Ne Minna.. its Mikan.. or Nagi whatever eh well here's the second chapter I hope I did well on it... I hope.. ~
Regret?...
Ai P.O.V.
Heartless?... does it really seem that way?.. Ranmaru calls me 'spoiled brat' and 'emotionless' all the time... so... I don't understand why it... hurt so much... when Syo said it.. I want cry... I don't understand why.. its another day.. but like i really care.. I'm not going to get up anyways... not because I don't want to but because I know I will break if I have to face Syo.
Normal P.O.V.
Syo and Natsuki had both just finished getting ready for the day. Natsuki sighed as he glanced over at the young sempai. "Ai-Sempai?.. etto.. are we going to work on choreography or on vocals today?" Natsuki asked with the hopes of hearing a response from his sempai. Yet not a word was heard. Ai was awake, his back facing his kōhai. Syo felt anger knowing Ai was awake and didn't even bother to at least say something. Natsuki saw Syo's annoyed expression and looked at him before saying "you know Syo-chan.. even Sempai has feelings... you shouldn't have gone to far..." before heading out the door leaving Syo and Ai alone. Syo sighed, he really thought Ai would have gotten over it by now it had been two weeks since then, yet... Ai was still... broken. Not even Reiji could seem to cheer the young genius up. Syo felt guilt even if he didn't want to admit it, the feeling was just there. Syo didn't understand why he even cared that much. I mean its not like he even thought of Ai as a friend, he was more of an annoyance and the reason of his problems.. but if that was so... why did he feel this way.. Ai accidentally let out a whimper making Syo's eyes widen. Had sempai been crying this whole time?!.. the young sempai, 15 year old genius and professional idol.. had just been laying there.. crying because someone had called him.. heartless... Syo fell to his knees.. "its all my fault.." Syo muttered. Ai heard Syo's voice and hoped he would leave soon because he knew he wouldn't be able to bare anymore. Unfortunately.. Syo didn't plan to leave any time soon. Syo made his way to Ai. At hearing Hus footsteps Ai cured under his breath.. Syo kneeled down next to Ai's bed and sighed. "Ai?.. are you awake?.." Syo asked even though he already knew his sempai was already awake.. Ai didn't say anything he simply closed his eyes trying to hold back from crying like a childish kid. Syo repeated his question once more. Knowing his kōhai wouldn't leave if he didn't answer Ai spoke "No I'm dancing with piyo-chan.." Ai said trying to hid his emotions but failed as his voice cracked like if he had cried for more than a day.. which he might have.. hearing Ai's voice Syo's felt anger.. not at Ai.. but at himself for being the main reason that Mikaze Ai was like this. Syo took a deep breath before demanding "Ai.. look at me.. please.." Syo said. Ai didn't say anything. Syo repeated again "Ai! Look at me please!" Syo spoke with a higher voice. Ai sighed as he turned to face his kōhai. Syo looked at his sempai who seemed broken and sad.. it broke Syo's heart. Especially since he was the reason Ai was like this. Ai felt tears run down his face as he looked at Syo. Syo couldn't take it anymore and pulled Ai into a hug. "I'm sorry.." Syo apologized as he tightened his grip on Ai not waiting to let go. "Please... forgive me.. please.." Syo continued. Ai felt so much pain but managed to ask "Am I really that heartless?.. am really just a pain?.." Ai asked in the most innocent voice. Syo looked at him and smiled "of course not! I.. I Regret.. having said all those things to you.. you are the most unique and smartest person I know.." Syo said as he hugged Ai who surprisingly hugged him as well.. it felt weird.. who would have imagined they would hug each other. Both pulled back and stared at each other thinking 'why so I feel this way?..'
Next chapter "Why are you avoiding me?!"... I don't know when I'll update probably next week since I have break.. ja~ Matta~ ne~