I want him so badly and yet after our moment in the park eli still seems so unattainable like nothing will ever happen if i don't make a move! Again! It was bad enough that i had to make it in the first place. Clare sat there and watched eli get out of his hearse and walk right by her. What nerve i mean i can understand the first time after romeo and Juliet scene. But now after he asked me to be his girlfriend no way no how.

"Eli! Wait up" i yelled

He turned around and had that smirk on his face. I wanted to kiss him but also to slap it off his mouth how dare he after what happened dammit. He came over and kissed me it took me off guard i forgot what i was going to say and just shut my mouth as i couldn't believe that he did that i thought maybe he had a problem with PDA. Apparently not because our kiss depend and i couldn't breath he made me weak in the knee's it reminded me of that song that went "I don't know why But I know we can make it. As long as you say it. So tell me that you love me yeah. And tell me that I take your breath away. And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure. There's nothing left to say. Tell me that you love me anyways". He so takes my breath away in everysecond of the day. See he makes me rhyme ohh it's cheesy i know but i cant help it i just smiled there was nothing left to think about but him

" hey blue eyes. So the dot after school" eli said as soon as we broke the kiss

" no doubt about that..." a voice came behind me. It was adam of course he saw our little display of affection and we were never going to live that one down.

" So i guess that means that you two are a couple now. Sweet, now i get to feel like more of a third wheel than i already did." He said with thick sarcasium. I love adam to the death of me i do but sometimes he can really ruin a moment.

" you were never a third wheel, Adam. We love you and you know that you could never be a third wheel because we never try to make you feel that way. We won't be all couply around you, Alright?" she knew that he would say that it was of course alright for them to be a couple. She loved making others feeling guilty and they never think that i'm tricking them because I'm little saint Clare. Ha not so much anymore. Eli made me so more fiery and sarcastic and i knew that he loved it when i was.

" no you guys be a couple i wouldn't have it any other way. It took me forever to get you to together that i wouldn't want to ruin because of my jealously." I loved adam so much. I couldn't help but put a grin on my face around him. i pulled him into a big hug and placed a kiss on his cheek.

" hey back off my woman man. You always get the sympathy with the chicks." Eli said with a smirk.

" maybe if you were nicer and more sympathic you wouldn't be such an ass." I snapped at him

"hey you knew this before you started dating me, i don't do the romeo thing except that one time and in your dreams." He winked at her

" like your ever in my dreams. Dream on lover boy."

"ouch" he held his had to his heart to mock me with his fake pain. " that hurts Edwards your killing me softly with you hurtful words." He faked sniffled and everything. I hit his arm "jerk"

" this i totally going to work out. Hey Eli when clare kills you can i have your CD collection you have some pretty good albums." Eli smirked

" Not funny Adam." I said sadly. Eli mouthed totally was. I punched him in the arm. "oww.." like that actually hurt him

"that hurt clare kiss it better" i couldn't help but smile. I kissed his bicep i swear i could feel his smirk.

" i think you cut my lip." I raised my eyebrows at him was he serious.

" i'll leave you two lovebird's to your... yeah"

I smiled he leaned down and kissed me i deepend the kiss. His lips slowly started to move in sync with mine. I could feel his smirk coming on. And soon enough there it was did he have to do that when were kissing jezz. We kept on kissing and somehow we ended up on the rocks infront of the school how the hell did that happen. I don't remember walking over here and eli didn't carry me i would have remeberd that certain peice of information. What is happening to me its like his hottnest is clouding my mind. And the worst part i didn't care one bit as long as we keep on kissing. That's when the worst of all things could happen. Someone threw a football at us. It hit me right in the head and well it really hurt like alot wow that jerk.

I turned around to find two shocked eyes on me saint clare. They were no other than K.C. and drew.

" well look who we have here did he make the good girl go bad."

"i wonder if she still sings like a virgin because she is one or because she used to be one. Hey' Gothy you steal clare's little virginity because we'd like to know how you got the pruddest girl to give it up to you never the less. Cause i sure as hell couldn't get her to do that with me."

ELI'S POV

Clare's face was so hurt i couldn't stand him talking to her like that i had to to something to make her know I'm there for her always and forever

"you know what jackass, i respect clare and her beliefs and i would never push her to have sex with me unlike some people i know."

"i never once asked clare to sleep with me."

"Oh yeah but every time i said i wanted to take things to the next level you got all excited like i was talking about sex, and when you found out that i wasn't talking about it you'd get all depressed, Jerk"

"oh she's got wit now i'll give you that you made her snippy, Dr. Doom."

Thats it what is this guy's problem he could't be jealously could he i mean they broke up such a long time ago it's not possible but yet i think that's it. I remember Clare saying that he was her first everything. So why not torture him a little bit. Make him feel crappy that he left something so amazing, so wonderful, for a cheerleader. Gahhh was this man stupid he left this fantastic girl for a bobblehead cheerleader. We'll time to put my plan in action before the bell rings. I went away from him and sat next to clare. I looked into her eyes she blushed i bent down and kissed her. He kissed her with complete concentration not for a secnd doubting his thought f what will happen next but then something unexpected happend. When i went to pull away from the kiss she depend tugging and my hair a little than alot then suddenly she was on top of me and that's when the bell rang...