Blair opened her eyes slightly, hoping to see chuck laid next to her with his messy but so perfect hair and the smirk that he always slept with. Blair always wondered what he was dreaming about. Well he was Chuck Bass after all…

But when Blair finally opened her eyes she was hit with the realization that Chuck wasn't there and the even harder realization that they had broken up all because of her stupid fault. She knew she shouldn't of pushed him, he has always been so delicate especially since his father died, She gently climbed out of her bed in any situation Blair Waldorf was always had elegance.

God I should really text him and apologize Blair thought she crept over to find her phone, she searched for about 10 minutes until she found it in her over sized Gucci handbag, she smiled It was a birthday gift from chuck for her 21st along with the romantic getaway to Paris. Blair had hoped he would propose but… he didn't .Maybe he doesn't want her to be his wife. She shrugged the thought out of her mind one day she would be Mrs Blair Bass she promised herself that.

She opened her phone and had an e-mail, she smiled thinking it would be from Chuck he often e-mailed her from work normally to apologize. But her smile quickly faded as she opened it and started to read it:

C & S hot and heavy in the streets of New York, Apparently our sources say they also headed back to the palace hotel yes chucks infamous palace hotel suite. Well this is news to Gossip Girl we thought he was finally going to propose to our B. But maybe the old Basstard is back!!! This should make things very interesting, Poor B or should I say poor S when B finds her. First N and now C, cant B have anyone to herself. XoXo you know you love me GG

Blair couldn't believe what she had just read, she threw her phone on the floor and ran back to her bedroom tears started to stream down her porcelain skin. How could she of been so stupid everyone was against her and chuck and now she looks like a stupid idiot how could he cheat on her she thought that he loved her. She grabbed her clothes and quickly got changed, should she go to chuck's suite and make an even more fool of herself what if chuck choose Serena over her?

She got changed and grabbed her Chanel bag she couldn't bare to even look at the Gucci bag she knew exactly who to see, someone who always knew would be there for her…..

Blair knocked on the steady wooden door. Please answer Blair thought, tears still falling from her perfect face.

Suddenly the door slowly opened, Nate had to look twice to make sure it was actually Blair standing there.

Blair could tell he had just woken up, with his messy hair and blue eyes still looking sleepy.'hey' she said forcing a smile.

'Blair, what's wrong? Why are you crying?' Nate suddenly woke up when he saw the tears falling from her face, of course he knew chuck must of done something to hurt Blair again.

' Can we talk inside' Blair said stepping inside Nate's penthouse. Her voice was so weak, why did she ever believe chuck? She was so stupid.

Nate shut the door and walked over to where Blair had sat on his leather sofa.

'Blair you're worrying me please tell me what's wrong? Nate looked deep into her brown eyes and could tell something must be terribly wrong, he had never seen them look so sad.

' Its chuck.. He cheated on me…' She sobbed. Her tears falling onto Nate's leather sofa,' with.. Serena' she struggled to get that last bit out.

Nate couldn't believe what he was hearing. Yes he was over Serena, but for Chuck to go and do that to Blair it was damn right disgusting.

' It can't be true' Were the only words Nate could say.

' Well it is they are even pictures on Gossip Girl of them both' Blair spoke, she had stopped crying and was now looking into Nate's eyes. She could feel her heart beating faster, why did she ever leave Nate?

' I am so sorry Blair, I thought that you guys would be getting engaged I never thought he would do this to you' Nate spoke softly, all he wanted to do was go and punch chuck in the face. He lost Blair to Chuck and now all Chuck wants to do is sleep with Serena Blair's best friend.

' It's fine it was my fault anyway, I wanted him to propose to me I was pushing him away from me, Serena was the only person he could talk to about it, its fine maybe they didn't even sleep together' Blair questioned herself, she always blamed herself when something went wrong, This time it wasn't her fault it was entirely chucks.

' No Blair it wasn't your fault you didn't force him to sleep with Serena, Chuck was just being an ass as usual' Nate couldn't help but raise his voice, how could she be blaming herself.

Nate touched Blair's perfect porcelain skin, looked into her deep brown eyes. She was so beautiful she always had been. Why didn't he fight for her? So what it was years ago when they went out but he shouldn't of hurt her all those times.

Blair leaned closer to Nate and could feel his warm breath on her skin, he smelled of the Burberry aftershave that Blair always made him wear. Why did Nate still wear it? Does he still want her?

Suddenly They kissed, The most passionate and hungry kiss Blair had ever had, yes Chuck was an expert at kissing but Nate's kisses always had some sort of affect on her, they made her feel like so was the most important girl in the world. Guilt suddenly came over Blair, she pulled away from Nate. Just Because chuck had hurt her doesn't mean she had to cheat on him.

' S-s-s-orry … I need to go' Blair stuttered. She grabbed her bag and ran out of the door.

'Blair!' Nate shouted. But it was too late she was already gone…….