BPOV

The next three Bio classes were all the same as the second one had been. Talking that only related to the class and cold and unapproachable all the other times. It made no sense he was always laughing and having a good time with his siblings at lunch but when he got to Bio ice man set in.

I tried to distract myself with plans for Mike's ABC (anything but clothes) party this Saturday. Everyone was going and it was all they talked about. We spent practically every lunch and class together talking about it, trying to come up with different creative ideas of what to wear. I had even tried to distract my self by laying some ground work with this girl Lilly in my Spanish class. She was going for it hook, line and sinker. I just wasn't as into it as I had been before. I was going through all the motions but I just felt numb all the time. I wanted to ask Edward if he was going but couldn't make the words come out when ever I was around him. I wanted him to go, I wanted to see him but part of me felt like even if he did come he wouldn't have paid any attention to me.

It was finally Saturday and I was heading over to Angela's to get ready for the party. I had stolen some of Charlie's crime scene tape and made a mini dress out of it. I thought everyone would get a kick out of the police chief's daughter in caution tape. Angela was going more conservative with a pillow case made into a shirt and a bed sheet made into a knee length skirt. It looked just like clothing but I knew she wouldn't be comfortable in some strategically placed maple leaves and a cardboard box as a skirt. We put the finishing touches on our outfits and threw them in a bad knowing that her minister father wouldn't let me leave the house in what I was wearing. We left Angela's and went to Mike's a little early to help set up and get changed.

By 11 the party was in full swing. I was quite impressed at the creativity that some of the people had pulled out for their outfits. Mike was wearing a pair of trash bad boxers and Bud Light box shorts that were probably painful but he was so gone I doubt he notice.

I myself was several drinks deep and feeling pretty good. But the drunkenness wasn't enough to keep my mind off Edward. I gave up looking for him around 10:30. In my drunken state I started to get really vengeful in my thinking toward him. How dare he not want me. I'm Bella Fucking Swan I can have any girl I want, or guy for that matter if I chose too. I all of a sudden felt the need to prove myself. I had never felt this need before I had always just done what I wanted because I wanted to. Whatever. I was going to do what I wanted and fuck Lilly. She had been giving me eyes from the moment she had arrived and I knew it wouldn't be that hard to get her up stairs and out of the beach towel she had made into a dress. I wasn't long before I found her and had her on her back on Mike's parent's bed.

I kissed her hard trying to spark some kind of fire in myself, anything. It wasn't working so I started to undue the safety pins that held her towel together. Before long I had it off and thrown across the room. I looked down at her tight body hoping that was what I needed but nothing. I took my anger out on her lips. After a few more minutes of passionless kissing I pulled back. She just stared at me.

"You ok?" I nodded. "Do you want me to do you?" She asked obviously unsure of her wording. I nodded again and lay down on the bed.

This was new for a first timer. Usually they had me take the lead until they got an idea of what to do. I thought that maybe this chance of pace would spark something in me. She laid on top of me and kissed me. Trying to be more passionate then I had been. Still nothing. What the fuck was wrong with me? I grabbed her hand and forced it down to my inner thigh. She took the cue and started rubbing up and down. I was all of a sudden worried. What would happen when she finally touched me and found that I wasn't even the littlest but wet. This poor girl's ego would be shattered. So I allowed myself to do what I had been fighting for the last few days. I thought of Edward holding me, touching me, making love to me. That got me going I could feel the heat start up between my legs.

This was ok wasn't it? I could think of Edward to get myself horney enough so that this poor girl wouldn't get her feelings hurt. I told myself it was ok and began imaging his hand between my legs just as she started touching me.

"You're so wet." She said with a little bit of shock.

"You're doing a good job." I flat out lied with a smile on my face.

I knew I had to say that to make her feel better. She became stroking my clit up and down slowly. I didn't know if she was teasing me or she just didn't know what to do from there. Before I knew it she had her thumb over my bundle of nerves doing circles. It felt so good as I again imagined Edwards hand there instead of hers. I was getting there faster then I thought I could. I can do this I know I can. She slid one finger inside me and it made me moan. She started moving it in and out slowly.

"More fingers." I breathed into her hair.

She obliged adding one more finger and picking up the pace a little. She was pretty good but I needed more if I was ever going to cum.

"Curl you your fingers forward." When she did that my hips bucked into her as she hit my g spot "Right there. You feel that?"

"Uhuh." Was all she could manage.

She started running her fingers over my g spot over and over again stopping to do circles around it every once in a while. I was almost there I could feel my body start to heat up and a knot formed in my stomach.

"Faster." I said through labored breaths.

She again obliged and started into me faster. I felt so good. I was almost there. I pictured Edward on top of me thrusting into me. Groaning and moaning with me. That thought inched me yet closer. You fuck so good Bella. The Edward in my head said to me. Are you going to cum for me baby? Can you cum for daddy? I could feel my walls starting to clench as I neared the edge. I just needed one more image to send me over. You feel so good around my cock baby. Shit I'm gonna cum!

"Yes Edward Yes!" I yelled before I could stop myself.

The fingers that had brought me so close to my orgasm were quickly removed. And my eyes snapped open to see a bewildered Lilly staring at me.

"What did you say?" She asked with a harsh tone.

I couldn't answer I knew what I said and my head was still so cloudy with pleasure that I couldn't think of a lie. I just stared at her blankly. Before I knew what happened she was off the bed grabbing her towel and heading for the door crying. Fuck. What had I just done? I was thinking of Edward to save her from embarrassment and that was ultimately what caused it. She was undoubtedly down stairs right now telling some friend of hers what had happened. And then everyone would find out. Fuck!

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EPOV

ABC party who ever heard of such a thing. I wish I wasn't going but my siblings had begged me to. Emmett tried convincing me that I could hook with some random chick to forget about Bella. I wasn't into that idea at all but I said I'd go as long as no one tried to get me to hook up with anyone.

Alice had gotten into the whole thing, unsurprisingly, and had picked out everyone's clothes or whatever you want to call it. I don't know what everyone else was wearing but after many arguments and a lot of brooding I convinced Alice to let me where a simple bed sheet as a toga.

We didn't know how parties worked around here so we left the house at ten to 11 which would put us there at about 11:05. I was excited because the later we showed up the later I would have to spend there all together.

When we finally got there we made our way to the keg and each took a drink. I was DD so I planned on nursing mine. My siblings all went off in different directions and I made my way to a couch in the living room. In my attempts to avoid Bella I had managed to alienate most everyone else in the school so I didn't really know anyone there. I just sat there sipping my beer when I left someone fall onto the couch next to me. It was Jessica Stanley a girl I barely knew and had no classes with.

"You're Edward Cullen right." If her slurred words weren't a dead give away that she was toasted her breath was a red flag.

"Yeah. You're Jessica Stanley right." She giggled at the sound of my saying her name and this was going in a direction that I was just not comfortable with.

"Yeah. I didn't know you knew who I was that's so flattering." She giggled again.

"Yeah well ya know small town, small school."

"Well I just wanted to come over here and tell you that you have to be the sexiest guy in school." She was speaking quietly now probably in attempts to not be over heard and embarrassed.

"Well thank you." I tried to smile even though I was embarrassed that she had just called me sexy.

"No I mean if you are so fucking hot. And I just wanted to let you know that if you ever need someone to ya know help you out in any way I'm more then willing to be that person."

"I appreciate that but I think I'm good right now."

"You probably haven't had any since you left home and you're probably more in need then you think. So how bout we go up stairs and you let me help you." She was now half in my lap with her right leg over mine and her breast up against my right shoulder. "Oh come on. I won't tell anyone it will be our dirty little secret." Her hand was now tracing its way down my stomach toward my nonexistence erection. I grabbed her hand and put it back at her side.

"Not tonight maybe some other time." Yeah right.

She leaned over and gave me her best "fuck me" eyes and said in a voice I assumed trying to be seductive. "Oh come on you know you want to. Trust me I know what I'm doing- I've never had and complaints." She licked my ear and a shudder of pure disgust ran through my body.

Just then a girl wrapped in a towel came running down the stairs crying. What the hell went on at these small town country parties? What was next do we sacrifice a cow? I needed to get some air. I tried to stand up but Jessica's leg pushed me back down. That was it I had had enough.

"Listen Jessica thanks for the offer but skank really isn't my style." She leaned away from me and her face went into instant shock.

I saw my chance at an exit and took it. I stood up and walked out the front door. I felt bad about having to be mean to the girl but my patients were wearing thin and I needed to get my point across so that she would never try that again.

I was outside for all of five minutes when I heard the front door slam and I turned around out of mere reaction. There stood Bella. I was equally shocked by her outfit and the expression on her face. She looked like she was in pain, like she was about to burst into tears. She just looked at me for a second and then ran down the stairs. Before I knew what I was doing I was chasing after her.

"Bella wait what's wrong?"

"Not now Edward I want to be alone."

"You don't look like you should be alone."

She turned around so fast I almost didn't have enough time to stop my self from running into her.

"How the hell would you know that? You know nothing about me because after one day of talking you just deiced fuck that bitch I'm never going to talk to her again."

"It wasn't like that I promise."

"What was it like then? Cause in my head I have gone over and over everything and nothing makes sense."

I don't know if it was her vulnerability or what but something in me screamed to tell her the truth. I battled in my head for a minute before decided to just fucking say it.

"Bella I fell for you the fist time I talked to you. You were gorgeous and funny and intelligent and endearing. I fell for you that first day and I thought you felt the same. But then Mike talked to me…"

"Oh and what did MIKE say?"

"He told me that you were a lesbian and that a bunch of guys had tried to hook up with you but you turned them all down and that I had no chance…"

She took her eyes away from me for the first time since we had stopped moving and put one hand on her hip and the other pinched the bridge between her eyes. She held that position for only a few seconds before returning her eyes to mine and speaking again.

"And so you took the word of some guy you'd barley known for a day instead of talking to the girl that you supposedly had all these feelings for."

It all crashed over me. She was right I was an idiot. I had taken Mike Newton's word as fact and never tried to verify it. I was pathetic. I had hurt myself and possibly her by selfishly cutting her out of my life. My mind was still reeling when she spoke again.

"So that's why you stopped talking to me because you thought 'Hey can't get in her pants so fuck that'?"

"No not at all. I felt so deeply for you that I couldn't not be with you. At the time I'd chose to not have you at all then have you around all the time wanting more. But I didn't know how you felt so…" a sudden thought occurred to me "I still don't know how you feel about me."

She looked like she was fighting to come up with the words. Whether they were words of rejection of confirmation I didn't know. I just waited and hoped.

She started off slowly. "All those things that you felt… the attraction to my mind and body… well that's what I felt for you. I wanted to know you, I wanted to be with you more then anything and that scared the shit out of me. Yes I was a lesbian but the minute I saw you that first time I didn't know anything anymore. I wanted you. I wanted to be you friend, your soul mate, your lover… it took all of a day for me to decide that I was going to give it a shot. Abandon the ideals that I had had for the last like three years and try something just because it felt right. But you shut me out. You were cold as ice to me. Can you imagine what that did to me? To decide to put myself out there and you just threw a huge brick wall in my face. It hurt. Worse then any thing I had ever felt before."

We just stared at each other, her waiting for me to say something and me not knowing what to say. She wanted me just like I wanted her. She had actually said it I couldn't believe it. All I could think to do was close the space between us and kiss her.

At first she just stood there while I kissed her. I was worried that I was too late; that I had done too much damage already that she could never trust me. But after a minute she threw her arms around my neck and kissed me back with all the passion and fire that she had.

I was lost in the kiss. I felt a fire start deep with in me that told me that this was right. She wanted this as much as I did. I was so over come with love and happiness that I was surprised when she deepened the kiss. Her tongue was at my bottom lip begging to explore what was behind it and I gladly let her in.

Her hands were in my hair pulling slightly causing me pleasurable pain. I had my arms wrapped around her waist pulling her as close to me as possible. The kiss that had started lovingly was turning into raw passion and lust. I wanted her right then and I knew for the first time that she wanted me too.

She broke away from the kiss first. "Come to my truck with me."

"I don't think you would be driving anywhere right now." She wasn't wasted but I could taste the alcohol on her breath and didn't want her risking her life by driving.

"I'm not driving anywhere." She said with a seductive smirk.

My toga instantly shifted away from my thighs when I figured out what she meant. She took my hand and led me to the other side of the house to her truck which was the second in the driveway. Before we reached the passenger side door she threw my against the side of the truck and attacked my lips again. I gladly engaged in another hot wanting kiss with her as she reached for the door handle and threw it open. She grabbed the front of my toga and shoved me over and in the cab. I moved to the center of the seat to allow her room to climb in. She did slamming the door behind her. She crawled over to me and straddled my lap causing her yellow dress to ride up very very far.

Our lips found each other again and the passion of our kisses reached new heights. It wasn't enough I wanted to explore her body. And I knew she wouldn't object seeing as how she was the one who brought me to the truck.

My hands went from their post at her lower back down to grab her ass. How I had dreamed about this ass in all its round perfection. I grabbed her hard and she moaned in my mouth. I grew harder at the sounds that I had just made her make, but I still needed more. I moved my hands around to rest on her thighs and started rubbing up and down them. I wanted so bad to move up to where they met.

She must have known what I was thinking because she grabbed my right hand and moved it up her thigh till I was almost where I wasted to be most. As if I could possibly be more aroused she took my bottom lip in her teeth and bit. I almost lost it in that moment.

After I recovered from the sensation of her biting my lip I moved my right hand up her the short distance to her soaked panties. I stroked her and she moaned in my mouth again. I needed more of this I needed to make her scream my name. It was an intoxicating feeling making her react like this. I moved her panties aside so that I could really feel her for the first time.

"You're so fucking wet for me baby." I breathed out.

"You have no idea the effect you have on me."

She leaned her head back as I began stroking her pussy top to bottom. I kissed, nipped and sucked on her exposed neck before me. She tasted so good I couldn't imagine not having my lips on her ever again.

I moved my thumb to her bundle of nerves and she bucked her hips as flicked it. Another louder moan escaped her lips. I couldn't take it anymore I had to be inside her even if it was only my fingers. I roughly stuck two fingers in knowing that she probably liked it rough.

"Edward! Fuck!"

The sound of her saying my name made my dick twitch in an almost painful way. I worked my fingers in and out of her hot center. She was moving as much as she could in the cramped space; throwing her hips into my hand to increase her own pleasure. I knew she was close and couldn't wait to commit to memory how she looked as she came. I couldn't take my eyes off her.

"Fuck. I'm so close. You feel so good. Fuck."

"Cum for me Bella. I wanna see you cum all over my hand."

Her walls started to tighten around my fingers. She started almost screaming my name as she near even closer to the edge.

TAP. TAP. TAP.

Both our heads flew to the passenger window where a dark hair man stood with his flashlight still against the window. I didn't know who he was from sight but with one look at his brown eyes I didn't need to look at the badge to know it was Chief Swan.

"Can you two step out of the car please." He said in a surprisingly calm voice that was way scarier then yelling.

I was a little embarrassed to have to remove my fingers from between her legs right in front of her dad. But I did and we both made our way out of the door that he held open.

"Bella go wait by my cruiser you're in no condition to drive."

"I'm not a little kid you can't tell me what to do. I can drive just fine."

"BELLA… go wait by the cruiser. You are in enough trouble as it is you don't need to have your mouth get you into anymore."

She looked from his stern face to my face that was pleading her not to leave me alone with her father after how he had just caught us. She gave me an apologetic look and turned to walk toward the cruiser.

"My coat is on the passenger seat you better put it on to cover your self up." He called after her. His gaze turned to me. "So since I don't know who you are I'm assuming you're a one of the Cullen boys."

"Yes sir. Edward." I didn't know if I should try and shake his hard or not but I quickly realized what was on the fingers of my right hand and stopped my self.

"Well I like your father and he will be hearing about this. But as far as Bella is concerned you stay away from her. I don't know who you are but I'm getting the impression it is not someone I want my daughter around. You understand me?"

I nodded my head quickly not wanting to do anything to make the situation worse.

"Now how did you get here?"

"I drove sir."

"Have you been drinking?"

"No sir."

"We'll see. Walk a straight line from here to the end of the truck and back."

I did as he asked and walked a perfectly straight line. I hadn't had but one sip of my beer before Jessica the skank showed up so I knew I was fine.

"Alright you get to your car and head home."

"Thank you sir. And I'm really sorry about tonight it's not what it looked like…" ok it was exactly what it looked like. I was fingering your daughter in her truck.

"Son don't make this situation any worse then it already is."

I nodded and walked away hurriedly toward my car. He was right behind me so I couldn't stop and even talk to Bella who was leaning against his car wrapped in his coat. I was to scared to even look at her for more then a second in front of her father after the position he had just caught us in.

I took out my phone to try and find my siblings. I had apparently been so caught up with Bella that I didn't notice that Alice and Emmett had both text me three times to tell me the cops had shown up and asking where I was with the keys. We used to live in a big city so we knew what to do when the cops showed up. I knew most likely they had all gotten out before the police found them. I got into my car and called Emmett first.

"Man what the fuck happened to you. The 5-Oh showed up and we split. Where the fuck are you?"

"I was in Bella's truck with her when the cops showed up sorry I missed you texts. Are Jasper and Alice with you?"

Emmett didn't miss a beat "You were where with WHO?"

"Emmett, not the point. I'll tell you about it later. Are you with Jasper and Alice?"

"Yeah they're here. We're down the road a little ways come pick us up."

"I'll be there I two seconds." I slammed my phone closed and put the car in drive heading in their direction.

How did this night go from I don't even want to go, to Bella actually has feelings for me, to meeting her dad while my fingers were in her pussy? What the fuck. Things were fucked up. But I couldn't help but smile when I remembered the most significant event of the evening. Bella wanted me. She wanted me like I wanted her and I couldn't believe it. She was mine. I was smiling when I picked all of them up and they looked at me like I was crazy. The probed me for details about my entanglements with the cops and I gave them the PG-13 version saving the real details for later when I could talk to my brothers.

Alice being the always concerned one spoke first after my story. "So now the chief of police hates you and thinks you're a bad guy because he found you making out with his daughter in her truck?"

"Yeah something like that. Lets just say I'm not getting off on any speeding tickets in this town."

"That's horrible we've been here a week and you are already on the wrong side of the law." Emmett, Jasper, and I couldn't hold back the laugh at her choice of words. She ignored us and continued. "Carlisle is going to kill you."

"Yeah probably but what can I do about it now?"

We continued the drive in silence and I smiled the whole way. I didn't care if my dad kicked my ass till I couldn't walk, which he wouldn't cause he never hit me. Bella had reviled that she felt the same about me as I did her. I didn't care if we were both grounded for a year we would still have school and I could find a way to get Chief Swan to like me.