New Feelings: Chapter 2 of 3

Ichigo turned to face Ishida. When he did, he found himself locking lips with Ishida. He tried to gasp because of surprise but couldn't. Ishida wrapped his arms tightly around Ichigos neck. Ichigo struggled, trying to get away. Even though he tried to get away, for some reason he felt the strange sensation to stay. Maybe this was the excitement he had been looking for? Wait! This isn't right!What am I thinking? Another dude wants to make out with me and here I am lip locked with him! Ichigo pressed hard against the others chest trying to get Ishida to let go of him. When he finally let go Ishida whispered quietly into Ichigos ear, "That's it. I knew you would be good Kurosaki-kun."

Ichigo shuddered. Ishida's hands traveled up his sides. With out much resistance from Ichigo, Ishida had removed Kurosakis shirt. It it the ground without even the slightest rustle or sound. Ichigo now sat shirtless in front of Ishida. Ishida felt a twinge of pain from his hard and erect privates. The perfect body he had pictured was even better in reality. It was perfectly sculpted. His hard six pack and his bi and triceps stood out even more. This is the moment I've been waiting for for so long. For this moment. I have have lived for this. I was never noticed by him until high school and now he sits here half naked before me. Oh there are so many things I want to do to him but I can't. "What do you mean you knew I'd be good? Did you plan to do this to me? Is it a joke? I bet there are cameras hiding somewhere and you're going to take pictures and bring them to school to show everyone. That's pathetic. You already get enough attention and you need even more."

Ishida looked hurt. "Why? Why won't you believe me when I say I love you? I have from the moment we first met. I know that I'm a Quincy and that I'm supposed to hate all Shinigami(4) demo(5), I can't help it." With that, he pushed the stunned Ichigo with force onto the couch. He way lying down on his back so Ishida made a bridge with him over his body. He leaned down to kiss him. Ichigo tried to look away but couldn't. Instead he lifted his head to meet Ishida's. He couldn't believe what he was doing. This was wrong. He was a guy and so was the person he was kissing. Ishida removed his lips and started to lick Ichigo's ear and along the nape of his neck.

He smiled when he heard the small moans coming from him. Ishida started his slow descent down the boys body. He stopped at the nipples and began to suck on it. Ichigo arched his back. His body wanted so badly to refuse the tounge. His brain told him to kick the boy, punch him rip his hair out. Just about anything but he couldn't do anything. This was a new pleasure. His body also wanted to feel the touch of another person on it. Be it female, or regrettably, male. Ishida had started to descend again. He stopped at his navel and looked at him, Are you ready for this? Ichigo?"

"What the hell do you mean by that?! What ever you're going to do it's nasty. Are you purposely trying to gross me out? Are you so desperate as to do it with another man?!"

Ishida smiled playfully. Ichigo growled and the growl half way through became a moan, as Ishida unzipped his pants and pulled them off along with his boxers. The guy had started to gently rub it up and down making Ichigo squirm in what he hoped was disgust but he was no longer sure. "I want you so badly to be mine but you won't let me get close." He rubbed a little harder and a little faster making Ichigo arch his back again. "You don't understand the feelings of other people because you're so caught up in your own problems in your own little world." Ishida stopped rubbing and took two fingers and pushed them into Ichigo and started to rub there instead. Ichigo screamed in pain. "You're so tight Ichi. Loosen up a little." Ichigo glared at him.

"You're friggen' trying to rape me and you tell me to loosen up? And don't give some damn pet name. Ichi? What the hell kind of name is that?" Ichigo tried to claw at the guys face but Ishida moved his face back just in time.

"Alright then if you won't loosen up if I try with my fingers..." He unbuttoned his pants and slipped them off and his boxers soon after followed. He was now sitting naked on top of Ichigo. He sat across Ichigos midsection, with one leg on either side of his body. He pushed his inside Ichigo and started to move back and forth. Soft moans came from the boy. "Come on. Be loud. Call my name. No one but me can hear you." He moved a little faster.

Ichigo gripped Ishidas muscular arms and yelled, "Ishida. Ishida. ISHIDA!" Before he could stop he came and white sticky goo slid off of Ishida's chest.

Ishida and Ichigo were both sweating. Ishida fell over and landed on top of Ichigo. They could feel each other breathing hard. Once their breathing pace was back to normal, Ishida instantly started kissing Ichigo. He let his tounge travel on Ichigos bottom lip and then with out waiting for permission, forced it inside his mouth. He gasped. With time the kiss became much more passionate. Soon, both out of breath they fell back onto the couch. (Well they were already there but you know what I mean!)

They sat there for a minute before Ichigo, forcefully pushed Ishida off of him. He landed with a loud thunk on the ground. Ichigo grabbed his clothes, quickly put them on, before he stormed out of Ishidas house.

Ishida was still on the ground. He was in a state of shock and just sat there for a minute. When he stood up he flinched a little because of the sharp pain he had in the back of his head. "(6) Gomenasai Ichigo. Gomenasai. I love you so much but I don't want to hurt you." Tears started to form but not because of the pain. He wasn't sure why he was crying he just was.

Translations:

4.Shinigami- Death Gods

5.Demo- but

6.Gomenasai- A kind of formal "I'm sorry"