I own only the words.

I HATE YOU!

Sora, Riku and I are hanging out on Play Island. It's been four days since the two of them got back from the Realm of Darkness. I've never been so pissed off in my life! When Sora and I were reunited, he held me. I almost melted into his arms. I figured that, when we got back, we'd be able to talk about our feelings and possibly start dating. I might as well have thought that rain would start falling UP or expect the time to start flowing backwards!

Sora started staying away from me, even! I don't mean he was avoiding me. I mean, whenever I sat next to him, he'd inch away. And he always made sure not to sit next to me if I was already seated.

Something inside me just snaps! I can't take it anymore! I jump off of the tree we were sitting in and storm off to the pier.

"Kairi?" I hear Sora ask.

"Buzz off!" I snap at him.

"What's wrong?" he asks. He must be following me.

"Only everything, Sora!"

"If I did something to upset you, I'm sorry."

I stop and spin to face him. "IF you did something? You've done EVERYTHING to upset me!"

"I..."

"I HATE YOU, SORA!" I interrupt him. "I hate how you leave on dangerous adventures, leaving me behind to worry about you! I hate how you treat everything as a joke! I hate how you treat all your friends the same way so I don't know if you consider me anything beyond a friend! I hate how you always get your way with that stupid grin of yours!"

"I hate how you manipulate my feelings! I hate how when you smile, I feel giddy! I hate how when I see you frown, I nearly break down into tears! I hate how for ten years we've only been friends! I hate how I can never stay mad at you! I hate how you can make me laugh no matter my mood! I hate how I can't tell you I LOVE YOU!"

He stares at me in shock. I stare back. Did I just admit I love him?

"Y-you," he stammers, "you l-love me?"

I close my eyes and whisper, "yes." Before he can say anything I turn and run. I get six steps before Sora's caught up to me.

"Kairi!" he grabs my shoulder, "wait!"

"It's okay, Sora," I tell him. "You've made your feelings very clear the last few days. I won't do anything to make you uncomfortable. I don't want this to ruin our..." I'm interrupted by Sora's lips on mine. "Wha...?"

"Kairi," he interrupts me again, "I love you, too!"

"Y-you do? Then, why have you been staying away from me!" I demand.

He puts his arm behind his head and gives me that stupid grin I love/hate. "I didn't want to make YOU uncomfortable."

On an intellectual level, I recognize that I should be laughing. I throw myself into his arms. I feel his arms close around my shoulders. All I want at this moment is to melt into him. I start sobbing.

He pets my hair and whispers calming noises into my ear. "You two alright?" I hear Riku ask.

"I," I begin and look up into Sora's eyes, "I think we will be."

"I'm going to head home," Riku tells us. "And, I think it's finally time for me to give you this!"

Riku tosses a small square package to Sora. Sora grabs it out of the air and I recognize it. "Riku!" I shout. "We're not going to need a condom the same day we have our first kiss!"

He laughs, "I'd say make it a bet but, I don't want to take your munny. See you tomorrow!"

After Riku leaves I turn to Sora. "Sora," I tell him with no uncertainty, "we are NOT using that condom today!"

I see a flash of disappointment on his face. "Yeah, that's probably for the best." He puts it in his pocket for later.

"Do you want to?" I ask, surprised. "Wait! Of course, you do; you're a teenaged boy!" We laugh and he holds me tighter. I sigh in contentment.

"Want to sit back down?" he asks me. I nod. He leads me back to the tree we were sitting in. I sit on his lap and wrap my arms around him. "I could get used to this."

"You'd better!" I tease. "I'm never letting go of you!" I kiss his cheek.

"That's going to make going to the bathroom rather awkward, don't you think?"

"I meant here!" I poke his chest over his heart. "I'm never letting you go here!" I bend down to kiss his heart. I grin and grab his hand. I put it over my heart. "This is yours, Sora." I tell him.

He starts blushing furiously. "Kairi," he's obviously trying not to laugh, "I know what you're trying to tell me but, snrk, look down." I look down and realize where I put his hand. I start blushing too. We both laugh.

By the time we stop laughing, there are tears in my eyes. I lean into Sora and give him a quick kiss on the lips. I smile at him seductively and tell him, "they're yours, too." I laugh as Sora does an amazing impression of a fish out of water. "I love you, you bum!"

"I love you, too," he finally gets his voice back. He stares at my chest. I try to calm my heartbeat.

"G-go ahead," I tell him. "You can t-touch them." He grabs my breasts with both hands. I hiss in pleasure.

"I didn't think girls where that sensitive... there..." he tells me.

I pull his hands off of me before I answer. "Neither did I," I tell him, trying to catch my breath. "But," I continue, "I think it has more to do with you than where you were touching."

"What do you mean?"

"When I wash myself, they're not as sensitive. I just think it's your touch..." He runs a finger down my arm. I sigh. "Definitely your touch!" I whisper in his ear.

"So," he begins, "if I touch you here...!" Faster than I could imagine, I see his other hand go under my dress. Before I can stop him he's touching me through my panties! I shudder at his touch. My heart is racing. I feel faint!

It takes all my strength and will to pull his hand away from between my legs. I finally feel myself able to breath again! "Warn!" I try to shout at him but, it comes out as a hoarse whisper. "Warn me first, next time!"

"I'm sorry," he tells me. "Are you okay?"

I nod. "I will be. Just take your hands off me for a minute while I catch my breath."

"Would you like some mouth to mouth?" he jokes.

I smile at him. "Actually, yes!" I plant my lips on his and open my mouth. I feel him open his and I lick the inside of his mouth. I feel him do the same to me. Feeling more adventurous, I put his hand back between my legs. I moan into his mouth.

I pull him closer to me and lean back. He breaks our kiss and his eyes go wide. "Hold on!" he yells. Why would I let go? I then notice we're falling! I close my eyes. At least I can think of worse ways to go than in the arms of my beloved Sora!

We don't hit the ground. "You can open your eyes," I hear Sora say. I do and I see us gliding over the sand. He stops and hovers over the sand. "I'm not used to the weight of another person," he tells me. I quickly put my feet on the ground and let go of him. He lands in front of me.

"Sora!" I scream, hugging him as tight as I can. "I'm so sorry!" I start crying. "If you didn't know how to do that we'd both be..."

He interrupts me with a kiss. "We're both okay." He wipes the tears from my face. Tears start flowing faster but, the new ones are tears of joy. I kiss his hand. I smile at him.

"You saved my life, Sora," I tell him. "Again." I take a deep breath. "I think I better reward you." I see him start to say something but, I put a finger on his lips. "I want to reward you, Sora. So, you can have anything you want." I lean into him and whisper into his ear, "and I DO mean anything!"

He pulls my finger off his lips and looks me in the eye. "You don't owe me a THING, Kairi!"

"I know. I WANT to reward you." I bite my lower lip.

He sighs. "What did you have in mind?" he asks almost bored.

I shake my head. "No, Sora! What did YOU have in mind?"

"Are you serious?" I nod my head. "Anything?" I nod faster. "Anything at all?"

"Yes, you lazy bum! Tell me already!" He blushes and pulls the condom Riku gave him out of his pocket. I blush and hug him. "I was hoping that's what you'd say! But," I take it and throw it into the ocean, "I said we weren't using that today!"

"Kairi!" he protests.

"Sora, I don't want anything between us. I want my first time, our first time?" I ask. He nods. "Good! OUR first time to be as intimate as possible. A piece of latex between us doesn't sound as intimate."

"Kairi," he grabs my hands, "I agree it does sound more intimate that way."

"But..." I prompt him.

"But I don't want to get you pregnant."

"Let ME worry about that."

"No way!" he looks almost angry. "I'm not going to be like my dad!"

I nod. "I'm sorry, Sora. I didn't mean to imply that you're anything like him!" I give him the most seductive look I can manage. "Will you forgive me?"

"I'm like you," he tells me. "I can never stay mad at you, either." He kisses me. I break the kiss and lead him to the Secret Place.

As soon as I get inside I start taking my clothes off. Once I'm naked I walk inside further. "Aren't you going to join me?" I ask, giggling. By his shadow, I see him take his clothes off and follow me. It's pitch black so I call out to him, "I'm over here!" I hear him walk towards me and I sneak to the side.

"What?" I hear him ask. I sneak up behind him and wrap my arms around his waist.

"Got you!" I sing. I kiss his back and reach for his manhood. I hear him groan as I grab him. "How big IS it?" I ask in amazement. Well, it's not like I've every really gotten a good look at one.

"Ugh!" he groans. I run my hand all over his hardened manhood. I feel myself getting more and more turned on. "Kairi," he moans, "I'm getting close." I speed up until I feel him twitching.

"Was that good?" I ask, nervously. He kisses me hard. I break our kiss. "I'll take that as a yes," I whisper in his ear. I lie down on the ground of the cave, pulling him on top of me. The middle of my back ends up in the exact spot his cum landed. I know I should mind but, I don't.

The next thing I know, I feel Sora's hands all over me. I feel touches on my breasts, stomach, arm, thigh, face and entrance. I completely lose track of where I'm being touched. Despite the cold air of the cave, I feel like I'm on fire! My womanhood feels like it's burning! The burning sensation spreads across my entire body. It's a VERY good burning. I close my eyes. I feel like I'm exploding! I hear myself cry out.

"Kairi?" I hear my name being called.

"iya?" is that MY voice?

"Kairi?" Hey! That's Sora's voice! "Are you okay?"

"Sssorrrrra," I hear coming from the cave. Is somebody in here with us? I reluctantly open my eyes and see Sora's beautiful eyes looking down at me. I moan in delight.

"What happened?" I hear Sora ask.

"I think I came," I mumble.

"You THINK?" he asks in shock. "You mean you don't know?"

"If I did, it was the first time," I admit.

"You mean you never..." I shake my head.

"Thank you for my first orgasm, Sora," I tell him with a kiss.

"You're welcome," he tells me awkwardly. I giggle.

"Are you ready to keep going?" I ask.

"Not just yet. I'm sorry."

I wrap my arms around his neck. "Don't be. If we stopped now, I wouldn't be disappointed."

"Me neither." He pulls me closer to him. "But I'd like to go further."

"Me, too. I love you," I whisper in his ear.

"I love you, too," he whispers in mine. I feel shivers run down my spine. I press myself into him harder.

"What is this, love via osmosis?" he jokes.

"I was thinking more along the lines of fusion love," I joke back. He starts licking my nipple. "AH!" I press his head into my breast. I reach down to stroke his manhood again.

When I feel him get hard, I stop and release his head. "Take me," I whisper in his ear, "now!" I feel him place his manhood on my entrance. I put my hands on his butt and pull him into me. He moans; I cry out in pain.

"Do you want to...?"

"Keep going!" I order. He slowly starts thrusting into me. I feel something inside me stretch painfully. I hide my tears by kissing Sora's neck.

"This is going to hurt," he tells me. It already hurts! I feel like I'm being torn apart!

I hear myself scream in agony!

I barely manage to stay conscious.

I sob into Sora's neck.

I feel Sora try to pull out of me. I stop him by wrapping my legs around his waist. "Just, wait!" I sob. "I should be ready to continue soon."

"You're in pain! I'm stopping!" he tells me.

"NO!" I shout. "I'm okay, now," I lie. "Keep going." I can tell he doesn't believe me so, I start grinding against him. I hope this starts feeling better soon! Fortunately, he falls for it and starts thrusting again. I stop and let him pound me. "I love you so much, Sora!" I tell him.

Sora grunts as he answers, "I love you, too." I think he's getting close. Good, the sooner he cums the sooner he'll stop. He starts nibbling my ear. I let out a small sigh. I suddenly hurt a lot less. I put one of his hands on my breast. He starts messaging my breast. It feels like he's pulling my pain out through my breast. I'm actually starting to enjoy it now! "You feel so good, Kairi!" he whispers into my ear.

"So do you!" I'm now able to tell him honestly. The last of the pain is either gone or forgotten. I start grunting in pleasure with Sora. Now that I've had an orgasm, I can tell that I'm close again.

"Kairi," I hear Sora moan. I feel myself meeting his thrusts. I see Sora's eyes roll back. I feel something warm fill me up inside. I feel Sora pull out of me. "Sorry," he tells me. "Are you close?"

"Very," I can barely whisper. He slips a finger inside me. I gasp. As soon as he finds my clit I explode in pleasure. "SORA!" I scream in my second orgasm ever.

"I'm sorry we didn't cum together," he tells me.

"It's okay," I tell him honestly. "We'll just have to keep practicing until we get that part down!"