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I want to be loved
Chapter 2
Its getting harder everyday to cover all these bruises, the team except Grissom of course has been worried about me wondering why I never do over time no more, how I always take a few sick days off a month and how skinny and tired I look.
I remember nick once bought me breakfast and said I wasn't going anywhere till I had eaten every little bit.
I know they all care for me I really do, its just I can't tell them about the hell I live in everyday.
Hank would kill me.
I haven't slept in over 3 days (or was that 4)
Hank haunts my dreams as well as my life.
Im scared to go home after shift.
The beatings and rapes have gotten worse.
I don't even love hank, I love Grissom.
If only he knew what hell I live in.
I have to tell him but how?
"Sara"
"Huh" Sara shook her head to get rid of her thoughts "Oh hey Griss"
"Are you okay Sara you looked miles away?" he has never saw her looking so thin and pale.
"Im fine Grissom" Grissom please help me "What have I go tonight?" Sara answered with a fake smile
Grissom knew it was a fake smile but thought if she wanted to talk to him she will; he didn't want to put any pressure onto her.
"You're with me and Nick, 2 DB's out in Henderson"
"Okay, ill grab my kit and meet you outside my car in 5 minutes"
Grissom nodded and walked towards Sara's car.
Sidle pull yourself together Sara thought with her head in her hands.
A few tears fell down her cheeks as she angrily swiped them away.
Come on Sidle don't let them see how weak you are.
Grabbing her kit she headed towards the car park where she saw Nick and Grissom in small talk waiting by her car.
"Sorry I had to stock up my kit" Sara lied opening the driver's side door and jumping in.
Grissom got in the passenger side and Nick got in the back seat.
The drive to the crime scene was deathly silent.
Grissom glanced at Sara a few times but she kept her gaze on the road.
Sara felt Grissom's eyes on her but didn't meet his gaze she knew she would burst into tears when she sees the concern in them blue orbs.
They arrived at the crime scene and headed over to were Brass was stood
"Hey guys" Brass started "We have 2 bodies, Gary Anderson in the attic with one gunshot wound to the temple, and Claire Anderson is in the bedroom, no gunshot wound on her though but she has been beaten pretty badly. I think it's a murder/suicide" Brass continued, "Guy beats his wife up and kills her and he pops himself"
"Thanks Brass" Nick replied while Grissom and Sara nodded their thanks.
"Right Nick you get the attic while me and Sara will get the bedroom" Grissom said heading towards the bedroom with Sara in front. Hopefully I might be able to talk to her; hopefully she will answer anything but "im fine"
"Ill start by taking photos of the body" Sara murmured crouching down to get a better look of the body.
I wonder if ill die like this? Beaten to death, hell Hank has given me worse bruising then these, but who would find me Grissom?, hell he wouldn't even know I was missing. Sara thought pulling her sleeve further down her arm covering the bruise Hank had left there few nights ago.
Unknown to her, that Grissom was watching her.
"Sara, are you okay?" Grissom asked concern etched in his voice.
"Im fine" I have to tell him I have to get away
Why can't she tell me is she scared? And why was she pulling her sleeves further down her arms? Is she hurt? Grissom thought
Sara stood up only to sway a little on her feet and feeling light headed.
"Sara?" was the last thing she heard before her legs buckled underneath her.
TBC
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