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a big impact on the rest of the story.
BY THE WAY: This journal entry takes place the same night Duo goes out to find Heero.
Journal Entry No. 2 December 5, PT 001
Dear Journal,
I told you I would write again and tell you what happened. You won't believe what that idiot did. After I went out to look for him...
----Flash Back----
[Heero where are you? It's not like you to stay out this late. Quatre said he wasn't there, so I will go check the library; maybe they changed the hours since I've been there last.]
At the Library
"Well, they haven't changed the hours, so wheres Heero?" [Where would he go, knowing that he wanted to talk to me. He wouldn't go to Relena's, especially not after they broke up. What did he see in her, other than blond hair and a nice smile? All I ever see is a whiny little girl that gets to have whatever she wants. I don't see how she brought about peace to Earth and the Colonies.]
"Hey there cutie" a gruff voice came from the shadows of a nearby alley.
"No, I'm not your Heero, hot stuff" he said as the tall hairy man stepped fro m out of the shadows and roughly grabbed me. "I'm your knight in shinning armor."
"I don't want any trouble." I said as my heart began to race.
"Neither do I" the man replied with a slight laugh. "I just want a piece of that nice ass you got there." He finished as he began groping me.
"You don't want to do that."
"Oh yea, well, you're right. I want to do much more."
*Zip
The man pulled me in front of him.
"Again, you really don't want to do that."
"And what are you gonna do? You are in no position to be telling me what I can and can't do you little slut!"
"That's it! Nobody calls me a slut and lives to repeat it!!"
"Is that right my little."
I grabbed the man's arm and twisted it until I heard it pop. I then punched him in the stomach and somehow managed to get him to the ground. I then straddled him and waited for him to say something.
"Ah.I see you are a tough little harlot...If you wanted to be on top.you should have said so. You didn't have to break my arm you little slut."
With that, I grabbed my knife out of my back pocket and slit his throat. All he could do was look at me with his eyes wide open in shock.
"I told you before, don't call me a slut."
As I stood up his eyes closed and the man stopped breathing. I turned away and ran as fast as I could. My eyes were tearing up. I had to get out of there.I had to find Heero.
[Heero, please be okay.]
After about two hours of roaming the streets searching frantically for Heero, I decided to head back to the apartment. Sure enough, Heero.my Heero, Mr. Perfect was there, sitting on the couch.
"Heero! You're okay!"
"Of course I am baka, why wouldn't I be. And where have been? Didn't you get my message in."
"Where have I been!?! Where have I been!?! I'll tell you where I've been!! I've been out looking for you. I've been out almost getting raped by some guy in a dark alley, 'cause you never came home!!"
"What?"
"Don't give me that! I've had the night from hell, because you told me to meet you here and then you decided to go and have fun while I sat at home worrying myself sick!"
"You.you worried about me?"
"Why the hell else would I go out in the middle of the night looking for you? Heero.I killed that man that tried to rape me.because he called me a slut and.he was keeping me from finding you.and all you seem to care about is yourself."
My eyes began wouldn't let me hold back my emotions anymore. I started to cry.
"Hn."
"That's it? That's all you have to say, after what you put me through?"
"What do you want me to say?"
With that I lost the little bit of control I had left. I ran past him, up the stairs, and slammed the door.
----End Flash Back----
That was about 20 minutes ago journal. I don't know why he acts like that. I was really worried about him. I showed some concern for his well being and he threw it in my face. I just wish he wouldn't be so cold all the time, at least not towards me. I have been with him through everything. I usually cook for him and even clean for him. That's right Journal, I clean just so he will notice me. Journal, I love him. I just wish that he would love me back.
Well journal, sorry for the short entry. It's almost 2 a.m., and I think I'm about to cry again, so I will write again later.
P.S. Thanks for listening, journal. You are the only one that doesn't throw my comments back in my face.
To be continued.
THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS OF THE FIRST CHAPTER.
Let me know what you think of this one. I'm sorry it takes me so long to write these. I am trying to wait and get feed back from you so I know what you like and don't like.
CYA LATER
BY THE WAY: This journal entry takes place the same night Duo goes out to find Heero.
Journal Entry No. 2 December 5, PT 001
Dear Journal,
I told you I would write again and tell you what happened. You won't believe what that idiot did. After I went out to look for him...
----Flash Back----
[Heero where are you? It's not like you to stay out this late. Quatre said he wasn't there, so I will go check the library; maybe they changed the hours since I've been there last.]
At the Library
"Well, they haven't changed the hours, so wheres Heero?" [Where would he go, knowing that he wanted to talk to me. He wouldn't go to Relena's, especially not after they broke up. What did he see in her, other than blond hair and a nice smile? All I ever see is a whiny little girl that gets to have whatever she wants. I don't see how she brought about peace to Earth and the Colonies.]
"Hey there cutie" a gruff voice came from the shadows of a nearby alley.
"No, I'm not your Heero, hot stuff" he said as the tall hairy man stepped fro m out of the shadows and roughly grabbed me. "I'm your knight in shinning armor."
"I don't want any trouble." I said as my heart began to race.
"Neither do I" the man replied with a slight laugh. "I just want a piece of that nice ass you got there." He finished as he began groping me.
"You don't want to do that."
"Oh yea, well, you're right. I want to do much more."
*Zip
The man pulled me in front of him.
"Again, you really don't want to do that."
"And what are you gonna do? You are in no position to be telling me what I can and can't do you little slut!"
"That's it! Nobody calls me a slut and lives to repeat it!!"
"Is that right my little."
I grabbed the man's arm and twisted it until I heard it pop. I then punched him in the stomach and somehow managed to get him to the ground. I then straddled him and waited for him to say something.
"Ah.I see you are a tough little harlot...If you wanted to be on top.you should have said so. You didn't have to break my arm you little slut."
With that, I grabbed my knife out of my back pocket and slit his throat. All he could do was look at me with his eyes wide open in shock.
"I told you before, don't call me a slut."
As I stood up his eyes closed and the man stopped breathing. I turned away and ran as fast as I could. My eyes were tearing up. I had to get out of there.I had to find Heero.
[Heero, please be okay.]
After about two hours of roaming the streets searching frantically for Heero, I decided to head back to the apartment. Sure enough, Heero.my Heero, Mr. Perfect was there, sitting on the couch.
"Heero! You're okay!"
"Of course I am baka, why wouldn't I be. And where have been? Didn't you get my message in."
"Where have I been!?! Where have I been!?! I'll tell you where I've been!! I've been out looking for you. I've been out almost getting raped by some guy in a dark alley, 'cause you never came home!!"
"What?"
"Don't give me that! I've had the night from hell, because you told me to meet you here and then you decided to go and have fun while I sat at home worrying myself sick!"
"You.you worried about me?"
"Why the hell else would I go out in the middle of the night looking for you? Heero.I killed that man that tried to rape me.because he called me a slut and.he was keeping me from finding you.and all you seem to care about is yourself."
My eyes began wouldn't let me hold back my emotions anymore. I started to cry.
"Hn."
"That's it? That's all you have to say, after what you put me through?"
"What do you want me to say?"
With that I lost the little bit of control I had left. I ran past him, up the stairs, and slammed the door.
----End Flash Back----
That was about 20 minutes ago journal. I don't know why he acts like that. I was really worried about him. I showed some concern for his well being and he threw it in my face. I just wish he wouldn't be so cold all the time, at least not towards me. I have been with him through everything. I usually cook for him and even clean for him. That's right Journal, I clean just so he will notice me. Journal, I love him. I just wish that he would love me back.
Well journal, sorry for the short entry. It's almost 2 a.m., and I think I'm about to cry again, so I will write again later.
P.S. Thanks for listening, journal. You are the only one that doesn't throw my comments back in my face.
To be continued.
THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS OF THE FIRST CHAPTER.
Let me know what you think of this one. I'm sorry it takes me so long to write these. I am trying to wait and get feed back from you so I know what you like and don't like.
CYA LATER