Jude was on top of Connor and their mouths were locked in a feverish kiss. Connor's right hand was between their bodies, he had a firm grip on Jude's erect penis. Connor was stroking the hard flesh the way he himself would want to be stroked. This was the first time for him so he had no other reference.

"I wanna see" he breathed into Jude's lips.

"Me too" muffled Jude.

Jude eased up to a crouching position, straddling Connor, sitting on his legs. He leaned back putting his weight on both his arms on either side of his boyfriend.

Connor propped himself up by his elbows so he could get a better look at the boy who was driving him crazy and causing him to feel things he had never felt before. Jude was beautiful perched on top of him, presenting himself. Jude's face looked like he was worried whether or not Connor would approve of what he saw. Connor didn't speak, he just reach out with his hand and palmed Jude's face gently, dragging his fingertips delicately over Jude's eyes, his cheeks, his nose. When he got to his mouth he stuck a couple of fingers gently between Jude's pulling them apart slowly before he let his hand drop between Jude's legs. Jude was uncircumcised, a strange sight for Connor since he was. Jude was also bigger than he thought such a slender boy would be. He had more length than girth. Connor grasped the hard penis and push the hood of skin back slowly, revealing a glistening deep pink knob.

Jude watched as Connor played with him in a way that he had only played with himself. Then he decided it was his turn to see what exactly was causing the large bulge under Connor's shorts. He slipped his fingers under the waist band of the shorts and briefs and as Conner eased himself up he slip them down to his knees. Jude's eyes widened as the teenager's swollen member sprang from the harness of cloth. Connor was huge, with a large head and he was cut and his shaft was thick, long and perfectly straight and had random freckles covering the skin. What a weird place for freckles thought Jude.

They both knew that when the time was right, no act would be forbidden or shameful. Not if it was what they both wanted.

"Connor, you know that one day we can do anything you want, anything we want and it will be ok with me, you know that, right?" said Jude.

"I know" said Connor "I would never try to make you do anything you don't want to, and I'll do anything you want to, you know that don't you?'' he added.

"I do, I trust you" replied Jude then he started to stroke Connor's penis to the same rhythm that his was being stroked. They were doing to each other what up until now they had only done to themselves.

Jesus's loud exclamation broke the euphoric trance that they were in. Jude and Connor turned to the see the older boy standing in the doorway with both his hands covering his mouth and his eyes bulging out of their sockets.

Jesus has just gotten home from his physical therapy session. He has to go three times a week since the accident. He hates the sessions because he feels fine but his moms insist that he keeps every appointment. The condition being that if he wants to continue with wrestling and go off to boarding school they have to be sure that he's fully recovered. He was supposed to be picked by his mom but he got a ride with another parent whose kid was recovering from a fractured ankle. He called his mom to let her know that he wouldn't need the ride so she just went straight to the market. He kind of liked going to the market because he always got to pick up some stuff that he liked just for himself. But, he was worn out from the therapy session and he wanted to get some rest. So he jumped at the chance to get home earlier.

He was not prepared for what he walked into when he entered his room.

There was little brother, Jude, no shirt, bare butt, pants at his ankles, straddling Connor Stevens who himself was shirtless, shorts down below his knees. And both of them, hands busy.

"Oh my God, what the hell?" was what froze the boys like deer in the headlights.

"Jesus, what are you doing here?" Yelled Jude after he recovered from the initial shock as he and Connor tried to quickly get their pants back up.

"What am I doing here? I live here. What the hell are you guys doing?" Jesus yelled back.

"Get dressed both of you, now" he commanded. Then he turned around and headed back down the stairs.

The two boys were scurrying to put on their clothes. They were shaken and nervous.

"Oh my god Jude, do you think he's going to tell your moms?" said Connor in nervous and shaky voice.

"What if they tell my dad, maybe he won't let us see each other for a while" Connor said visible shaken.

"let's just go downstairs, I don't even want to think about what my moms will say or do if they find out" Jude said sounding nervous and shaken as well.

When they got downstairs Jesus was there waiting for them. He was glaring at both of them but especially at Connor. It was no secret that Jesus was not a big fan of Connors'.

"And you, what were you doing to my little brother?" Jesus asked angrily looking directly at Connor.

Connor didn't reply he just hung his head and stood there with his hands in his pockets.

"It's not his fault, blame me. Please don't tell moms, I don't want Connor to get in trouble with his dad" Jude cut in.

"Well tough, it's too late for that" Jesus responded.

"Oh my god" Connor said and he sat and covered his face with both hands and started to cry.

"Now he crying like a little girl" said Jesus dismissively.

That was it for Jude. He had never seen Connor cry. And the idea that he was so terrified that he would break down in tears made Jude feel like dying on the inside. Now he was angry and in defensive mode.

"What's your problem anyway. You're only upset because he's a boy and I'm a boy" he yelled loudly, hot angry tears running down his cheeks.

"What are you talking about? " Said Jesus, a little taken aback by the fire that suddenly erupted from his little brother.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about, if it was a girl you'd be giving me high-fives and back slaps" he said in voice mixed with anger and crying.

"Well, he's my boyfriend and you made him cry and you... I'm your brother and you don't…" Jude didn't get to finish.

Because his brother rushed over and embraced him in a tight hug.

"Jude stop, stop. You're wrong, you're so wrong." Said Jesus as he rested his chin on top of Jude's head.

"Don't ever think that. I'm always here for you and I'll always love you. Just as you are." He said.

"I'm just worried about you, you are so young. Trust me, I know firsthand what it's like to do stuff that you're not ready or prepared for. Because you like or even love somebody a lot" Jesus said.

"Come on Jude, we have two moms, how could you think I don't understand or that I don't accept you and the fact that you have a boyfriend, crybaby over there. I'm going to tell you something, both of you. But if you ever repeat it you're both dead plus I'll tell moms what I saw." Said Jesus.

By now Connor had stop crying was watching and listening to the siblings. They both quickly agree to Jesus's terms and the three sat down so Jesus could share.

"Remember you're dead, both of you. Jude, I'm telling you guys this so you know that I mean everything I said" Jesus warned.

"I've done things with boys before" Jesus said.

Jude and Connor's mouths dropped open and they looked at each other in disbelief.

"Oh my god" said Connor.

"What?" When?" "With who and what did you do?" Asked Jude in quick succession.

"Does he say anything else" Jesus asked and pointed at Connor.

"When I was twelve I had this friend named Miguel, he was almost fourteen, I think, anyway, I used to hang out at his house sometimes. His dad's a cop like mom, they know each other. We kinda messed around a couple of times. That was actually my first kiss and second." Jesus relayed.

"But you like girls, a lot" Jude said emphasizing "a lot". "What did you guys do?"

"Well we … you know, together and for each other" Jesus did that hand gesture that told the boys exactly what he meant.

"Why, you don't like boys" said Jude.

"No I don't, but I liked Miguel. I think he was my first crush. Miguel was just real cool, and funny, he played baseball, he was really good. I think he still plays in college. He was good looking and he had the biggest…it was unreal, let's leave it at that." Jesus said shaking his head.

"You touched it?" Both boys chimed in unison

"Yeah I touched it, hard not to, just to make sure it was real. I wanted to be just like him. Then we started talking to girls and that was that we never did anything again. It was fun, I liked it and I liked him, I'm not going to lie" Jesus finished.

"Wow, I would have never thought" said Jude.

"Yeah, me neither" said Connor. "Wait you said boys" added Connor.

"Yeah, you did "said Jude.

"Now he wants to talk" Jesus said, referring to Connor.

Both boys were looking at him with anxious eyes.

"Okaay, whatever, there was Lester when I was eleven. Let's just say my first BJ was not from a girl."

"Boys I'm home, I need help with groceries" that was mom Lena.

"You keep my secret and I'll keep yours" said Jesus as he gave them the eye and rushed off to help his mom.