The first day of school is finally over and Izzy and Maia have come back to my house to watch the guys practice. We are all in our pool house that is behind our house because Mom let us turn it into a hangout spot. It's where the guys always practice. We have a pool table, PS4, air hockey table, bar, and a big flat screen TV and when you walk outside, there is the pool and the hot tub. I'm sitting on the couch, drawing on my sketchpad while Izzy and Maia talk next to me as the guys warm up. The Mortal Instruments is what they call themselves. Sebastian is the singer and also occasionally plays the guitar. Mark and Simon play the guitar, Jordan plays the drums and Alec is on the bass. They are actually a really good rock band.
**Vermilion By Slipknot
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever**
Clary had the feeling like someone was watching her so she looks up from her drawing and her eyes meet with Sebastian's black ones. He is staring right at her while he sings.
**Oh (she's the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My dahlia, bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perversed when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever**
Clary's eyes are locked on Sebastian's. It feels like she is being pulled into a dark pit of his black eyes and she is frozen in place.
**Oh (she's the only one that makes me sad)(she's coming alive, she's coming alive)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Vixen crazy, aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
(Yeah)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!**
The song ends and Clary can finally move. 'That was weird.' she thought to herself. She looks back to him and can't help but stare at her step brother. He was sweaty and she could see his chest through his white shirt. With his white blonde hair the way it was stuck to his sweaty forehead, she couldn't help but think he reminded her of the rocker Billy Idol when he was young. Only Sebastian has more muscles and is really toned. 'God he looks so hot holding that guitar.' she thought to herself. 'Dammit. Stop it Clary! He is your step brother. Your very hot and very sexy step brother..Dammit! Look at Mark. Look at Mark; not Sebastian.' Clary thought to herself so she she finally tore her eyes from Bash and watched Mark play his guitar.
"Damn, Mark looks sexy." Clary says out loud.
"Yeah, he needs to play with nothing but the guitar on…if you know what I mean." Izzy says with a wink.
"God, Izzy. Is that all you think about?" Clary says.
"Yes. That and shopping and clothes." Izzy replies.
"You know, you should go for it. You need to finally lose you v-card and Mark is great in bed, from what I hear. You should totally sleep with him." Izzy says.
"Izzy, shhhh." Clary says looking at the guys, making sure they didn't hear her.
"I'm just saying. He is so into you. Just go for it. Your brother doesn't have to know." Izzy says.
Clary looks back at Mark and he notices she was staring at him and he winks at her. Clary blushes and looks back at her brother and he has this look that flashes in his eyes as their eyes meet. It looks like anger and jealousy but she must be imagining it.
**"Flesh by Simon Curtis
This is not the way into my heart
Into my head
Into my brain
Into none of the above
This is just my way of unleashing
The feelings deep inside of me
This spark of black that I seem to love
We can get a little crazy just for fun
Just for fun
Don't even try to hold it back
Just let go
Tie me up and take me over
Till you're done
Till I'm done
You've got me fiendin'
And I'm ready to blow**
Clary finally looks back at her step brother and he is still staring at her while he sings.
**Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Get undressed
Taste the flesh
Bite into me harder
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Pass the test
Taste the flesh
Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg
Give me some more
Make me bleed I like it R▲
Like it R▲ R▲ R▲
Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Hold my hands above my head
And push my face into the bed
Cause I'm a screamer baby
Make me a mute
You put your hand upon my neck and feel the pulse
Beat beat beat beat
It's like a trigger
Get me ready to shoot
Wanna wrestle with me baby
Here's a sneak
Little peek
You can dominate the game
Cause I'm tough
I don't play around that often
When I do
I'm a freak
So you'd better believe
I like it rough**
Sebastian winks at her while he licks his lips. 'Okay, what is that about?' she thought to herself.
**Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Get undressed
Taste the flesh
Bite into me harder
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Pass the test
Taste the flesh
Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg
Give me some more
Make me bleed I like it R▲
Like it R▲ R▲ R▲
Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Hold me down
And make me scream
Lay me on the floor
Turn me on
And take me out
Make me beg for more
Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Get undressed
Taste the flesh
Bite into me harder
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Pass the test
Taste the flesh
Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg
Give me some more
Make me bleed I like it R▲
Like it R▲ R▲ R▲
Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh X3**
Clary and Sebastian were making eye contact most of the song and Clary couldn't help but get really turned on. It felt like he was singing to her, making her want him so badly. It was hot. He is sweating and his white shirt is stuck to him and you can see the outlines of his perfect abs. Clary was biting her lip just thinking about what it would be like to lick those abs and to have his body on her. To have his hands touching her. "I really need to have sex. I'm too sexually frustrated." she said to herself. The band was done playing and now we were all going to drink and have fun.
"Okay, lets play truth or dare." Izzy says. "You all know the rules. If you don't do the dare or don't want to tell the truth, take a piece of clothing off." Everyone gets in a circle while I am sitting in between Izzy and Sebastian.
"Okay, so I'll go first." Izzy says. "Clary. Truth or dare?"
"Dare." Clary says.
"I dare you to make out with Mark for 3 minutes." Izzy says smiling and then winks at her.
"Fine." Clary says and stands up but Sebastian grabs her hand.
"Oh hell no you are not making out with him!" Sebastian says.
"Stop trying to act like my dad! It's just a kiss, nothing more. GOD, loosen up. You have made out with too many girls to count." Clary says staring daggers at Sebastian. She snatches her hand from him and walks over to Mark then sits on his lap and smashes her lips to his. Their mouths move together hard and slow at first. Their tongues battling each other, tasting every part of their mouths. This kiss gets more heated as Mark bites her lower lip, causing her to moan. She starts moving her hips and grinding on him, making Mark moan in her mouth. Clary puts her hand in his shirt and starts feeling his hard muscles and getting more turned on. Someone suddenly pulls her off of him and throws her on the floor. She looks up to see what just happened and that's when she sees Sebastian on top of Mark, punching him over and over again. Jordan and Alec jump up and pull him off of Mark.
"What in the hell, Bash? Dude, calm down!" Jordan says.
"I'm not going to calm down. Not until I kill him!" Sebastian yells as he tries to break free of their hold on him.
"Come on! They were just kissing. Just chill." Alec says.
"They were not just kissing. They were having sex with clothes on right in front of me." Sebastian screams looking murderous.
Clary walks over to Mark to check on him. He is passed out and his nose is bleeding. His eye is swollen and his lip is split as well. She puts her hand on his face.
"Don't you fucking touch him! Get away from him Clary!" Sebastian screams, making her jump and take her hand away from Mark. She stands up and turns around and walks over to Sebastian.
"What the hell Bash? What right to do you have to act like that? You beat him up just because I was kissing him. I kissed him. I was humping him, not the other way around. And so what? I'm a big girl. I can do what I want and who ever I want. You screw anything with breasts but I can't even kiss someone! WELL SCREW YOU!" Clary screams right in Sebastian's face and he looks shocked. She's never screamed at him like that and all his anger was soon gone and was replaced with hurt.
"Okay. Everyone just needs to calm down." Alec says. "I think it's best if we all just go home."
Jordan and Alec let go of Sebastian and go to help Mark who is starting to wake up. Everyone left and Clary and Sebastian went inside the house. Neither of them said a word to the other. Clary walks upstairs and is at her door. Sebastian is behind her and Clary turns around and looks at him.
"What is your problem? Why are you acting so weird? Why can't I kiss or date someone when you do?" Clary yells with tears in her eyes but she refuses to let them out.
Sebastian walks in front of her and looks her in the eyes. "Because nobody is good enough for you." Sebastian says.
"What? Are you serious? I think you should let me decide that. I mean, it's not like you have the best taste. Just look at all the sluts you've dated. All the girls hearts you've broken but yet you're worried about me?" Clary says to him.
"But none of them mattered to me. Not one of them. You are the only thing in this world that I care about. I love you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want other people touching you or owning you or hurting you." Sebastian says. "I want you to belong to me because I belong to you."
Clary was looking in his eyes and she was stunned. She didn't know what to say. Sebastian pushes her into the wall. His whole body is pressed up against hers and then he smashes his lips against hers.
Author's Note Again I want to thank my Beta*ReadingIsForNerds*