Do I deserve this?
23rd or July 2012
Can you hear me? Can you? According to my father I sound exactly like a squirming cat stuck in an oak tree! He kept balling at me, saying to me that I was so shy and that Arthur would never like me. What if he is true… He is my one and only father and I am sure he's just trying to keep me happy. He's not doing very well, may I add. Lazily he asks me to get a pint of milk from our cow, who does he think he is? Shouting at me, basically diminishing my love for Arthur! Now he's in his bed sipping the bottle of milk, breathing really deeply. I know he has recently been horrible to me but he is still my father. And I intend he will get better in the many days to come! Yesterday, when Arthur came to the door, I rushed over to retrieve it. Arthur had brought me something so romantic. Something that made my week! He brought me a huge vase of lilies, lilac soft, natural lilies, just for me. I was extremely joyful, I danced around the room and even sung a short melody. But that all ended when my father came in…