A/N so I have said I'd have this out on Jan fourth, but I finished it early and decided to post it! The songs were say somethings by great big world and hallelujah by Jeff Buckley!

disclaimer Kellie is mine, nadda else!

I'm still falling but I can see a light. I wonder how much longer, till I see Fred again. I never expected this to happen when I jumped in front of dad. Mum and him are safe now. So I guess I'll finish first first year school seemed to pass so fast, the best lesson were flying, I was quite good at playing keeper. Which is how I became the youngest quiddich player in a century and the youngest keeper in three centuries. I was getting so excited for Christmas! It was the week before All Hallows'. It's funny really how Christmas was my favourite time of year. Now it's my favourite anniversary! But we'll get to that later! Every night the twins, Lee, Ally and I would sneak out and pull pranks on teachers. One on my dad was the most funny! It was a muggle one. We snuck into the classroom before our lesson and put a bucket of ice water on the door. He opened it with a flourish and the bucket tipped on him, then the bucket fell on his head, leading him to trip up over a table. Laughing I helped him up. He gave me a glare, but I doubt he ever suspected us. As Peeves thought it was hilarious! A week after that my grandma died.

Just before Hallowe'en, Kellie was pulled aside by her parents. They sighed, maybe it would be better bluntly told. "Kellie, Granny Andromeda is dead, Kellie she wanted you to sing at her funeral" they said, Kellie let them hug her and she wrapped her arms round them. She cried, she broke down, she got back up again. She always did. "I'll sing, what does she want me to sing?" Her parents smiled through their tears. "Say something and Hallelujah, the ones by the muggle singers?" Kellie nodded. She hugged her mum again, she drew back. She sniffed and hugged her parents again. "I've got to get to class, can I come by after tea?" They smiled and nodded. "Kellie, you are not alone, you have us, Teddy, Fred, George and any other friends. Okay?" Kellie hugged her dad again. "Okay" she whispered. She practiced all weekend and when the funeral came up, Fred and George were there. Every step. They said.

Kellie's hair was blue and curly. She had a black dress on and cardigan, with flat pumps and tights. She took to the stage, she started instantly making making people's head snap that way. She strummed along on her guitar.

"Say something, I'm giving up on you

I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I... will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-Ooh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something..."

She sighed and started on the next song. Why? She thought, why did grandmama leave us so soon?

"Well, I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this:
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major liftl
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah...

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya
She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah...

Baby, I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor (you know)
I used to live alone before I knew ya
And I've seen your flag on the marble arch
And love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah"

At this point Kellie had tears streaming down her face.

"Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah...

There was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me, do ya?
But remember when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah...

Maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah...
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah...
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah,"

Kellie walked off. She burst into tears, Fred and George instantly threw their arms around her. Her head slumped forward. "I love you guys" she said, as soon as she calmed down. After the ceremony they started celebrating her life, as it had been. "So what's happened at school?" Her uncle Sirius smiled. Kellie paused. "Not much" she shrugged. Her mum and dad spat out their drinks. Fred and George choked on theirs and everyone turned to look at them. "I deeply detest that!" George grinned, Fred nodded. "I mean we didn't steal the marauders map for nothing!" He declared, loudly at that. Kellie turned to him quickly as her dad dropped his drink. "Fred!" Sirius laughed. Kellie frowned and crossed her arms. "It wasn't me dad!" She said, before gracefully sweeping away. Leaving Fred and George at the wrath of her dad. "The marauders map! I've been looking for it for ages!" He said loudly. Kellie scoffed into her drink. She smirked at Fred and George and raised her cup at them. They both had identical mock glares.

Soon it was Halloween and the twins thought it was funny to go to Dumbledore and yell 'trick or treat!' Dumbledore had grinned and suddenly with a flick of his wand they were covered with toilet paper. "Trick" he smiled, cheerfully. Kellie burst out laughing and suddenly Dumbledore had water over him. Thus starting a war between Dumbledore and the small group. At the grand feast Dumbledore grinned, his eyes sparkled and danced, he stood up and the hall fell silent. Kellie knew what was coming. "Fred, George, Lee, Ally, duck!" She hissed, before the five slid under the table, as rain started pouring over the students. They followed Kellie and she crawled to the teachers table. Then Dumbledores hair turned bright blue. Then pink, then purple, then yellow, green, back to blue. The rain had subsided and the five sat and laughed at Dumbledores hair changing colour. "I do believe you've won that round." Dumbledore smiled. Kellie nodded, the boys and Ally had to agree. "FEAR US PUNY MORTALS!" Fred and George yelled hopping on the table. When mysteriously their hair turned bright pink. Kellie was almost in a fit at this point. Dumbledore smiled. "I think the one you need to fear, boys, is Kellie" her dad pointed out kindly. The twins realised what had happened. "Kellie, I'm going to kill you!" George said. Kellie laughed. "Catch me if you can!" She yelled over her shoulder as she and Ally darted to their rooms. They flopped onto Kellie's bed giggling. "He's gonna kill you" Ally giggled. Kellie nodded. "Dumbledores a jolly good sport though" Kelie smiled. They lay talking for hours after that.

The next morning Kellie considered not going downstairs. But hunger overtook her so she morphed and went downstairs. Kellie shovelled some eggs and toast down before getting to her next lesson, which was DADA. She yawned and looked around wearily. "Kellie?" Bill asked. Kellie nudged him. Putting a finger on her lips she winked. "Good one" he laughed and Kellie chuckled with him. "You might want to watch your back though" taking a hint she quickly slid into her dads classroom. "Oh Turkey" she froze and spun on her heel. Fred and George were there. Wands raised. Kellie winced. "Expelliarmus!" She said, Fred's wand flew to her. Then she ducked a hex George threw at her and she used the disarming charm. She sauntered past them and gave them a kiss each on the cheek. "When will you learn?" She laughed. "Did she out smart you again?" Her dad smiled. "You can take off the body binds now" Kellie grinned. "That's the beauty of it" she said, she morphed back and her hair was the lilac colour. "I didn't hex or jinx them" Lupin laughed again. "I see you have the marauders side in you" Kellie tapped her nose. "Memorised the map" she quipped. She threw them their wands and they stared at her. "How?" Kellie laughed. "Don't ask and-" she started. "She won't lie" her dad finished.

Kellie had potions with the slytherins, it wasn't too bad she shared a desk with Fred. Kellie looked at her cauldron as it simmer green. Kellie looked at the instructions, she added unicorn hair. "Three stirs, clockwise, anti clockwise, clockwise." Kellie said to him. "But it says.." Kellie sighed. "Just do it" Fred nodded as he followed her instructions. Snape came over to inspect it. "This is exactly how it should be, I highly doubt it was you Weasley" he sneered, Fred smiled at Kellie. "All Kellie's idea sir" Snape nodded. "Five points to griffindor, now class put your potions into a vial, label it and put it on my desk." Kellie grinned at Fred and bottled up their potion. She labelled it with her neat curly writing and took it to Snapes desk. Snape nodded she walked back to Fred who high fived her. "You got five points, from Snape!" Everyone had put their potions on their desk. "Clearly the only one that's right is this one!" He held up Kellie's and Fred's in between two fingers. "Mr Weasley, considering this is your potion, you can come and try it out" Kellie suppressed a snicker as Fred got up and Snape poured a drop on his head. Fred instantly turned grey. The same colour as the wall. "Excellent ten points to griffindor" everyone's head snapped to Kellie, then to Fred, then to Snape. Kellie smirked as the bell rang. "A foot and a half on the properties of moonstone, to be handed in next weeks first lesson." Everyone left. Fred still the same grey. Kellie smiled and with a flick of her wand and a muttered spell Fred was back to normal. "I can't believe-" Fred grinned. "He gave us fifteen points-" George continued. "Without us losing any" Kellie finished. She was by now familiar with these conversations and she could easily but in and be right.

The lessons seemed to pass quickly and Kellie walked through the halls with pats on the back nd smiles. Except from slytherin. Kellie was walking with the twins, Ally and Lee as she normally did when they passed a group of sixth year slytherins. They stopped the five. "Hey look! It's the bitch, the blood traitors and the other one." Kellie felt her blood curl. "Aww, look, the ickle wickle firstie is annoyed!" One said, Kellie felt her hair changing. "Bloody hell!" One of them exclaimed. "Aren't you the one that took a Crucio for a hufflepuff?" Kellie nodded. "Yeah, why?" They looked between them. Then they reached out and grabbed Kellie's arms. "Hey get off her!" Fred yelled. He drew his wand and started shouting hexes and jinxes at them. They tightened their grip. "Get the bloody hell off me!" Kellie yelled, kicking at them. Ally, Lee and the twins were all yelling at them. "Oi! She kicked me, you fucking bitch!" One of them put their hand over her mouth. Taking her chance she bit him. "Crucio!" They yelled. Kellie screamed out and the pain slowly became unbearable. "Your mummy and daddy aren't here now, are they?" Kellie suddenly grinned through the pain. "Are you so sure about that?" A voice said, the six slytherins turned around. There stood Nymphadora, Remus, professor McGonagall, professor Snape, professor Binns, Hagrid and Dumbledore. "We didn't do anything!" They insisted as Kellie fell into her friends arms. "Holy shit" she murmered, "life doesn't get more exciting?" Her wrist was killing her. She must have fallen on it funny. "Kellie!" Her mum said rushing to her. "Wotcher mum" she grimaced, Nymphadora grinned and hugged her. "Why is it always you?" Professor Binns asked in his normal droning tone. "Because I'm me" Kellie said, she was quiet and pale. Kellie noticed her mum had been crying. "Mum, don't cry" Kellie said pushing up and feeling her wrist jolt, she let out a gasp of pain and hugged her mother. "Let's get you to the hospital ward!" Professor McGonagall rapped out. Kellie nodded. "One second" Ally said, she walked up to the one who had used Crucio. Then she punched him in the face. He swore as he cupped his now bleeding nose in his hands. "10 points to griffindor" professor Snape said. Now that surprised everyone, Snape was smirking slightly. That almost gave Lee a heart attack.

When Kellie woke up she saw Teddy by the bed. He let out a snore and Kellie giggled at his face. "Teddy, Teddy, you dolt wake up!" Kellie rasped, her voice seemed quiet and her throat strained. "Kellie!" Teddy exclaimed as he woke up with a jolt. Kellie laughed and tried to sit up. "Stay still miss Lupin!" Madam Pomfrey said as she bustled over. "I've got to get mum and dad!" Teddy said, he jumped up and kissed his little sister cheek. "Teddy, don't tell my friends, I want to scare the shit out of them!" Teddy laughed and nodded. "Normally miss Lupin I'd condone for language but those boys need to get a, as muggles say, taste of their own medicine" a cheerful voice smiled. "It looks like you are much loved" Kellie smiled at Dumbledore and then noticed the sweets, chocolate and a few books. There was a picture that Kellie picked up. She laughed, she couldn't remember it being taken. The twins had their arms slung over each of her shoulders. They were laughing and smiling like idiots. Dumbledore started discussing important matters and what she'd missed. "Miss Lupin, you'll be able to leave, I've checked you over!" Madam Pomfrey bustled off again. Kellie laughed and looked at a spare bit of parchment. "Well, miss Lupin, I shall leave you to pack all these up" Kellie smiled at him and nodded. "Oh sir, do you want a chocolate frog?" Dumbledore smiled, the familiar twinkle in his eyes gave Kellie a sense of safety. "Well I can't say no" he said as Kellie passed him a chocolate frog. He nodded his head and left, as quickly as he had come in. "I solemnly swear I'm up to no good" she said, her wand pointing at the map. She could see her dad and mum coming closer with Teddy, everyone else was in the main hall. Kellie cleared up and left before her parents came in. They left quickly, Kellie watched on the map as they went into the great hall. This was it. She thought.

She looked around and dashed to the great hall. She smirked and pointed her wand at the map. "Mischief managed" she smiled and set off the crate of fireworks someone bought her. "Bloody hell!" Someone exclaimed. She looked in and saw her mum and dad looking at the griffindor table. Well more like staring. Kellie set off another firework. The hall was silent. "Let us welcome back Kellie Lupin, who has been unconscious for the last three days!" There were rounds of applause and in came a blue turkey, dancing an Irish jig. Kellie, as the turkey, hopped on the griffindor table and danced to her best friends. They were all slumped over their plates, apparently not having heard Dumbledore. Kellie sat on the bench and morphed back. She poked Ally in the shoulder. "Leave me alone" she said, tears brimming in her eyes. "Well, that's rude" Kellie smirked, everyone around them was staring at her. "What a spectacular entry Kellie" Dumbledore grinned. Ally looked up. "Holy shit Kellie!" She said, hugging her best friend, then she punched her in the arm. "Never do that again" George and the others hadn't looked up through the clapping. "Why is everyone clapping?" George asked. Kellie smiled at him. "Because the results on the test came back, you lot are morons but, I haven't got better mates!" Suddenly Lees head shot up. "Kellie!" Lee and George said. "Did you lot honestly not see the blue turkey or the fireworks?" Fred was playing with his hands. "That's nice" Kellie laughed, she was suddenly in a fit. "seriously?!" The food had appeared next to them. "Aww Freddie" Kellie smiled, nudging him. "George, seriously I don't wanna talk, I'm really worried.." Kellie hugged him. "Hey! I don't look one bit like George! I destest that statement, no offence Georgie. But are you okay Freddie?" he had frozen. "Kellie?!" He asked, there was a great amount of chatter and a lot of people were staring at her. "Who else the Queen, or worst George!" She shuddered and the people around her laughed.

Kellie was going to spend Christmas at the same burrow with everyone else. Including her parents and Teddy. He was in the same year as Charlie and a prefect. Kellie was happy as she got off the Hogwarts express. She loved the twins dearly but she couldn't handle them for too long. "I'll owl you!" Ally smiled as they hugged. "I'll owl back" Kellie quipped and they waved before dragging their trunks onto the platform. Kellie saw Molly and she smiled politely. "Wotcher Mrs Weasley!" Kellie said, brightly. Her hair the normal lilac she loved so much. "It's Molly, dearie. I suppose we've never properly met! You must be Kelie? The boys have told me so much about you" Kellie smiled, but a slight blush crept up. Her hair stayed the same. "Thanks for having me Molly!" Kellie smiled at her. Molly grinned. "No problem what's so ever! I cook plenty anyway!" Kellie smiled at her. "Fred and George always say Hogwarts food doesn't hold a candle compared to your cooking!" Molly smiled even wider. If that was possible. "Well that's nice, I guess you'll be the judge of that. Percy! Charlie! Bill!" She grinned at the three redheads. "Wotcher!" Kellie waved at the two younger redheads. "You must be Ron and Ginny!" The girl grinned at her, flinging her arms around Kellie's waist. "Kellie! The boys tell us so much about you and-" she started babbling on and Kellie started to laugh. "You've met Ginny then?" Kellie rolled her eyes at the two. "Yep, she's replaced you two now" Kellie said, Bill snorted, Ginny giggled and Kellie started to laugh. "Nope our best friend" George said, pulling Kellie into a hug. Then Fred did soon Kellie was squashed by most of the Weasley clan. "Get off!" She squeaked. "I can't breathe!" Bill and Charlie got off, Percy pulled Ginny off, Ron who had been equally squashed got away. Fred and George stayed. Kellie's hair went the furious red. "Get off!" She demanded, struggling in their grip. "Woah!" Ron said, he was gaping at her hair. Kellie had an idea she morphed into a turkey. Slipped out of their grip and morphed back. Several people were looking amused and shocked. "I'm a metamorphmagus, like mum" Kellie grinned. "Now, now Kellie, no terrifying passers by" Kellie laughed. "Just be thankful I don't use my powers for something worst dad" Kellie smiled, he kissed her head and rolled his eyes. "I wouldn't put it past you" Kellie's mother sighed. Teddy snorted. "I love how you don't question me on this" Kellie laughed. "That's cause your an innocent hufflepuff" Kellie said. The twins snickered beside her. She slipped back to Ginny and they started talking about something. Kellie had no idea what.

Christmas came by quickly. On Christmas morning Kellie was woken by Fred, Ginny, and Ron all jumping on her bed. Kellie shot up, "what the bloody hell!" She yelled at them, as Fred Jumped on her stomach. "It's Christmas, Turkey!" Fred yelled back, Kellie scowled and shoved Fred. "What the bloody hell?!" She repeated. A tired looking Percy popped through. "Be thankful you didn't have four people jumping on you. Three of them bigger than you." Kellie scowled at the three. "I'm up now" she muttered, climbing out of bed. She stumbled into slippers muttering curse under her breath and grabbing a blanket. She wrapped it round her. "Ahh you lot are up!" Kellie's mum appeared at this point. "Unfortunately" Kellie frowned, glaring at them. "What did you lot do? Kellie's normally a morning person" Kellie rolled her eyes. "They jumped on me till I got up. Apparently Percy got it worse, he had Bill, Charlie, Teddy and George jumping on him." Kellie sighed. "You can tell them apart this early?" Her mum said, scrunching her nose. Kellie smiled. "Fred's the only one who calls me turkey" she shrugged, yawning. "The only reason she's a morning person is because she doesn't get up till the afternoon!" Fred said in an overly happy way. "Yay" Kellie muttered, in a monotone voice.

They dragged Kellie and Percy downstairs. Kellie was looking at the clock. "It's five o'clock in the morning!" Kellie groaned. The twins shrugged. "Kellie!" Teddy grinned. Kellie glared at him. "See you've inherited the 'I'm not getting out of bed, you try and I'll breathe fire' gene from dad." Kellie's nose scrunched up and she suddenly had a Dragons head. "I will breathe fire" she mumbled changing her hair back. Kellie's mum laughed. "Morning!" Kellie turned to her dad. "Wotcher!" Kellie smiled. Molly and Arthur followed. "You get more like your mother everyday" her dad smiled, he sat next to his Dora and his arm wrapped round her shoulder. "Oh Remus open this" she handed him a box. Remus opened it and inside was a knitted jumper, for a baby. Then a pregnancy test. Kellie jumped to her feet. "OH MY GOD! I'M GONNA BE A BIG SISTER!" She looked round, everyone was staring awestruck. "Well it's obvious isn't it?" Kellie grinned before hugging her mum. "Ahh! I'm so excited, thank you for waking me up, it was so worth it!" She squealed. Her dad still hadn't gripped the idea. Suddenly he grinned. Then he pulled her into a long kiss. Kellie pulled a face and Teddys hair went a yellow. He was happy too. Kellie's hair was bright purple, she smiled. "Well we can celebrate later!" Molly said, gazing at the happy couple. They tore into their gifts, Kellie had a Weasley jumper, books, chocolate, joke supplies and a pretty necklace from her parents. She loved it, it was simple but so her. Then Sirius apparated in. "I come bearing gifts!" He said, he was carrying four thin packages. He handed them to Kellie, Charlie, Fred and George. Then he handed something to Percy. It was a deluxe set of quills and parchment. Then to Bill, some books that would help him with his new job he would start soon. Then to Teddy a miniature dragon and some books about famous hufflepuffs, a few signed posters from the chudley cannons to Ron and some of the Holyhead harpies for Ginny. Kellie almost screamed when she opened her's. A nimbus 2000. "Thanks so much uncle Sirius!" She squealed. "Oh and I'm gonna be a big sister!" Sirius grinned and clapped Remus' shoulder. "Ha! Didn't know you had it in you!" Remus went red. Tonks laughed. She hugged them both. "Oh and some muggle stuff for Arthur! Molly, I have some cooking stuff and the latest Lockheart book!" He handed them brightly wrapped things. Then he handed the other two some other packages. "Well I must go! I'm sorry I can't stay, it smells great Molly!" Kellie and Teddy hugged him, as did everyone else. "Bye!" Teddy smiled.

Thats how we found out about my two new siblings. Yep TWINS! My parents were thrilled. I have to wake up for them. Anyway, first year was boring after that. But my new siblings were born Hope Andromea and Lyall Sirius Lupin! They were so cute. Now? Not so much. But anyway, I'll tell you a bit more of my detailed memoir!