A/N: I am sorry for how much shorter this is compared to the last chapter. I just didn't want to bore you with repeats. So yeah, this is Quinn's POV and whatnot. I hope you liked it. Like I said this is my first story so please don't be too mean. Please leave lots of reviews… non-bashing reviews…
Love Peace and Chicken Grease=]

Disclaimers: Still don't own anything to do with Glee or Coldplay.

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Today has been, well to put it bluntly, a cluster fuck. I broke up with her. I can't believe it. Why did I do it? Because I'm terrified of these feelings? I'm fucked up in the head? I'm a glutton for punishment? I destined to be the crazy cat lady of the family? Whatever the reason or reasons, I let her go. When she left in the middle of fourth period I knew she was going home. The rest of the day was one big blur of faces, voices and classes. Not even glee was exciting enough to rouse me out of my funk. When Finn came up to me and hugged me tightly after everyone left the choir room, I finally broke down. He walked me out of the building and to my car still holding me. I slid into the driver's seat and he slid into the passengers. We turned on some happy go-lucky music and sang along to it as we drove to my house.

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We finally pulled into my driveway and it took everything I had not to glance back and look at her house. As I exited the car Finn said something so Finnish I couldn't help but laugh. He joined in with laughter of his own as we walked up the driveway and into the house. The rest of the time he was there we delved into ideas on how to get Rachel to forgive me and take me back. I didn't realize how attached I had gotten to her until she wasn't in my life anymore.

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Finn finally left and I glanced down at my phone and realized I had missed a text message from Rachel. As I read the message Fix You by Coldplay came on the radio. After reading it, it took me a moment to realize what I just read. And when I did, my whole body went cold.

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

I was reading Rachel's suicide note. I reread the text again. Tears starting to fall as I did so.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Wait Finn? What did he have to do with this? Oh no. She saw us and assumed the worst. Dammit!

I drop my phone and just as the notes of the instrumental part of the song start to play I start running down the stairs, out the door, and onto the street. My feet are hitting the pavement hard enough to hurt. Puddles splashing all around me, I'm soaked but don't care I need to get to her before it's too late. I run up her steps and find the spare key. I unlock the door and run in yelling Rachel's name.

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I hear something drifting from upstairs. I start my way up the stairs, taking the steps two at a time. I hear the familiar song drifting out of her father's bathroom. I run into their room and burst through the door of the bathroom. Oh my God… there is so much blood. It's everywhere. The harder, more desperate part of the instrumental pulls me out of my shock. I lurch forward grabbing the small girls body. She isn't as warm as she should be and I start to cry. I find the still bleeding gash and wrap it up in a clean washcloth. I pull her out of the tub and wrap her up in her father's robe as best as I can.

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I carefully run down the stairs, holding Rachel as close to me as I can. She's barely breathing and her pulse is almost nonexistent. I start to cry harder as I shove the garage door open and walk to the car. I get the back door open and store her in the backseat carefully. I grab the keys off the hook and slide into the driver's seat. I turn the engine on and the radio pops on. For the love of all good things and holy. This song is stalking me! I open the garage door, trying to will it to open faster. As soon as I hit the road I start driving as fast as I can without being noticed to the hospital. Glancing into the backseat as often as I can to see if she's woken up.

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10 minutes later I burst through the doors of the Emergence Room screaming. "Please! Someone help my friend! Please help her!" I plead to the crowd. Next thing I know there is a stretcher next to me and a couple of nurses are ripping Rachel's body out of my arms and wheeling her away.

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

I sit in the hard plastic chairs and I do something that I haven't done since my father left; I pray. I pray for what seems like hours and eternity's piled on top of each other. I hear my name being called and it breaks my from my trance. I look up and a doctor is standing in front of me. "Miss Berry is stable and awake. Would you like to see her?" I jump up and nod quickly.

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

I follow him down the hall. Why do hospitals have to be so damn bright? Bright lights reflecting off of white walls. It's enough to blind someone. We end up in front of her closed door and he tells me I can go ahead and go in. It takes me a few minutes to calm my nerves and get the courage to walk in. I finally push the door open and walk in.

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She's lying in her bed, connected to wires and tubes doing God only knows what. See her stare at me like she is makes all my calmness fly right out the window. I start crying and apologizing and begging her not to hate me. "Quinn, I love you far too much to hate you." She whispers as she pulls me into the hospital bed with her.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones…

"I love you too Rachel. I promise to fix this. Fix us… me… and I will try to fix you."