Alex was shocked by what Addison just asked him. He couldn't let her know that he had feelings for her. He had to think of a response quick.

"Oh..I was..uhh. just..umm..I was singing a song." Alex knew she wasn't going to believe him. Alex never sung.

"Right Karev, you were singing a song. Well I guess this would be a first for two things, one you singing, and two hearing a song that had those words as lyrics." She gave Alex a confused look. Alex ignored her remark. He avoided looking her in the eyes. She had beautiful eyes. Every time he looked at her in her eyes all he could think about was kissing her.

"The baby is doing good. I checked his vitals and everything is normal." Alex looked down at the chart as he talked to her. He then handed her the chart and walked out the door. He couldn't stand being in the same room with her…especially when they were by themselves. He just had to leave.

Addison sighed. She was hoping that his answer would have been different. That he would of said I have feelings for you. She craved her name rolling off his tongue. She loved it when he called her Addison. It made her crumble in a good way.

As Alex walked off he thought about how amazing it would be if he could just tell him how he felt. He went in an empty room and sat on the bed. He had to tell her today how he felt. He couldn't hold his feelings in anymore. He was going to tell her today. No matter how scared he was, he was going to tell her.

Back in the NICU…

Addison was checking the baby's vitals again when the door opened. She figured it was a nurse coming so she didn't even bother turning around. The next thing she knew there were a pair of arms wrapped around her. She had no idea who would do this until she heard a whisper In her ear.

"How about me and you in the on-call room?"

"Mark!! Get your arms off of me!! I only have 2 words to say to you right now, no and leave." Addison said as she pulled his arms off of herself.

"Addison you know you want me. You can't resist me, never have never will." He said smirking at Addison. They both knew the sex was great, but that was all there was great sex. Addison wanted more then sex, she wanted love, commitment. This was something she knew she would never get from Mark.

"Mark, I don't want you, and I will never want you again!" Addison said with an angry tone.

"You will after this…" Mark kissed Addison. She tried pulling away but he just pulled her closer.

"Addison I need to talk to you…oh sorry to interrupt…I'm gonna go." Alex said as he walked in the NICU. He ran down the hall and went to the locker room.

Addison smacked Mark and stormed out of the room.

"You know you liked it Addison and I'm here if you want more." Mark screamed down the hall at Addison.

Addison couldn't believe what just happened. If there was any chance for her and Alex it was over now. She ran into the ladies room and sat on the floor hugging her knees. She started crying and then saw one of the stalls open. Thank God it was her best friend Callie walking out.

"Addison! What's wrong? Why are you so upset, and crying?"

Addison proceeded to tell Callie what happened with Mark and Alex.

"I understand why your upset about Mark, but why Alex? You don't have anything with him. You would never have anything with an intern you've said it yourself."

"Callie…I umm…I never told you but I kissed Alex. One night at Joe's I kissed him."

"How could you not tell me?!"

"I didn't want anybody to know, but now that you do…Callie I have feelings for him. Me, I have feelings for an intern."

"Well does he have feelings for you?"

"I don't know I haven't told him."

"Since when is Addison Forbes Montgomery scared to admit she has feelings for someone?'

"I know I know, I just don't want to get hurt again."

"Speaking as your best friend, I say go for it. It's gonna hurt more hiding your feelings then telling him." At that Callie got up and went back to work.

In the locker room Alex was pacing back and fourth and he punched the lockers as Izzie walked in.

"Whoa Whoa! What's wrong with you?" Izzie said as Alex kept pacing.

"Nothing" he responded coldly.

Typical male answer Izzie thought. "Well something has obviously pissed you off. I don't think I've ever seen you this mad. Alex please tell me what's wrong." She pleaded.

"I saw something I didn't want to see."

"This wouldn't have happened in the NICU, would it?"

"What? How do you know?"

"One of the nurses saw Addison come out of there and then Mark followed screaming something down the hall at her saying something about doing it again. How do you know?"

Alex responded "I saw."

"Wait so why are you so mad about this? It's only Mark and Addison."

"Izzie I was going to tell her I had feelings for her."

okay okay so i made it a little longer but i didn't have time to write more...i hope you guys like it so far..reviews would be greatly appreciated..thanks guys!!