This is the original story, posted in 2004.

Disclaimer: I do not own Hana Yori Dango, or Franz Ferdinand's Auf Achse.

Dealing With It

Rui POV

I felt my lips part at the sight of Tsukushi Makino walking down the aisle in a beautiful white wedding dress. It had sequins and pearls down the back and in the upper part of it. Her hair was pulled into a tight bun with loose strands gracing around her creamy semi tan face.

You see her

You can't touch her

You hear her

You can't hold her

You want her

You can't have her

You want to

But she won't let you

She's not so special

So look what you've done boy

She slowly came down the flowered white sheet laid down the aisle, but she didn't look at me. She stared right at her target-Tsukasa. He looked nervous. It seems if he took a breath his moment would be taken away from him. He was dressed in a jet black tuxedo, just as I have on. I don't know why she chose him over me! Why does this always happen! Girls always tend toward Tsukasa, Sojiro, or Akira. I can give her the love she needs! Tsukasa is the one who goes and forgets her and puts up a fight with her! Can't she see that I'm the one for her?

You see her

You can't touch her

You hear her

You can't hold her

You want her

You can't have her

You want to

But she won't let you

She's not so special

So look what you've done boy

If only I hadn't been chasing after Shizuka, I would probably be standing in Tsukasa's place right now, but instead, I am beside him. The most horrible thing for me to deal with is that Tsukushi fell for my best friend.

Now you wish she'd never Come back here again

As they leave together in their long white limonene, I just put on my cold and lifeless expression as if nothing happened. Maybe I'm just not meant to be with anybody. Maybe I was just a mistake to this world we live in...

Now I'm nailed above you

Gushing from my side

It's with your sins

That you have killed me

Thinking of your sin I die

Thinking how you'd let him touch you

How you'd never realize

That I'm ripped and hang forsaken

Knowing never will I rise

Again

Thank you!