This is the second part of my one-shot, finally! I'm sorry for the delay, our exams got in the way, but now I am free at last! Christmas vacation is coming and you guys might see me here often now- I don't know. *Laughs* But I want to know what you guys think about the song please listen to it if not, it'll help you guys understand why I based this story from the song. I really want to know, so please tell me! ^_^

DISCLAIMER: I don't freaking own the song, the anime, the characters, they belong to a very awesome creator!

SORRY FOR THE TYPOS/WRONG GRAMMAR. -_-


And I, I tried so hard to let you go,

But some kind of madness is

Swallowing me whole, yeah…


"Fucking flea," He muttered, crushing the cigarette on the pavement, turning it to powder. He was so furious earlier that it made him track the flea down. He looked up to see Sunshine 60, it was one of the buildings the flea was sometime at, so it wouldn't hurt to search for him there, right? And the flea's scent was strongest here.

He shrugged and climbed up the stairs to the rooftop. He hated the feeling of being cramped inside an elevator. It easily pisses him off, the waiting, the stares, the feeling of being cramped, and the loud phone conversations from business men. It sets him off so easily, but nothing beats the flea.

He tried ignoring the flea once; it didn't end well, for short- he failed. The flea never failed to set him off like anyone else, he just hated his guts so bad, he didn't even know why he hated him, the moment he laid his eyes on him, his blood boiled, his heart beat was beating so hard that it might come out of his chest. It was irritating.

He opened the doors to the rooftop and stopped on his tracks. The flea was sitting on the ground, outside the safety of the railings, his legs were dangling, his back to him.

Fear rushed over him in a split second, thinking of the worst. But why would he feel fear for the flea who was sitting inches from his untimely death?

"Why do you really hate me, Shizu-chan?"He snapped out of his thoughts and his body tensed, thinking that the flea noticed him by not even turning around.

He relaxed when he realized that the smaller male was only talking to himself. But why would the flea wonder what he thinks of him? It just didn't make any sense! 'What's the flea up to?'He thought gritting his teeth together.

"You just piss me off."The words just slipped out of his mouth automatically. It wasn't hard not to answer to that. It already became a routine to him.

"Shizu-chan…"He heard him murmured, eyes wide with an expression he didn't quite understand.

'That's a weird reaction from the flea…'He thought raising an eyebrow.

What are you doing here?"Izaya said, standing up from the ledge to turn his whole body to him. That smirk and the glint of his eyes were back in place like a mask. "Did you follow me, Shizu-chan? I didn't know you were stalking me! How creepy but sweet of you~"

"What am I doing here? What are you doing here, louse? Didn't I tell you to leave Ikebukuro!"He felt his anger coming back to him as he glared at the informant, hands twitching to throw something at him. Said informant chuckled, pissing him off even further.

"Oh, nothing of course! Why do you think so poorly of me, Shizu-chan? Don't you trust me? And to answer the other question, yes, you have told once or twice, or thrice, or maybe a thousand times!"The informant said laughing merrily as he goes.

"Why would I fucking trust you, flea? You ruin people's lives, you bastard!"Izaya's face dropped for a split second, but he placed his mask back on his face, he wouldn't let that brute get the satisfaction of seeing a reaction from him just because of an insult. He gets them all the time, what difference does make now?

He dismissed that thought aside. He, was a God. A God shouldn't be affected by some words from a human, but then again Shizu-chan wasn't a human. He was a monster, a brute, a Neanderthal, so was he… an exception? Impossible!

He wondered what was happening to him, so he asked,

"Can't you really trust me?"He mentally scolded himself for at least being this weak in front of the brute.

"Who in their right mind would trust you?"His fist clenched as another stab of pain was felt inside his chest. 'Weird'.

"Tell me, Shizu-chan, why do you really hate me?"He wanted to end this. He never felt this kind of pain before, it was unknown to him. Why does it hurt when the brute told him he couldn't trust him. The threats and the insults he received were far worse than that, but it wasn't painful to hear them.

"You just piss me off."Izaya closed his eyes in irritation.

"Can't you think of a more logical reason, Shizu-chan? It's not an acceptable answer,"He said, frowning. "And I'm beginning to think that you really are stupid."

He saw Shizuo scowling, the situation was annoying itself, and he was beginning to lose his patience.

"The real reason? Why would you care about what I think of you all of a sudden? Are you sick, flea?"

"Yes, the real reason, Shizu-chan. I'm just curious…"


"I have finally seen the light.

And I have finally realized, what you mean.

Now, I need to know is this real love,

Or is it just madness keeping us afloat. Mmmm…"


Okay that's the end of part-two, I know it's short but I like to keep you guys hanging just a bit. But I am going to update the next one either today or tomorrow. PLEASE REVIEW! PLEASE! I NEED TO KNOW HOW I'M DOING! IS IT GOOD OR BAD? TELL ME PLEASE. :3