this fanfic is GOOD!
BlackxxxHole: Naruto is pissy
BlackxxxHole: Naruto ran away from Konoha
Lost-In-Oblivion: o.o TT
Lost-In-Oblivion: he should come back
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, and its ok
BlackxxxHole: why? he brought Sasuke back
BlackxxxHole: and everyone ignores him
BlackxxxHole: hates him and doesn't pay attention to him, why should he stay
BlackxxxHole: plus he is with kids who have demons sealed in him as well.
BlackxxxHole: them
BlackxxxHole: 2 girls 1 dude
Lost-In-Oblivion: ya, Konoha's a bunch of pricks, fuck em
Lost-In-Oblivion: I agree with Naruto now
BlackxxxHole: I do too
Lost-In-Oblivion: hm... when was the last time I talked to you?
BlackxxxHole: I don't know...u are so asking the wrong person I have slept since then
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, I mean before yesterday
BlackxxxHole: that is what I meant
BlackxxxHole: I have slept since then and have forgotten
Lost-In-Oblivion: Ohhh, okay
Lost-In-Oblivion: trying to remember how much shits happened since then I need to fill u in on XP
BlackxxxHole: well...I think the last thing u told me or so was that u and Sarah was going out and u loved her
Lost-In-Oblivion: my bro moved in yet?
Lost-In-Oblivion: out
BlackxxxHole: nope
BlackxxxHole: sorry THIS DAMN STORY! almost done
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, it's alright
BlackxxxHole: I am on sadly chapter 11 (almost 12 total of 20 chapters)
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao wow XD
Lost-In-Oblivion: want me to try and sum up my last 4 months?
BlackxxxHole: if u want
BlackxxxHole: oww...damn desk
Lost-In-Oblivion: aww v.v
Lost-In-Oblivion: ok, bro moved out, cousin is a prick, bro got job, dad dotes on him, bro steals my friends, goes after girl I use to like, dads stops paying for my house my mom's had since she was a child, A/C broke making 86 degrees for a abt a week, and nowwwww dad once again stopped paying and is breaking the court order... oh ya, and my parents divorced sometime in there
BlackxxxHole: I think u told me that last part
BlackxxxHole: Do I need to go call the hug ppl?
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: snickers remember how I would do that before?
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao, oh ya
Lost-In-Oblivion: fucking pig!
BlackxxxHole: oh u loved him
BlackxxxHole: no lying now
Lost-In-Oblivion: if he was on my plate maybe
BlackxxxHole: I know u had dreams about him
BlackxxxHole: u and him running through the flowers
BlackxxxHole: hand in hand
BlackxxxHole: throws up
BlackxxxHole: disgusting Lost
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
Lost-In-Oblivion: little specific huh Blackie? ;)
Lost-In-Oblivion: ok, I feel really bad abt this, u don't have to tell me but it feels weird, whts ur first name? XP
BlackxxxHole: I could have sworn I told u
BlackxxxHole: it's this really weird word that begins with L, so my friends call me L.
Lost-In-Oblivion: I KNEW THAT!
Lost-In-Oblivion: ha, ok, L.
Lost-In-Oblivion: I like that
BlackxxxHole: lol
BlackxxxHole: chapter 14 out of 21
BlackxxxHole: too many chapters
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: chapter 15
BlackxxxHole: and I am stopping for the night
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: Sarah told me today she sent me an IM on MSN (I wasn't there when she sent it I was watching FF7AC--ME LOVE THAT MOVIE!!)
BlackxxxHole: and she said that she had to talk to me...weird
BlackxxxHole: so whenever she came on I ran
BlackxxxHole: For some reason I don't want to hear it
BlackxxxHole: it
Lost-In-Oblivion: DONT
Lost-In-Oblivion: you'll get wrapped up in this shit
BlackxxxHole: wait...
BlackxxxHole: what?
BlackxxxHole: I thought this 'shit' was over with
Lost-In-Oblivion: ...
Lost-In-Oblivion: no
BlackxxxHole: explain! or Mrs. lead pipe comes out
Lost-In-Oblivion: lo least I'm not sure; she may just be causing shit with Bunny for another reason
BlackxxxHole: prob
BlackxxxHole: she apparently doesn't like to talk about u so that can't be it
BlackxxxHole: ne subject
BlackxxxHole: new
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol
Lost-In-Oblivion: k
BlackxxxHole: so what was u doing while I was reading that fic called Naruto's betrayal…
Lost-In-Oblivion: music
Lost-In-Oblivion: talking
BlackxxxHole: to whom?
BlackxxxHole: did u like that song I sent?
BlackxxxHole: ...now I am bored
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: my talking buddy doesn't talk
BlackxxxHole: what is the point of a talking buddy?
Lost-In-Oblivion: hmm
BlackxxxHole: that doesn't talk
Lost-In-Oblivion: yell at
Lost-In-Oblivion: punching bag
BlackxxxHole: creates a clone to yell and punch at Lost
BlackxxxHole: while Blackie yawns
BlackxxxHole: real life yawn too
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao, aww
BlackxxxHole: no wtalk!
BlackxxxHole: now talk!
BlackxxxHole: do we have to play that question game again
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
Lost-In-Oblivion: srry XP
Lost-In-Oblivion: 5 ppl are IMing me
BlackxxxHole: who?
Lost-In-Oblivion: hard to juggle
Lost-In-Oblivion: ppl u don't know at all
BlackxxxHole: k
Lost-In-Oblivion: I have a wide friend base
Lost-In-Oblivion: XP
BlackxxxHole: not really
BlackxxxHole: gives Lost the look
BlackxxxHole: that says: I know the truth
BlackxxxHole: dark vador is ur father
Lost-In-Oblivion: denial
BlackxxxHole: roflmfao
Lost-In-Oblivion: cause if he isn't ur father, u can continue to do ur sister
BlackxxxHole: huh?
BlackxxxHole: so Luke can do his twin
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, its front Luke's point of view
BlackxxxHole: sick
Lost-In-Oblivion: from
Lost-In-Oblivion: ya, aint it?
BlackxxxHole: but still he IS his father
BlackxxxHole: it freaked me out when I watched it again EWWW SHE KISSED HIM etc
BlackxxxHole: glad she fell in love with solo
Lost-In-Oblivion: still
BlackxxxHole: if not...incest of the worse kind
Lost-In-Oblivion: I would've loved the irony
BlackxxxHole: lol
BlackxxxHole: irony is a bitch
Lost-In-Oblivion: I love it soo
BlackxxxHole: I bet u o
BlackxxxHole: do
BlackxxxHole: now I have to go
BlackxxxHole: I don't want to stay up till after 1 tonight
BlackxxxHole: work to do tomorrow
BlackxxxHole: clean ROOM VBERY GOOD...then start on AP assignment
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao, ah, procrastinator
BlackxxxHole: yeah
BlackxxxHole: I actually have 2 assignments
BlackxxxHole: one I am not attempting
BlackxxxHole: who likes the Scarlet Letter I want to burn that bitch
BlackxxxHole: then torture it for all of eternity
BlackxxxHole: has eil gleam in eyes
BlackxxxHole: evil
BlackxxxHole: would u believe me if I told u an evil char in 1 of my stories was called:
BlackxxxHole: the EVIL FLUFFERNUTTER FROM HELL?
Lost-In-Oblivion: that's... PERFECT
BlackxxxHole: I was asking ppl for names on the chat site
BlackxxxHole: and someone suggested that one
Lost-In-Oblivion: I vaguely remember that
BlackxxxHole: u weren't on
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm always on
BlackxxxHole: it was like a week or so ago
BlackxxxHole: U weren't logged in
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm never logged in
BlackxxxHole: u suck
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm always watching
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm fucking weird
BlackxxxHole: that is creepy
BlackxxxHole: STALKER!
BlackxxxHole: U PROB WRITE DOWN MY STALKING LESSONS DIDN"T u
BlackxxxHole: sigh I wish I did
BlackxxxHole: I could have published a story on that
BlackxxxHole: then someone could actually stalk someone with those lessons
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm just born to do it
BlackxxxHole: u didn't get them?
Lost-In-Oblivion: nope
BlackxxxHole: crap
BlackxxxHole: I just thought of a yaoi I could make
BlackxxxHole: Sasuke gives Naruto stalking lessons
BlackxxxHole: Naruto stalks Sasuke
BlackxxxHole: then rapes him
BlackxxxHole: sigh that plan wasted
BlackxxxHole: see final test is u have to stalk someone successfully, Naruto does that
BlackxxxHole: he stalks Sasuke then jumps him at the end of the story
BlackxxxHole: what do u think?
Lost-In-Oblivion: I like it
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'd read it
BlackxxxHole: I'm joking of course
BlackxxxHole: but since someone didn't get them down
BlackxxxHole: I can't do that story
Lost-In-Oblivion: pssh, why not?
BlackxxxHole: I need those 10 rules
BlackxxxHole: 10 lessons
BlackxxxHole: if I had those then...
BlackxxxHole: but then Naruto would break the first rule
BlackxxxHole: STALK ONLY OPP SEX
BlackxxxHole: unless I make Naruto a girl
BlackxxxHole: oh well
Lost-In-Oblivion: he could whts it called
Lost-In-Oblivion: forget the girl thing XP
BlackxxxHole: how many ppl u talking to now?
Lost-In-Oblivion: 5
BlackxxxHole: u and ur guy guy
BlackxxxHole: still?
BlackxxxHole: get a girl friend and get laid dude
BlackxxxHole: lol jk
Lost-In-Oblivion: FINE
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol
BlackxxxHole: I was jk baka
BlackxxxHole: rolls eyes and laughs
BlackxxxHole: laughs
BlackxxxHole: now I think I will go...
BlackxxxHole: grab me some water and whoosh off to dream land
BlackxxxHole: I had weird dream last night
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, wht abt?
BlackxxxHole: ppl were almost having sex
BlackxxxHole: LOTS OF PPL
BlackxxxHole: but there was no sex
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol close to mine XD
BlackxxxHole: just rubbingness
Lost-In-Oblivion: ok, had to be a pig once tonight
BlackxxxHole: damn u voodooed me last night to have almost sex dreams didn't u
BlackxxxHole: (lol jk)
BlackxxxHole: u and ur PIGGIE SAY AWAY FROM ME
BlackxxxHole: animals and humans NO MIXXY MIXXY
BlackxxxHole: LESSON 1
BlackxxxHole: 'humans can mixxy mixxy but no animals'
BlackxxxHole: lesson 2 humans' sometimes
BlackxxxHole: are able to mixxy mixxy with same sex...it is frowned upon in some societies
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol
BlackxxxHole: r ppl more bi then gay?
BlackxxxHole: someone asked me that
Lost-In-Oblivion: yes
Lost-In-Oblivion: well
BlackxxxHole: someone had read my playboy one
Lost-In-Oblivion: BELIEVED bi
BlackxxxHole: and asked me if Sasuke was bi
Lost-In-Oblivion: hm...
Lost-In-Oblivion: seems that way
BlackxxxHole: still go away fucking girls...but always have Naruto
BlackxxxHole: I wanted to slap her
BlackxxxHole: when u say I love u and fuck...you stay with them
BlackxxxHole: but it seemed she didn't get that
BlackxxxHole: someone even told me to do the next chapter
BlackxxxHole: it seems they can't read
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: R U THERE?
BlackxxxHole: SAY GOODBYE TO BLACKIE!
BlackxxxHole: Blackie needs to sleep
BlackxxxHole: nods head
Lost-In-Oblivion: ok BYE BYE BLACKIE
BlackxxxHole: lol
BlackxxxHole: that was stupid
Lost-In-Oblivion: the moments I live for 6
Lost-In-Oblivion:
BlackxxxHole: guess what I did when I went to the foot doc once
BlackxxxHole: I flipped him off
BlackxxxHole: with my toes
BlackxxxHole: roflmfao
BlackxxxHole: I was told this
Lost-In-Oblivion: O.O
Lost-In-Oblivion: wow, that's a skill
BlackxxxHole: I wasn't paying attention
BlackxxxHole: that was why I could do it
BlackxxxHole: I was just wigging my torsees
BlackxxxHole: tosses
BlackxxxHole: I try to do it again...not working
BlackxxxHole: Blackie go to bed now
BlackxxxHole: yawns
BlackxxxHole: see Blackie tried
BlackxxxHole: u there
Lost-In-Oblivion: lmao
BlackxxxHole: I don't see what's so funny
Lost-In-Oblivion: sorry, I smile when u yawn
BlackxxxHole: weird o
Lost-In-Oblivion: sorry, girls I think are cute, sue me
BlackxxxHole: ok BLACKIE SUES LOST
BlackxxxHole: there...done
Lost-In-Oblivion: well, this is unfortunate
BlackxxxHole: lol how is it unfortunate?
Lost-In-Oblivion: I'm poor
Lost-In-Oblivion: u get nothing
BlackxxxHole: DON'T WANT ANYTHING!
Lost-In-Oblivion: then why'd u sue me?
BlackxxxHole: u told me to
Lost-In-Oblivion: o.o;
Lost-In-Oblivion: ok
BlackxxxHole: so be careful what u tell me to do
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, go to sleep L, u need it, and go do ur work!
BlackxxxHole: hahaaa
BlackxxxHole: very funny
BlackxxxHole: U GO TO BED! and stop talking to so many ppl at once……….
BlackxxxHole: Know what I just realized?
Lost-In-Oblivion: What?
BlackxxxHole: What I realized is that we never told anyone about these things before, me I buried them and never really let them out, trying to keep them in. I mean we keep all these emotions inside of us, or...damn I need to think of a name. I need a way to describe us.
--two minutes later--
BlackxxxHole: I GOT IT! What about Buried and Unsealed Emotions?
BlackxxxHole: the buried for me, and the unsealed for u?
Lost-In-Oblivion: O.O
BlackxxxHole: when I see my mistakes, memories that I am embarrassed about, etc sometimes...that whole deepens and becomes wider inside of me.
BlackxxxHole: I get scared, and just want to cry so I do the only thing I can...is block them out, bury them.
Lost-In-Oblivion: umm….O.O What about me?
BlackxxxHole: didn't you tell me once upon a time (like a few weeks ago) …damn hold on mom wants me.
--five minutes later--
BlackxxxHole: Sorry, back now…what was I saying….FUCK I CAN'T REMEMBER! You said something about keeping them close to the surface or something.
Lost-In-Oblivion: lol, I believe I did! Well, it seems that you're good at figuring out this stuff.
BlackxxxHole: Well, I am a writer so maybe these things click for me. Again night night. hugs Just wanted to tell you that before I forgot! heehee
Lost-In-Oblivion: Night! hugs thanks!
THE END!
So how did you like it? To me writting this meant a lot to me, and I just hope it meant just as much to you. More then half the population in our world feels like Lost and Black, whether they know it or not. then bad thing is most don't know. The more we know about ourselves the better. If you are like this, then what you do is up to you. If you want to change do it, if you don't don't do it.
Everything is up to you, its your life, and your chocies. But remember one thing if nothing else. Everything that you do, every choice that you make costs something. Whether it is someting you want to give up or not, a price is a price.
If that doesn't work for you then this will: Everything you do something, you make a choice there is ALWAYS a good and bad reaction. Whether you know it or not, something always good comes of what you do, and something bad. So becareful.