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After walking through New York for 4 hours and still freaking out about the question How to tell Castle, Kate opened the door to her apartment. She had called in work, asking to get the rest of the day off.

After she put her keys on the kitchen counter, got out of her jacket and sat down at the couch she pulled out her phone and called Rick.

"This is the voicemail of Richard Castle, please leave a message after the beep."

"Hi Castle, this is Kate. Uhm…could you come over as soon as you get this message? Don't freak out everything is fine. I just…I just wanna see you, that's all. Bye"

she hung up the phone got up from the couch and went over to her door where she had dropped her purse finding all of the brochures Dr. Talbert had given her. Kate was restless, she had to do something, normally she would go for a run but knowing Castle and that he really would come over as soon as he got the message, she had to find something else to keep her busy. Knowing that Tv wouldn't keep her mind occupied and knowing she was way too nervous to concentrate on a book, she went for the brochures. With those in her hand she went over to one of the kitchen bar stools, sitting down and putting them all out in front of her.

There were 5 in total. One about adoption, one about abortion and the other 3 were just normal pregnancy brochures with either a baby or a happy pregnant woman on the cover.

"Have a stress-free pregnancy." Nope she wasn't gonna read that one, so she picked up the next one from the counter "20 things to keep in mind when you're pregnant." This should be interesting she thought to herself starting to read number one.

1. Eat regularly & healthy

Ugh first thing on the list and already the first thing she would have a problem with if she would keep the baby. Kate was a workaholic with a crazy schedule, sometimes she just forgot to eat, it happened and it had never really been an issue. And eat healthy? Her fridge was empty 24/7 if it wasn't for a takeout container every once in a while. Speaking of takeout she was sure they wouldn't consider takeout as healthy.

2. Don't smoke

Well at least that was an easy one. She didn't smoke- never had.

3. Don't drink alcohol.

Kate wasn't an alcoholic and didn't have to have a drink every single night, but she did enjoy having a glass of wine with castle or Lanie once in a while or a drink at the bar with the boys. She didn't want to give that up.

4. Avoid consuming large quantities of caffeine.

No large quantities of caffeine?! She needed coffee especially if she had to work late or if she caught a case at 3a.m. It was something she relied on and something she was hanging on to in her everyday life. How was she supposed to stay awake if she was only allowed to drink one cup of coffee per day?

Kate threw the brochure back on the counter; just reading 4 of the 20 things made her realize that she had a problem with already 3 of them. This wouldn't work for her.

It's probably easy for women to give all of this up when they really want their baby, when they're so happy and excited to welcome a newborn in the world that giving up coffee seems like an easy task. Beckett thought to herself. But it wasn't easy for her. A lot of this didn't go along with her job and this was only the beginning of a long list why she didn't want to keep the baby.

She got startled when she heard a knock on the door…

Okay next chapter is all about Castle finding out about Kate being pregnant. What did you think about this chapter and how do you think Castle should find out about the pregnancy? I have two options and I'm not really sure which one I'm gonna publish. Him finding the pregnancy brochures before Kate has a chance to tell him or Kate telling him the minute he sets foot in her apartment. Which version would you guys like to read? Hit the review button and let me know. :)