Stefan groaned feeling the side of him getting hit with a foot repeatedly until he made some sort of movement. His eyes blinked open coming to realize that he was lying on the floor then sat up some more seeing his Bonnie dump her keys on the table then remove the large bag from over her shoulder.

"I was just thinking about you, baby."

She chuckled. "Passed out on the floor? Yeah right."

He slowly rose to his feet and in that same speed walked over to her hugging her from behind. She protested against it because of his smell, but stopped when she realized that he wouldn't let her go.

"I love you, you know that?"

"Yeah."

"I can't live without you. Don't leave me cause then I'll die but that will be OK because I'll find you and stay with you forever as a ghost." She rolled her eyes but smiled. "How was work?"

"Pretty good actually. I got paid."

"Can I borrow fifty bucks?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"You know why. You'll spend it on drugs and you said that you would stop after this week."

"I can't go out with a bang?"

"No, Stef—"

"Come on, baby. Just me and you having one last good time together like we used to."

"I've been clean for almost a year."

"Almost," he chuckled. "Let's start together, it'll be easier that way, we can help each other out. Call out of work for the weekend, we'll party tonight and tomorrow and stop on the sabbath."

She couldn't stop her laugh. "Since she do you call it the 'sabbath'?"

"Since we're getting clean. Jesus will be on our side."

She chuckled then her face went serious. "I don't know, Stefan."

"Baby, come on. Please. Do this for me, for us. All I need is two fifty."

"Two fifty?" Her eyes went wide. "That'll leave us with one hundred for two weeks."

"The fridge is stocked and I can get us a few extra bucks if we need it. Come on,"

She looked into his eyes as he held out his hand then let out a breath before reaching for her satchel to get her wallet then handed him the money. He kissed her then told her that he'll be back in an hour before leaving her in their apartment.

;;;

She watched him split in threes right in front of her eyes then chuckled before closing her eyes moving her head back. "Ow," she rubbed her head as it hit the wall.

Stefan laughed then crawled up to her kissing her head repeatedly. "You're bleeding."

"No I'm not."

"Then what's all this red?"

"I dyed my hair red like last month, asshat."

"Oh."

She frowned. "Do you like it? I'll cry if you don't."

He shushed her when she started pouting and tearing up and held her close, "I love it, baby, I promise. I love it so much, you look so beautiful, so beautiful."

"You promise?" She sniffed in.

"I promise, I love it."

He moved to kiss her then wiped away her tears before kissing her again moving her to her back sliding his hands up her shirt.

He rested his head on her stomach as they both breathed deeply. He caught his breath then looked up her naked body smiling seeing that she was still struggling. He started with kisses moving up then licked across her nipples gaining a moan. He kissed her chin and she smiled. Stefan met their lips and they started kissing deeply and intensely. He rocked his body into her but wouldn't go as far as removing his jeans. This wasn't about sex right now, just kissing, but making out with Bonnie never failed to put him in the mood. She still felt pleasure from him making her almost yank out the hair on his head. She wanted him, but this wasn't about sex right now.

His body slowed as their lips followed and soon his hips no longer moved at all, but their lips continued to do so. She needed to breathe, but Stefan kept kissing her mouth until he was ready to pull away and when he was, his head moved to the side of her neck and he felt her pounding heart on the side of his face. He moved off her to grab his shirt off the ground and help her get dressed in it. It was inside out, but they didn't mind.

He then moved over to the dresser pulling out a blunt, lit it, and walked back over to their bed in the middle of the room. He sat against the headboard then decided on laying next to her. He released the smoke on his mouth before pulling her on top of him.

He kissed her. "I'll never find a lover like you."

"Then why did you do it," she referred to the cheating.

He chuckled then held the paper up to his mouth. "Because like you said. I know you'll leave me and find a guy who can love you better than I can. Even though I knew I would fail, I tried. You won't be around long, but. The thought of that makes me do very dark things." He handed it to her.

"Do you love me?"

"What the hell, of course I do,"

"Then you'll stop thinking that bullshit. No matter how many times I want to leave your ass, I don't think I can. And I hate it, honestly, I really do. I would've been gone a long time ago, but I'm here." She took a hit. "But I love you, Stefan. Nothing can or ever will change that."

He watched her eyes then started to get up when she did. His body rocked as she started jumping beside him on the bed. The people downstairs would surely complain, but he didn't stop her. He looked up at her and smiled not remembering a time when he's even her this free. All he wants is for her to be happy and for her to never stop loving him. She told him that she wouldn't, but he couldn't be so sure.

He hit her legs lightly causing her to stop jumping and straddle his lap. He kissed her twice before pulling her in a hug. She smiled then hugged him back tightly then turned her head biting his neck.

"Ow! Babe,"

"It didn't hurt that bad."

"Oh yeah?"

She screamed as he bit her and slapped his arm. "You actually have fangs you…fucking guy."

"You're the one with teeth like a werewolf."

She rolled her eyes then pulled away from the hug. Stefan narrowed his eyes at her as she looked at him like she's looking at a monster then backs her head away.

"Wh- what's wrong with your face?"

"What?"

"Under your eyes. I'm barely high, I'm not imagining it."

Stefan turned his face away. "Are you sure you're not high? You just—"

"Stefan, what aren't you telling me?" She grabbed his face in her hands forcing him to look at her then narrowed her eyes when his face was back to normal. "I swore I just. Your face, there was." She let out a breath shaking her head a little.

"Are you hungry, I'll fix you something."

"No I just need some sleep. Lay with me?"

He nodded and watched her get comfortable on the bed before getting behind her with his arm around her waist.

Shortly, he heard her low snores then kissed her cheek before holding her tighter and closer. He couldn't believe that he let himself become undone in front of her and he blames it on the high, but still, he could've had control. Letting out a small breath, he closes his eyes and dreams of her.

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They looked at each other wide eyed as Bonnie's hands were on the wheel. She wanted to go for a drive after a long night of "partying", but ended up driving the car into someone's garden. She got out and apologized to the vines and plants having Stefan laugh then carry her back in before he attempted his turn to drive them back home. Her hand stretched out turning up the radio and started to dance and sing along to the tune playing. She barely knew the words, but that didn't stop her from singing with all that she had.

Stefan only shook his head, but looked over at her and smiled. She's so lovely.

Her nails race up his back as he pounds into her and she comes in a silent scream silencing the room for the first time in five minutes.

Heavy breaths shortly fill the room then she moans as he starts a slower movement now kissing her at about the same pace.

"I fuckin' love you. So fucking much." He tells her against her lips then kisses her some more before stiffening filling her up.

He pulls out then lays beside her breathing deeply as well then looks over at her. "You always look so sexy after,"

She smiles and looks over at him. "What about before and during?"

"Before, you look hella cute. That's why I kiss you a lot and touch you all over. During, all I know is your eyes and the passion and the lust and the fire in them and I can barely tear my eyes away from yours."

"You always know what to say. That's what I love and hate about you. Always so good words."

"Can I get a kiss?"

She moved to kiss him and ran her hand up his bare chest circling his neck. "I love you so fucking much too." She smiles when he does and kisses him again.

"I'll be a better man for you, I promise. I'll never cheat on you ever again, I'll try my hardest to never hurt you, I'll be there for you. I'll marry you."

"Marry me?"

"Yes. One day that's gonna be soon." He kissed her head. "Well have a wedding and—"

Knocks on the door interrupted and made them still and Stefan stood up to slip on his pants once those knocks turned into banging and Bonnie started jumping in his arms. As he reached for the door, the banging stopped so he decided to let it go for now.

He turns back to Bonnie and sees her now dressed in his shirt. "Let's go for a walk, baby."

"Okay,"

She got up and walked to the closet pulling down a sweater and dark jeans from its hanger. She goes with boots since it's Fall and grabs a leather jacket just for safety.

Stefan watched her undress and dress before he get ready himself basically putting on a manlier version of what his girlfriend has on. He fit his fingers in the spaces between hers after she locked their apartment door and they started on their walk.

She would smile whenever he would kiss her head or hug her when they're waiting for that red hand to turn into a white man walking.

"Tell me your deepest secret."

"I don't think I have one." He shrugged. "You know probably all there is to know about me."

"Really?"

"We've been together for four years,"

"Yeah, but still,"

"Tell me yours."

"Uh, I still have sex dreams about Leo D."

"I thought you said those stopped?"

"I lied." She chuckled as he shook his head.

"I'm not good enough for you, baby?"

"We both know that you're more than good enough for me."

He kissed her backing her against the nearest wall wrapping his arms around her. "You're my number one."

"I better be."

He chuckled then they kissed again for a few seconds before pulling away.

"Well look who it is." A voice was heard gaining the couple's attention.

They turned and as Bonnie's face grew confused, Stefan's grew worry.

A/N: So who do you think this mystery person is? Tell me what you think so far in the reviews!