New chapter, enjoy it.
With Love, Yeah Right
Chapter 2
Kuroko shivered as he felt a tongue lick the nape of his neck. His pants were heavy, his eyes droopy as he reached up and curled his fingers in his hair.
"Ku-ro-ko." The voice taunted.
Kuroko let out a long moan as the tongue darted up again, this time licking his chest and making it's way lower. He gasped and opened his icy blue eyes, spotting the assailant making these feelings come out. Red eyes met blue. A devilish smile appeared, those canine teeth showing as he licked his lips.
"Kuroko."
Kuroko woke up in a fit of sweat again. His heartbeat was irregular, along with his breathing as he held the blanket close to him and looked around. It was just a dream, it was just a dream, but what a dream that was! Kuroko groaned as he fell back against his pillow, trying to image how the end of that dream would happen. Tetsuya's barking kept him awake though so he got up out of his bed and started the day.
All throughout training his mind raced about Kagami, it didn't interfere at all though. Team Seirin was back on track, Riko nodded with acceptance. After school life went on like every other day, today though... something peculiar happened in the back of class while their history teacher started sprouting nonsense. Kagami blinked his eyes as he heard a grunt. He place a finger in his hear digging out whatever earwax was stuck in there and shook his head. When a moan followed right after, Kagami turned around.
Kuroko was passed out on his desk, his face red in dreamland. Kagami blinked, his eyes narrowing a bit, and he saw as Kuroko moaned again. He felt his member twitch as a reaction and quickly turned back around, shoving his book off the desk. Kuroko woke up in surprise and Kagami was lectured, it was worth it though. Right when the lunch bell rang Kagami tried to take up, Kuroko grabbed him though.
"WHAT?!" He yelled.
Kuroko blinked, "I need to talk to you."
"Well make it quick!" He snapped walking outside of the classroom.
Kuroko followed after, putting two and two together.
"Urges?" He asked.
Kagami made a face, didn't he decide to be honest with him? He already knew the truth.
"Yeah."
"I'll make it quick then, yesterday you told me a secret you obviously didn't want anyone to know so I see it only fair if I tell you a secret of my own. So you'll have something over me and if I ever tell, which I swear to God I won't, then you can spread my secret."
"Kuroko, I trust you. This is ridiculous, can I go-"
"I'm gay."
Kagami blinked as he stared down at the younger man.
"And yes, gay and fag do have a difference. Gay is the nicer way to call people like me while fag is an insult."
Kagami... Kagami was repulsed. He took a step away from Kuroko, his eyes narrowed as he stared at him.
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah. I figured it out in middle school when Daiki confessed to me. We had a falling out with GoM, but that hasn't changed who I am. It's not like I'm ashamed or trying to hide it, just that how many gay basketball players are there in the world? People wouldn't understand, not yet, so there you have it. My secret."
It was a relief to finally tell someone, although he always had Daiki to talk to. Kagami, Kagami didn't know how to make heads or tails of things. He hated gay people, hated with a passion, but this was Kuroko. Instead he accepted the secret, nodded his head, and left to blow off all this steam on someone else. Kuroko watched him leave with a heavy heart, feeing this pain in his chest. He was strong on the outside and gave away nothing while he continued the rest of the day.
Kagami avoided him like the plague the rest of the day and somehow during practice, which was an amazing thing to get away with without Riko noticing. He was left alone on the walk home, Kagami being nowhere in sight. He wondered if he as out having intercourse with someone? Was it the man he saw last time? Or was it perhaps someone different? Kagami didn't seem to deny the player insult. Kuroko stopped walking and looked up at the sky.
He felt empty, just like the sky when he didn't notice any clouds. The weekend gave him time, space to think about things. There was only one possible explanation why he was feeling so down and it was because Kagami was with another man... men. Daiki was his light, and he shone so bright feeling Kuroko with all these wonderful feelings. His light got tainted though, and even now that it was back to it's brilliant self, Kuroko had been drawn to a new light. It wasn't just a light though, but a fire. A burning, passionate fire that filled his dreams up every night.
That fire was Kagami. So what he was feeling right now, was jealously. So what that meant was, he had feelings for Kagami... huh. It was obvious with the way Kagami had acted that he wasn't accepting his gayness and was only looking for a release... what if?
Kuroko shook his head, no. He couldn't be his release. Kagami would never, he probably had so many other people... he was probably doing so many other people... no... yes? Maybe? Kuroko didn't know, Kagami confused him till no ends. When the following Monday came up and school started, Kuroko thought about it all day long and hard. Kagami didn't disappear once so that meant he hadn't seen anyone... what about after class though? Or maybe this morning? This annoyed Kuroko until finally, he made his decision.
Practice went way overtime, Riko thought everyone deserved it, and it was night when they started walking home. Maji Burger was abandoned with how beat tired they were walking home... well not beat tired. Kuroko looked over at Kagami and saw a clear scowl on his face.
"Feeling any urges? Huh Kagami?" Kuroko asked.
Kagami glared down at Kuroko, but pulled it back a little. Kuroko was willing to accept his gayness, THOUGH HE WASN'T GAY, so over the weekend Kagami quickly forgot about Kuroko's own gayness. Gay or straight, this was his partner here. They always had each other's back so one small detail like that wasn't about to ruin all their months of blood, sweat, and tears shared between them.
"A little." He mumbled.
Kuroko nodded, "Plan on releasing those urges later on?"
"Kuroko, I'm glad you know, actually I'm not, let me tell you what a secret is. Something you don't talk about, ever. Now just because we both know my secret, doesn't mean we get to talk about it. I don't want to talk about it with you. Let's try to bond about something else, alright?"
"I just thought I could help you."
Kagami stopped walking and stood frozen in his spot. So that seemed to finally catch his attention.
"Don't joke like that."
"Who says I'm joking?" Kuroko asked turning around.
He was being deadly serious, Kagami could tell with the look in his eyes. It was the same look every time they played against an opponent. Flashbacks to days before when Kuroko was moaning in class gave Kagami shivers. He couldn't.
"Too bad I don't screw friends."
"I hate you then."
Kagami rolled his eyes and started walking again, "It'll mess with our teamwork."
"No it won't."
"You'll end up hating me."
"I already do."
Kagami turned back around and glared, "You don't know what you're talking about Kuroko so shut up because I take you seriously."
Kuroko didn't waver, "You should because I am being serious."
The two had a stare off before Kagami raised an eyebrow, "Why so interested in me?"
"If I answer that, you'll think too much into it, so instead I'll just tell you I have urges too."
Now that he started having dreams about Kagami, before though... not so much. Kagami blinked, that seeming to be the answer. He started walking off in the direction of his apartment, half hoping Kuroko would follow while the other half hoped he'd realize the mistake. He followed all the way, something started burning in Kagami's stomach. As soon as they were inside the apartment, Kuroko was shoved roughly against the wall. All things were dropped as Kagami stared down his prey.
"I don't kiss." Kagami told him.
Kuroko nodded, feeling the butterflies in his stomach.
"I do a lot of other things, not as much as they do for me though and if you like it gentle, back off right now."
Kuroko didn't move, Kagami smirked.
"Come on then."
Kuroko followed to Kagami's room where clothes were thrown off and bodies were united. The dream Kuroko had this morning started up again, his tongue making a trail down his neck, down his chest, his teeth teasing his nipple. Kuroko moaned and flinched, rubbing his legs together from the friction. Kagami was already hard just from the smaller male's voice, this was something new. Skipping all foreplay, he flipped Kuroko around and got right into action. Slipping on the condom, Kagami slapped himself right into Kuroko's back entrance and started seeing stars.
Kuroko, on the other hand, saw black. It hurt, everything hurt, those heated feelings from before turning into pain. It always hurt the first time, that's what Daiki always used to say whenever they talked about, this was something different though. This is what he asked for though, so he didn't complain. Just bit his bottom lip to muffle out the cries until things were over. Kagami was far from over when he had his first release. It was so perfect, so divine, so... heart pounding that he couldn't believe all of these feelings were coming from one go with Kuroko.
He pulled out of him, reading to put on another condom to start the next round when he noticed... blood. Kagami blinked, moving the sheets to make sure his eyes weren't playing tricks on him.
"You were a virgin?"
Kuroko said nothing and Kagami cursed, running his hands through his hair. A virgin, a virgin! Of course he'd be a virgin! Just because he dates Aomine didn't mean he wouldn't be one! Fuck! If Kagami would have known... he still would have done it, he would have been a little bit gentler though. Kuroko feared for the worst when Kagami walked out the room cursing. He had messed it up, his one chance with Kagami. Who knows what was going to happen now...
Kuroko took a breath, keeping the tears back. He would leave with dignity, after everything stopped hurting. He wouldn't give into the tears until he was home alone. Minutes passed and his legs kept shaking. The thought of standing terrified him, let alone the thought of walking. When Kagami came walking back into the room, Kuroko thought he'd have to pull through once he kicked him out.
Surprisingly, Kagami walked off and picked up Kuroko. He stared, a little confused as he was lifted up and carried into the bathroom where a bath of steaming hot water was ready for him. Kuroko was placed inside of it, hissing when the water met his skin.
"You could have told me, I wouldn't have been so rough."
"You said you like it rough."
Kagami smiled darkly, standing up.
"The hot water will help, call me when your ready to get out. You won't be able to walk home, I'll let you spend the night. Hope you like salmon for dinner."
Kuroko was left alone in the bathroom and blinked, smiling lightly to himself. Sure his first experience was horrible, Kagami hadn't kicked him out though. Kagami let him stay. His heart warmed up and Kuroko was pretty sure it wasn't because of the warm water. Twenty minutes later Kagami walked in unannounced with a pair of boxers and an oversized shirt.
"I'm washing yours, here. Time to get out, dinners ready."
Kuroko nodded and accepted his help, wincing lightly on his way out of the bathroom once he was dressed.
"Sorry." Kagami muttered.
"I didn't warn you, my fault entirely."
Dinner was like a meal at Maki Burger. The conversation was light, the food delicious, their friendship growing. Dinner went a turn south when Kagami threw a curveball, or in their language, made a meteor dunk.
"So you and Aomine never did it?"
Kuroko shook his head, "we talked about it, but by the time we were both ready... he started to change and I didn't love him anymore."
Kagami nodded, "I hope you know this doesn't change anything. We aren't together or dating or anything-"
"I know Kagami, we're just here to help each other blow off steam."
Kagami nodded again, glad he understood. He stood up from his seat and walked around the table to Kuroko, pushing him down against the floor.
"Kagami?" He asked, confused.
"Unlike my other relationships, this is a give take and I took more than I gave. Just relax." He explained lifting up his shirt.
"Kagami, you don-" The words were silenced when Kagami slipped a hand under his boxers and grabbed his member. He felt the shiver course through Kuroko and smirked a little.
"Have you ever had a release?" Kagami asked as he slowly started pumping.
Kuroko nodded as he moaned, "Y-yeah. Daiki he, he-, he-"
He couldn't finished with the speed Kagami went, only continuing to pump faster and faster.
"Aomine, Aomine, let's see if I can get him out of your head." Kagami smirked. "You're actually quite large for a man your size."
A few more second Kuroko didn't stand a chance as he let out his release. Kagami pulled his hand out and wiped it off on a napkin while Kuroko covered his eyes, trying to catch his breath. It was amusing. Kagami blinked and reached for his arm, pulling away to see Kuroko's blushing face. He felt himself go hard, there was a shock on his face as he was surprised on how cute Kuroko looked at the moment. Aomine had seen him, like this? Something snapped as Kagami pulled his boxers down.
"Kagami?" Kuroko asked breathless.
"Not enough, I still owe you. Turn around."
Kuroko gulped and did as told, his heart beating in his ears. Kagami dipped his fingers in a cup of water before entering one by one of them into Kuroko, trying to open him up and spread him out. Kuroko shivered and let out a yell as the ice cold fingers made contact, which had Kagami chuckling.
"Asshole." He muttered.
Kagami laughed hard as he started pumping his fingers in and out. Kuroko moaned and lifted his ass higher, panting like crazy. This time everything was different, what he was feeling felt different. It was good, not bad, and Kuroko wanted more.
"More." Kuroko whispered.
Kagami slipped his fingers out and Kuroko growled in frustration.
"Calm down, you wanted more so I'm giving you more." Kagami said licking one of his fingers.
He tasted sweet. Positioning himself just right, he entered Kuroko and waited until he got used to it. It wasn't as painful, there was some discomfort though.
"Tell me when." Kagami whispered nipping his ear.
Kuroko moaned and nodded his head, "okay."
It started at a slow pace, he humped slowly pulling out and pushing himself back in deeper each time. Once Kuroko got used to the rhythm he nodded, meeting the pace.
"More, more." He asked.
Kagami nodded and started going a little bit faster, wrapping his arms around Kuroko's waist so he can go even deeper. This pace was killing him, he had to be patient with Kuroko though. Soon Kuroko got irritated with the pace as well and grunted in frustration.
"Faster, harder."
A sly grin appeared on Kagami's face as he obliged, pressing Kuroko's face against the floor as he got into a better position. It was sex. Fast, hard, animalistic sex on Kagami's part as he slammed harder and harder into Kuroko the louder his cries became. With every cry he became harder and never thought he'd get his release. This was nothing like Kuroko ever experienced and when he came all over the floor, his pressure started building up all over again as Kagami didn't stop his pace at all. Body slapped against body, sweat was shared and moans were so loud they were sure the neighbors could hear.
Nothing else mattered at that one moment when Kagami gave his released. He collapsed on top of Kuroko and pulled himself out when he heard the discomfort noises.
"Sorry, shit. I didn't use a condom."
That was amazing though. All urges left Kagami and instead were replaced with desire. Desire to take the little man over and over again, desire to want to feel those feelings once more. Kuroko was more mind blown, their first time together seeming light years ago. If his legs weren't broken before, they certainly were now.
"Wow."
Kagami laughed and leaned up, "that about sums it up. Can you move."
Kuroko laid still, "no."
With a laugh and a sigh, Kagami picked him up and walked him into his room.
"I'll sleep on the couch, I don't think you'll be able to go to school tomorrow so go ahead and relax her for the day." Kagami said.
"You can sleep here, you know that right?"
"I don't think I could resist and you look like your about to break. I'm in the other room if you need anything though."
Kagami turned to leave and Kuroko quickly grabbed ahold of his hand.
"Tomorrow... I'll still be here tomorrow, so just contain your urges until you get home."
Kagami raised an eyebrow, but said nothing as he walked out. Kuroko took a deep breath and sighed out, rolling around in the bed.
The pillows smelt like him.
