Ally P.O.V

It happened so fast like a blink of an eye.

Everything happens in a blink of an eye for us.

One blink I'm saving his career and the next I'm in the ICU

One blink and we were happy in love and the next he's fucking a girl in our bed

One blink I'm giving him back his promises and the next I'm laying on the bed presumably in the ICU based on the fact doctors flying by from the window place to the left of my bed.

It's funny how things change and yet if I could have a minute of any point of time during those three months I would gladly take it.

I closed my eyes to blink and the next second I was gone with the haunting words that I spoke during the last accident I was in.

"Tell Austin I love him"

Austin P.O.V

Three months of happiness

One night of mistakes

Two weeks without the most precious thing in my life

That basically sums up my life ever since she walked into my life and changed me for the better.

In those months I've been the happiest man breathing.

Loving life, music, and her a little bit more every single day.

And of course I repay her with her finding me drunk off my ass fucking some stripper in the same bed we cuddle and had a amazing rough sex in.

I smirked at the thought for a small girl she's a little minx when it comes to the bedroom. A minx that knows how to drive me crazy just with one lustful look.

But I had to be me and fuck up the one thing that came to matter to me over everything

You know opening my door with Dez and Nolan as they were there for the daily 'Tell Austin how much he fucked up' session. When I look up to see a pink with black stripes sports car that I would know anywhere in the driveway. But instead of the car driving up to us it was reversing leaving me with the jewelry I bestowed on her.

That's when I knew it was officially over.

I didn't care if she moved all her stuff and blocked my calls I knew I had a chance as long as she was wearing the jewelry.

But looking down in Dez hands I knew I sealed my fate and as if things couldn't get worse a speeding car crashed into the driver side of Ally car as she was about to shift gears.

To onlookers it may have happened in a blink of an eye but to me it was in slow motion.

I watched in slow motion as the girl I'm hopeless in love with look toward me with panicked eyes before the crash happened shaking the ground and knocking us all off our feet.

"Oh my gosh" Nolan whispered looking at the crash while I heard Dez speaking on the phone.

But me I just looked straight ahead in shock by what I just witnessed before I was on my feet running to the cars.

No thoughts could explain how I was feeling in that moment but when the driver of the speeding vehicle tumbled out of the car, I lost it.

"Ally" I screamed as I ran faster to her car only to be tackled by one of my friends.

"Austin stop the ambulance are on their way" Nolan struggled to say as I try to wiggle myself out of his hold.

"Nolan let me go please she could be dead" I pleaded but my friend/manager only shook his head as the paramedics sirens flooded my hearing before I passed out from shock.

An hour ago all this happened now me, Nolan, Cassidy, Dez,and Trish are huddled together in Ally's room. For the past five minutes I tried to get a peek of my angel face only to come up short as they were running test on her to make sure why she keeps falling in an out of conciseness.

I sighed and tried to get a peek of Ally once again when my pocket vibrated to inform me I got a text.

I absentmindedly picked up my phone to see Jimmy informing me that in one day me and Ally are releasing our album before we leave for tour and I better fix my mistakes.

I scoff as if I didn't already know as I tossed my phone without a care in the world in between Nolan and Trish who both looked down at it curiously when they suddenly both kicked into manager mode and had their IPhone placed against the ears making calls.

"What's going on" Dez asked quietly when a screamed filled the room startling all of us.

In a blink of an eye we were all on our feet to finally see Ally drenched in sweat an bruises of all color on her body with a few cuts on her face, but what scared be was the left side of her gown was covered in blood.

Ally I thought as the nurse closet to her rushed to her and immeaditly started soothing her but Ally wouldn't calm down.

"Her body is going into shock" a recognizable voice said behind us and we turned to see Dr. Patterson staring fondly at Ally with small smile on his face.

I looked at the man who gave me advice about what I should do regarding Ally the last time we where here.

"Nurses leave don't bother giving her anything I have all I need right here to help her" he demanded and the nurses wearily left slowly unsure about his request.

Once the door closed behind us Dr. Patterson looked at each of us slowly before his eyes landed on me and he slowly shook his head at me with a smile on his face.

"Son you messed up but you don't need me to tell you that I know these four tell you plenty. Anyway I heard the news that your touring it's all the news can talk about and Ally accident" he said as he walked across the room with us following.

As I got closer to Ally I was able to see the bloody half of her gown was raised for us to see a gash start from the middle of her thigh all the way up to her left breast.

Gasps were heard from all the girls under Ally screams, and the longer I stared at her injury the heavier load of guilt washed over me as she continue to scream in pain.

I'm the reason she like this I thought as I turned away from her.

"It's okay son everybody make mistakes now kiss her" said gently and I froze

Kiss her I can't do that

I can't do that to her destroy her even more when she's already in the damn hospital and I know one touch of her supple lips I'll be a goner also.

I remind myself of everything I caused her.

But I couldn't steer myself to step away from her.

Nope I did the opposite I leaned in a connected our lips together.

Ally P.O.V

Lips lightly brushed against mines creating a shock wave of feelings to erupt in the hollowness of my heart.

For the first time in two weeks I felt warm, safe, and happy.

"Austin" I whispered as the lips detach from mines and I slowly opened my eyes to see my friends crowded around me staring at me with tired smiles except Austin who dropped to the floor crying after he broke the kiss.

I stared at him as his tears slid from his eyes every second across the deep black bags under that look to be attached to his skin from loss of sleep. He looked at me guiltily and my heart felt tiny pricks of pain before a wave of pain coursed through my body and crashed through my heart making me whimper.

He put me through so much pain and never but did nothing but call to tell me he was sorry and excuse me but I deserve more than a phone call when you sleep with some slut on my twenty-first birthday.

I looked at him stiffly wondering why would he even show up here after he did nothing to help mend my broken heart.

Austin stared back with many emotions flickering in his eyes the most common was guilt, sorriness, and worry.

I turned away from him and closed my eyes.

None of this cant make sense if he felt like this how come he never done noting but called to showed me he cared.

I sighed it shouldn't matter anymore were done right?

I opened my eyes again and stared at my love ones face filled with so much worry I couldn't help what I said to ease the tension.

"For the love of pickles you guys look horrible, I hope I look better than you " I joked and the room burst out in soft laughter.