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I awoke after what seemed like an immeasurable amount of time, I was in blinding agony

I awoke after what seemed like an immeasurable amount of time, I was in blinding agony. There was a burning fire coursing through my veins. The fire was all over my body and all of me thought that I would soon die from the unimaginable pain, my veins were red hot. This pain lasted for what seemed like weeks, I would never end and never lessen. The fire would not be out, though I could faintly feel the cool damp ground underneath me and the occasional rain shower from above, the fire would not cease.

After what seemed like a month the pain slowly subsided and then just as quickly as it had ravished my body, it was gone. I lifted my self off the damp ground at lightning speed. I examined my surroundings and realized what I had just experienced. I had just been turned into a vampire, by Victoria. I was surrounded on all sides with the green of the forest. It was lightly raining and even though it was dead night my vision was crystal clear, I could see every detail around me and I could see far into the distance despite the foggy green mist that surrounded me.

Now that I was a vampire, I knew that many things about me were different. I could tell that my hearing had greatly improved by it seemed natural, like I hand not changed to be this but was born this way. My skin was pale and appeared like marble, just like Edward. I felt powerful and indestructible, I could smell what I knew was Victoria's scent and other scents of the forest, I could smell what my instincts told me was a wolf and it was close. There was an unfamiliar feeling in the back of my throat, I knew it was the thirst that Edward had described, but it was not strong and for that I was grateful.

I started forward, not sure what I was looking for, I could still feel the whole in my chest where Edward's love had once occupied. Now I had an eternity to feel empty and alone. He had abandoned me and I knew he would never want me.

I knew I had to go and see Charlie and tell him I could never see him again, but what would I tell him exactly?

It was then that I first experienced my speed. I raced through the forest at an exhilarating speed, flying past trees and bushes. The mist hanging near the ground lightly dusted my face and hair, the wind was rushing past me and I felt lonely knowing I would never experience this with my love running beside me. Eternal life was worthless without my love to share it with.

I got home and slowly walked through the door, Billy and Charlie were sitting in the living room and looked sad and worried. I realized that with my new vampire abilities they had not heard me enter. As I stood there I realized why Charlie looked so distraught, he thought I was gone. I recalled that Alice had told me that I took three days to be transformed into a vampire; Charlie had no idea where I had been.

The smell in the room was almost unbearable and I could smell Charlie and Billy and I could hear their hearts beating even form the behind the door. I slowly walked through the door, holding my breath to keep the scent out of my nose, I was an awkward feeling, even though I had only possessed my vampire sense of smell for a few hours I felt lost without it.

"Cha…Dad." I whispered just loud enough for him to hear.

"Oh. Bella. I have been so worried. Where have you been?" Charlie rushed towards me an wrapped his arms round me and I could feel his body shuddering with sobs and he hugged me with an intensity that would have crushed me if I was not so indestructible.

"Dad I am fine. Hi Billy."

"Hello Isabelle. I am very glad to see that you are back, although you gave us quite a scare." I could feel the apprehension in his voice, he must have known what had happened to me, but perhaps I was just being over perceptive, Charlie did not seem to notice anything different. I though for sure he would notice my red eyes, at least I thought that is what Edward told me. Charlie looked directly into my eyes and did not seem to notice. I noted I would need to look in a mirror to see if my eyes were really red, but I knew that had to be.

"Bella, you did not answer me, where have you been?"

"Dad I told you I am fine, I am very tired just let me sleep I will explain every thing tomorrow, it is late and I am sure you could use some sleep too." The smell was overwhelming and I just had to leave the room before I did something I would regret, like kill and drink my father.

I went up to my room to be alone and think of a plan to tell Charlie that I was a vampire and I would have to leave forever or if I stayed I might kill him. That would be a hard conversation. Then I walked over to my desk to sit and think, I switched on my ancient computer to check my email. There was one new message from Rene; she was wondering why I had not emailed her back in so long. I started to reply, not having any idea what I would say when I saw my copy of The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn sitting on my desk. I looked at and picked it up, an idea had just popped into my head. I typed to Rene that I loved her and that she should not worry and I told her to tell Phil I said hi. Then I shut off my computer and went down stairs to say good night to Charlie.

"Good night Dad. I love you. I am going to bed now, you will understand everything tomorrow."

"Are you sure that you are ok?" I nodded swiftly.

"Ok. Good night Bella, I am expecting an explanation tomorrow but maybe you are right you should sleep, you look so pale." I headed up the stairs not planning to take his advice, obviously vampires could not sleep, but with my new plan Charlie would never have to know that and he would never be in danger of me killing him again.

A/N: This is my firt fanfic so please review. I wil try to have new chapters up soon, but it is hard to write a lot at once, i get ideas sporadically. Please review, i love to know what you guys think. special thanks to Shrouded Darkness for my first reviw.