Title: Heal Me to Break Me

Author: chocoGONEsushi

Rating: M

Chapter 1: What I've Done

Disclamer: I don't want it.

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He snuggled into her hair, the warmth radiating from her skin enough to keep him attached for hours.

His arms were around her small waist, her naked body pressed tightly agaisnt his own, acting as some sort of teddy bear.

Yes, he loved her greatly. She was his heart, and without her, he assured himself he would most definitely die.

"I love you so much..." he whispered into he hair; her bright blonde hair.

"I love you too Sasuke-kun..." his eyes snapped open at the seductive voice that echoed trough his ears, hold on. Bright blonde hair? Seductive voice? Am I dreaming...?

He unwrapped his arms and grabbed the person's shoulder, turning her over. Expecting to find white lavender tinged eyes, he found deep blue ones. Instead of finding flawless pale skin which he had come to long for, he found unknown tan one.

The female specimen grinned brightly, if not seducingly, obviously not understanding why the man before her was staring at her like some freak. His face paled, his eyes widened, this isn't my hime...wait...who is this?

The blonde sat up, the silk bedsheets easily sleeping off her chest, reveiling a naked torso.

I know this person... She smiled flirtaciously, her saphire eyes full of wanting and lust, "had a fun night Sasuke-kun? You sure didn't sound disappointed..."

And that's where it hit him...that girly laugh, those bright eyes, holy shit...

...I SLEPT WITH INO?!

Sasuke visibly grimanced, just the thought sent shivers down his his bare back. He dragged his body away, refusing to believe he had done such a thing while conscious. No way, I couldn't have slept with her! I mean yeah she's attractive but... I already have my Hime...and no one can replace her.

"Can you cover yourself please? I'm not feeling very comfortable with you showing off what..." you don't have... "Just put somethig on!" She blinked at his odd response, "what? But Sasuke, you were the one who undressed me in the first place!"

Now he was losing his breath, This girl MUST be on something!

"That can't be right, I have a girlfriend whom I love very much. Why would I ever need to sleep with you--no anyone for that matter?" Ino shrugged as she slipped into her nightgown, "I don't know. What I do now is that you seemed pretty desperate last night."

Last night? What the hell happened last night?

Slowly he tried to remember, but all he could recall (and even that was foggy) was only that there was a party and that he drank--a lot. Tha rest was a painful blur that sent him into spontanious torture.

"Where are we?" He looked around the average-sized bedroom, it was dark, considering the sun had not rised yet. "My apartment...," Sasuke stood, hesitantly snatching the bedsheet and wrapping them around his waist, still surprised to find himeself naked. He bent down and hurriedly picked up his scattered clothing, all the while trying to escape her freaky hands.

He walked towards the the large door, trying to put on his clothes as fast as he could. When he was sure his pants were on and his shirt was straight, he stopped, not bothering to even spare her a glance, "Ino," his voice was cold and harsh, "if you know what's good for you, this never happened --If it really did anyway-- It was an obvious mistake; I was drunk."

As he slammed the door shut, he could hear her screaming his name followed by curses and idiotic excuses.

But his mind was off somewhere else, oh god...why now? Why did this have to happen now? We were so happy...And I don't even understand; I'm such a responsible drinker. Why'd I have to get totalled now?!

He left through the back door, though it was dawn, he knew very well there were people still on the streets, and that was something he did not need; rumors being spread about something he himself wan't sure even happened.

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Sasuke silently tip-toed inside their apartment, the guilt eating his insides.

It was dark; which meant his beloved was still deep asleep.

And sure enough, when he walked inside their shared bedroom, she was in such a peaceful sleep, it was like karma had it out for him. Her long indigo hair falling over her innocent face, her paced breathing blowing at it slightly.

I don't deserve you...to be in the same room as you none the less...

Hinata stirred, rubbing her sleepy eyes to greet him, "Sasuke? What time is it?"

He sat next to her, wrapping his long arms around her smaller frame, trying so hard to protect her from the pain that will come if she ever discovered what he had done. She was drowsy, "go back to sleep my Hime, I'll be here watching over you."

She nodded slowly, still half asleep and dozed off right in his arms, where she knew she belonged.

Too sleepy was she that she couldn't feel the dripping on her cheek, "I'm sorry...I'd rather die then hurt you...please...I'm sorry..."

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A/N: So? what'cha think?

This ficcy here will be different from my other one, well no shit Sherlock.

Hinata will still be her quiet and gentle self, for those of you who love her like that (me -sometimes- included)

Don't freak! I know Sasuke is waaaaay out of character but hey, love does things to ya. Anyway, NO! They're not married -yet anyway. (He wont always be like that, only when around his hime :3)

I'll admit that when I was describing Ino, I had to stop and read over thinking I was describing Naruto O.o...I know.

Just review and tell me if ya like okay? I'll take any advice you bring, and if you're confused or want something to maybe get tweeked, just ask politely.

But hey, this story is sort of slowly unwrapping itself in my head, kinda lika an early Christmas present. :)