"Sakura! Get your fucking ass outta' bed you bitch!"
I opened my eyes, Another sleepless night. I don't know why I keep trying to sleep, it won't work. I need him with me, otherwise I won't be able to sleep. Damn! I hit the bed with my fist. I need to find him, I know he's been reincarnated too; there's no way they would only have me reincarnated. It's pretty ironic, though, that my new family names me Sakura. Sakura Kuran. (Teehee!) Fate has a weird sense of humor!
I got off of my bed and got dressed. I put on a black, long sleaved shirt that ended at my waist, black ripped jeans, and some torn up black high-tops. I headed for the bathroom and did the usual needs. Then, I did my cat-like eyeliner and my black lipstick. I pushed my died black hair to the side and put it in my size "0" plugs and the other earrings that are in my ear. My tongue ring came next, follwed by my two lips rings in the snakebite fashion, and my studded nose ring, which I just got yesterday. Yeah, I was now a piercing type of girl, but it caused pain, and that's what I want. I know Gaara would be upset that I still cut myself and all that, but it's too hard trying to live without him. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I'm waiting to find Gaara.
I re-did my black nail poilish, but on my fingerless gloves, a black jean jacket, grabbed my backpack, and I was off for my first day of freshman year. Yippee!
I got off from the bus and noticed that the school was freaking ginormous! Damn! I walked to the front, where all the other freshmans were, and waited for the rest to arrive.
"Alright freshamn," a girl said into the mic. "Orientation will be in the gym in fifteen minutes, so please wait calmly and a teacher will take you there soon enough." The girl left with a bunch of others, who I assume to be her friends.
I felt the stares of everyone and sighed, Just like junior high. Guess no matter what happens, I always scare people. I wanted to smile, but I couldn't. The last time I smiled was when...When Gaara and I killed ourselves...
I felt tears brimming my eyes and I couldn't hold them back. Gaara...I miss you so much...Where are you...?
"Dude, wait up!" That voice! I looked up, not caring who saw my tears, and saw him! Gaara! It's him...he's here...
He looked at me and we locked eyes. I was about to smile, but then he looked away. I felt my heart break into two. Does he not care? ...No! He has to! ...Maybe...He doesn't remember! That has to be it! Well, I guess that's understandable...It's weird that I even remember our past life...But it's okay...I finally found him...and I'll get him back...I will...
"All freshamn, follow me!" and with that, all the freshman followed, including Gaara.
I kept my eyes on him and his friend. They seemed pretty close...I almost smiled, At least he seems to have a happy life in this reality.
Then, should I really try to have him remember? If he's so happy...
"Sakura, no matter what happens, I will love you forever...Even in the next life, alright?"
"Why?"
He smiled, "Does there really need to be a reason? Never doubt me, Sakura. I'll love you, forever, and I shall never stop...No matter what happens..."
No, I should help him remember...If he doesn't want me...then I'll go...
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