Hi okay this is my third story but only my second that is posted. I took my second down. Anyway words of warning. I'm gonna list them off in bullet points.
Cullens are Vampires.
Edward does not resent Bella's blood. Which means no runnign away.
Rosalie likes Bella.
Small mentions of self harm
Slightly gory letters. I really am not a fan of blood AND all that stuff so I aint gunna make my self pass out. :)
Edward and Bella ARE together
Jasper does not struggle with bloodlust
whatever is in italics is someones thoughts.
Enjoy.
A special shoutout to bookworm142 as they were my first reveiwer for this story. Thank you
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Me and Edward were sitting next to each other in biology. I sighed , I had made friends with 5 very nice people but I couldn't shake the feeling that when they found out about me and how broken and damaged I was they wouldn't want me around them as I may give them a bad name and I really didn't want that. I planned to tell them soon and then I could survive the heartbreak when they brushed me off because of how damaged I was and how my addiction to self harm would get in the way of having a proper friendship ever again. I couldn't help but feel such over whelming sadness at this. These were kind people I wanted these people as my friend they seemed pure and kind. They seemed very accepting towards me this morning. They never laughed at me when I fell well all except Emmett. They helped me and introduced themselves, something most students wouldn't do because I was the new kid. I knew something was going to change this friendship I had very quickly striked off with the Cullens. Sadness enveloped me again.
Edward noticed this. He put his finger under my chin to which I blushed and pulled my face up to meet my eyes with his.
" Whats the matter Bella." He murmered.
" Nothing, nothing I was thinking" I whispered back.
" Tell me " he pleaded.
" I'm not sure you will like it and I fear it may ruin this welcoming and warming friendship I have striked off with all of you." I muttered.
" Tell me" he seemed forceful.
" Fine but I am going to tell you whole family at once so I'll tell you at lunch" I begged back I didn't want to break down in the middle of class.
" Or you can come to our house for dinner tonight." he invited me.
" Ermmm I will have to ask Charlie first but yeah sure sounds... fun"
" Great I'll tell Esme and Carlisle." He said then turned back to the front of the class just as Mr Varner turned to the class. Lucky
The lesson went by quickly after that without a hitch. I was suprised to find myself looking forward to tonight. My self harming would have to wait till late.
Lunch arrived and I never knew where to sit. I looked around to see and empty table in the far corner. I started to head toward it just to find myself being led in the other direction my none other that Rosalie and Alice. They seated me at their table where the rest of the Cullens greated me. I noticed the rest of the cafeteria looking at me oddly. I looked questionly at the Cullens.
" We keep to ourselves usually" Edward answered my gaze. Oh then what was so special about me.
None of the Cullens answered that I thought for a second they already knew but then they had just met me and I didn't tell them and I'm sure Dad wouldn't have.
1 hour and about 5 times Emmett laughing at my expense and me and Edward getting to know each other lunch finished.
" What lesson do you have next Bells." Emmett asked.
" errrrrr gym." not good for a klutz like me.
" awww I would have like to see that" Emmett chortled.
" Do none of you have that" I asked whilst glaring at Emmett.
" Yeah me and Rose do" Alice declared and I felt automatically grateful.
" Well I'll meet you by the office" Edward murmered and he look resigned to leave me.
" Sure Edward I can't wait" I smiled and I honestly couldn't.
Me and Rose walked alone sharing pointed looks towards as she rattled on about tonight.
" So Rose how long have you and Emmett been together" I asked.
She looked at me curiously .
" Why do you ask" she questioned.
I had a feeling I had made a mistake asking that question.
" Oh you don't have to answer I was just wondering" I suddenly felt guilty I mean I had just met these people.
" Oh no no no it's not that, me and Em have been together 3 years." She looked sad when she said this.
"Oh you both act like you have been together much longer more like decades than a few years it's the same with Alice and Jasper." I stated
Rose looked uneasy. Alice then thankfully trilled that the class had already started so we better finish changing and get in there.
We all followed Alice into gym and I noticed 25 pairs of eyes shoot to me then to Rose and Alice then back to me.
I went up to the teacher and the whole class went silent. Great.
" Hi I'm Isabella Swan I'm new here but please call me Bella." I said to Mrs Stevens.( Made up don't kill me)
" Oh well hello dear yes yes your quite the talk here, your Dad seems very proud of you."
I blushed and went absolutely red. Me and my Dad would have a little talk when I got back from the Cullen household tonight.
I was also aware of Alice and Rose snickering behind me. I turned and glared at them which they just laughed even harder at.
" Well Bella you can work with Mike and Jessica, Mike, Jessica please put your hands up." they did and I noticed the eager looks on their faces when they were told they were working with me. I walked slowly I noted as I didn't want to trip but still managed to and a pair of hands caught but just below my breasts. I was about to have ago when Mike apologized so I never said anything. I sort of made friends with them I found out Mike and Jessica were together but Mike kept flirting with me which was probably why Jessica had the up with me. Well it's not my fault her boyfriend is a chauvinistic pig.
The lesson passed slowly with me only hitting Mike in the face and twisting my ankle which is better then normal.
" So Bella I was wondering would you like to come over today to mine." Jessica asked.
" I'm sorry I can't I'm going over to the Cullens house." I asked giving her an apologetic smile.
Jessica eyes popped otu and her jaw dropped open.
" Your going over the Cullens house wowwwww" She said somewhat jealous.
" Why is that so shocking" I asked.
" Oh they never get to know anyone let alone anyone go over theirs " Jessica stated angrily " Why would they invite you it's not like your any different to anyone else."
Theres the bitter side of Jessica Stanley but she did have a point what was so special about me that made the glorious Cullens want to be my friend because even they had said they never really approached or got to know anyone.
" Well she is a lot kinder than you bitch." Rose said to her face before storming off dragging me behind.
I walked to the office to hand my slip in and meet Edward. When I came face to face with him the smile on my face would have lit up a whole room.
He had the exact same smile on his face and that only made me smile bigger.
I handed the slip in said goodbye to Mrs Cope and took Edward's arm which he was holding out for me.
He took me to the car and I said as I would offer to take my truck and follow them. Edward said he would drop the other off and come and pick me up.
After dropping my truck off saying bye to charlie and heating up dinner for him, Edward arrived.
" How did you know where I live" I asked.
" Oh everyone knows where chief Swan lives." he laughed.
I blushed.
We pulled up putide the house and to say I was shocked at the size of the mansion infront of me would be an understatement.
" Wow" I muttered and Edward laughed. " How rich are you"
" ermmm very " Edward muttered but he didn't seem happy about it.
" Wow" I repeated.
Edward led me inside where Carlisle and Esme greeted me.
" Bella how lovely it is to meet you" Esme hugged me gently.
" Bella it is a pleasure" Carlisle shook my hand. " We do apologize Bella but everyone except you and Edward have eaten" Carlisle muttered whilst glaring around the room at the rest of the Cullens.
" Oh it's ok honestly" I blushed and Emmett laughed to which Rose hit him.
I ate dinner with Edward just watching as he said he wasn't hungary. I felt like I was being scrutinized.
After dinner I remembered I had to tell the Cullens about everything that had happened and then they could make up their minds if they still wanted to be my friends.
I gathered the Cullens into the front room and told them I will tell them what I had to tell them and if they still didn't want to be my friend they didn't have to.
" Ok so where to start. 2 weeks ago my mother Renee and my stepfather Phil were killed in a gruesome attack." I heard several gasps but continued " There bodies were gone and blood was smeared up thewalls and a message was written in my mothers blood. It said that my mothers screams and blood was delectable. They had took their bodies and burnt them, we found the bodies in a dump around the block 5 days ago. there faces were burnt and there was slashes all over them but also bite marks." I took a breath to here more gasps but they sounded like they knew who or what killed my mother and Phil. Impossible, I continued " I moved to Forks from Arizona Phoenix to live with my Dad, it wasn't a choice I had to not that I minded I was going to anyway Mum and Phil were still in their honeymoon phase." my voice broke at the past tense and I felt Edward put a comforting arm around me and I felt my self lean into him. " Anyway the note said that this V and J the murderers were going to kill me in one year which if 50 weeks from now, they said they knew where I lived and my every move. So yeah I have 50 weeks to live" I was sobbing by now full out crying I was embarrased and tried to stop but found I couldn't then suddenly everyone was hugging me.
" I have not finished." They all pulled back and listened " This is the part were you may not want to be my friends " Alice interrupted but I put my hand up " I am broken, my life is messed up,I had police watching my house but everytime someone did they got killed and V and J was always written on the body" I whispered " Anyone who gets close to me dies and on top of that I have found that I am addicted to self harm." I pulled my sleeves up to show they the scars all over my arms, Carlisle rushed over to look at them and then said that they were not deep and nowhere close to a vain but that I should stop because it's dangerous. I laughed.
" It's stop the pain from my past and the pain I have in the future so there you go, thats my story now choose if you really truly want someone like me and your friend." I cried.
" Bella of course we do your kind and pure " I smiled " There are not many people like you." Edward whispered in my ear.
Then Carlisle butted in.
" Bella we have a secret to tell you" I heard everyone gasp and then attack Carlisle with questions.
" She has a right to know, it may have been our kind that killed her parents " everyone agreed.
Their kind what did they mean by that ? They were human surely but then again, they were so different.
" Bella we are Vampire and we think Vampire killed Renee and Phil." I gasped.
" Really " I squeaked. That is impossible no way but it made sense and the bite marks on my parents bodies oh my god.
" Bella we understand if you don't believe us but it is true and you can't tell anyone" Carlisle said pleadingly. " We will be killed by the Volturi we can be killed just by telling you that."
" I believe you " I muttered and I swear I heard everyone let out an audiable breath.
" Why would you believe us so easily" Edward asked.
" You beauitiful, you fast, your ice cold and you are definetly not human but I was always told I'm far to nosy for my own good" I blushed
" We swear Bella to protect you from V and J " Carlisle swore and everyone agreed.
I felt more at home than I had in years.
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