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As usual, Cece and I were sitting on her couch and watching TV together. It was one week before our travel to Japan and we were both excited, but I noticed that Cece was acting somehow weird.

When you have a BFF (and crush in the same person), you see if she´s sad, angry, happy or hiding something, and I saw and felt that she was really hiding something from me.

"Cece?", I asked her while we were watching TV and she looked at me curiously.

"Yep?"

"Did something happen?", I asked her and she looked surprised, but then she turned back to the TV and just shooked her head, without saying a word.

"You are not good liar, we both know that.", I said.

"Why are you thinking that something happend?", she asked and looked...angry now.

I frowned, confused why she was angry.

"Um, you are acting weird lately.", I murmured, trying not to make her more angry than she was, even when I didn´t know why she was like that.

She sighed and looked down.

"It´s nothing, really.", she said sadly.

I put hand on her shoulder and looked right into her...beautiful eyes...NO, I HAVE TO BE A FRIEND NOW! I shooked away all those romantic thoughs and tried to think like her best friend, not lover.

"You can tell me everything, and you know that. What´s wrong?"

She was still looking down and I started feeling bad...Did I something wrong? I mean, we were telling each other everything, she told me about her dyslexia, about the bad situations in her family, about everything what was ever bothering her.

So...this could be only something about me.

"I don´t wanna talk about it right now, okay?", she said and with those words she ended up our whole conversation.

I wanted to ask her again so badly, but I saw that she wouldn´t talk about it anyways.

Something was happening...and I didn´t know what, but I knew it was something bad...

"So, girls there are your seets.", Cece´s mom pointed on two seets in the left side of the plane, we nodded an sat up there. Everyone else were sitting little far from us, but we didn´t mind it at all - Henry and Flynn were both pretty annyoing, my brother too and our moms were talking about some "mother stuff", so we were glad we didn´t have to listen to it.

Cece was sitting next to the window, because she wanted to looking out of the window and I wasn´t complaining about it.

When I heard that the plane was starting slowly, I became sick. I felt really nervous and I started sweating and I am sure I was changing colors - I was white at first and then green, maybe blue.

Cece looked at me and her eyes softened when she saw how terribl I felt.

"I am here with you, don´t be afraid.", she said and held my hand and I looked at her and saw her smiling a bit at me.

It looked exactly the same like that "dream" or whatever it was, that I had when we were together at that hypnotist ambulance.

I got lost in her wonderful brown eyes, but I quickly looked away, because I knew I couldn´t feel like that now. Well, I couldn´t at all, but I still did. I still saw her like my love interest, not only like my best friend.

*sigh*

The plane was already in the sky and Cece was still holding my hand and checking me, if I was okay.

Of course I liked it, when she was taking care of me like that, but it hurted more when I knew, that she will never be mine. It hurted that I was her best friend, and only that. It hurted me every single day, but I tried not to think about it.

But now, we were flying to Japan - and that was a long fly, I mean, Japan is on the other side of world. And that means we had to be together all those long hours and think about many things - and when she was right next to me, she was the only thing on my mind in that moment.

"Are you okay?", she asked me and I nodded.

"You see, it´s not that bad like you though.", she said and smiled at me, pulled her hand away from mine and I missed that warm of her hand, but I couldn´t do anything about it.

"Yep, I think that Shelly really helped me.", I said and she looked away when I said "Shelly" and I noticed it.

Weird.

"Mhm, she is good.", she said more in a whisper and I tried to read from her face.

"Did something happen...there?", I asked her carefuly and she swallowed.

Wait...what if I...Oh no...

I opened my mouth when I finally realized what probably happend.

"Cece..."

"No, don´t say anything.", she said and looked strict at me.

"But..."

"Don´t. Just don´t, I don´t wanna talk about it.", she said coldly and that made me really sad.

Well, I was probably talking from the dream. So I practically admited that I still love her...and she wasn´t happy about it. And she didn´t want talk about it, exactly like a year ago.

"Why can´t we talk about it, Cece? I was thinking that we are talking about everything what´s bothering us, no? That´s what best friends do, no? So why can´t we talk about my feelings?", I shouted, because I got angry.

Not at her, but because of the whole situation. I was tired of pretending that everything is all right and that there is nothing we should talk about.

And I wasn´t the only one, who was angry.

"Oh really? So, you are talking about what should best friends do? I am sure with one thing - best friends shouldn´t fall in love!", she shouted and other people looked at us, because we started to be loud, but I didn´t mind them.

I looked at her with tears in my eyes. That really hurted me...Best friends shouldn´t fall in love...No, they really shouldn´t...

She knew she just crossed the line and I saw she felt guilty and bad for what she just said.

"Rocky, I...", she couldn´t finish, because I run to the bathrooms and locked myself there.

I started crying like crazy. This couldn´t be happening...

She knew that I still love her. Not only that - she wasn´t happy about it, in fact, she was angry, because I have some feelings for her and I can´t fight with them.

I tried, so many times not to think about her like that, but I can´t help myself. It´s just the way I feel, I can´t change how I feel, even I wish I could.

I ruined the whole trip to Japan, no, in fact I just ruined our whole friendship. Cece hates me now.

"Rocky, open the doors.", I heard Cece as she knocked on the doors and I whiped my tears away, but then came new ones.

"Let me be, I know you hate me.", I sobbed and cried even more then before.

"I don´t hate you, just please come out of there, you can´t be there the whole time.", she said and I knew that this argument was good, but...

Did she just say that she doesn´t hate me?

"Y-you don´t hate me?", I asked to make myself sure I heard it right.

"Of course I don´t. Open the doors now, I want to talk."

Finally, she wanted to talk about it with me.

So I opened the doors, but then something happend and the whole plane turned to the right side and Cece fell at me and I felt at the floor together with her.

Please don´t leave your seets and make sure you are buckled up. We got into small turbulence.

I surprisly looked on Cece, who was laying on top of me and looking at me with the same expression I was looking at her. Of course I loved it, when she was laying on top of me, I felt butterflies, even when I tried not to feel them, I know it wasn´t right in that moment.

She smirked at first, but then she quickly stood up and I grabbed her hand.

"You should sit, because you will fall soon or later.", I said, she nodded and we sat up next to each other, in that very small room.

An awkward silence filled the room, we were just looking at each other for a moment.

"This will be a long talk.", she said when she looked at me and I nodded.

Yes, it will.