Now I was lying in bed with another original. This time was different. I am shocked to say that it wasn't bad different. It was just not the same. I found myself watching Klaus sleep. While he slept his harsh features shown unlike Kol. He seemed to always be looking over his shoulder. It must be a miserable existence to never be able to trust anyone including the ones you loved. I am not entirely sure what last night was, but I know when I leave this room I have to go out into the world where everything is cold and disparaging. The most unlikely place for me to end up was actually comforting for a short while. Now I had to face reality that I slept with Kol's brother and his tormenter. What would he say if he was still alive? But wasn't that the point. He is no longer living, so why do I feel like I have betrayed him.

I slowly got out of bed and slipped on my jeans and t-shirt. Before I walked out the door I clutched at my neck and realized that my necklace was gone. Kol gave me that necklace, and now I had lost it. How could I have lost everything dear to me in such a small amount of time? Losing the necklace was just another betrayal that I would feel guilty for the rest of my immortal life. I felt so ashamed. Then I heard Klaus say," Looking for this, love." I turned around and in his hand was the necklace. My heart was racing. I was so relieved, but also terrified because Klaus knows how important that necklace is to me. I walked over to him and I reached for it, and he actually lets me take it. Then he smiled and pulled me down for a kiss. This kiss felt uncharacteristically sweet. Before there was passion, but I never thought I would describe him as gentle.

After I took a shower I changed into a pair of jeans and a red tank top. I put my long blonde hair into a ponytail and went downstairs. I saw Elijah and Klaus discussing something that involved a Marcel. Yesterday Elijah filled me in on all the stuff that was going on around here. I think he was hoping that I would stay and help. I probably will I mean it's not like I have anything else to live for. Marcel was after I left. He sounds like a pest. I'm actually surprised that Klaus has let him live this long, but then again death is too easy for him. Why provide his enemies with the one thing that he cannot have himself? Klaus turned to look at me and gave one of his sly smiles and said," You know red is my favorite color." Then it hit me. I had sex with Nicklaus Mikaelson, and it was amazing. What was wrong with me?

Then Elijah interjected," Good morning, Liv. I hope you slept well."

I blushed." Yes I did."

Elijah said," Well I should go check on Haley."

And then he left me and Klaus alone, which made me more terrified than before we slept together.

Klaus walked toward me and said," So, Olivia…."

I interjected," Nicklaus, last night was…"

"Special."

My eyes began to tear." I can't"

I could tell he was becoming angry. "Because you think I'm a monster."

"No, because of Kol."

His anger subsided. "Oh yes, you haven't had time to process his…death."

That even seemed hard for him to spit out.

I wanted to speak, but the words would not come. So, he continued," Olivia, I must tell you something. I have always envied my brother for obtaining you first. So, when my brother was daggered I couldn't stand the thought of losing you. I turned you so you could realize I was the right brother for you."

My mind couldn't fully process this. So much of it was cruel and unforgivable, but the end made my heart flutter. Was it possible that I loved the wrong brother? Could I love them both? I wanted to slap him and kiss him, but luckily for me Elijah reentered the room. I used this opportunity to leave the house. I needed time to think this through. I was a rational person that thought everything out, or at least that's what I did before Kol. The Mikaelson's have ruined me, but I can't imagine my life without them. I stood outside of the house because I didn't want to leave, but I don't think I could have stayed. I'm worried of what I might do alone with Klaus.

I was also starving. I needed to find someone to eat and soon. I usually had control over my hunger, but when I was with the originals I had less control over my emotions and all your emotions can turn into hunger. Living a life of seclusion in Paris was so much easier, but I wonder if seclusion is worth it. I felt more in this past day than I have felt in years. So, I walked through town looking for my prey. There was so many to choose from, but I finally spotted a young man that would succumb to my feminine charms. It was fairly easy to get him to follow me into the alley. He seemed really excited. Humans were so gullible. I looked into his eyes and said," You will not scream or struggle, and when I'm done you won't remember a thing." He nodded in agreement and I feasted. I didn't want to stop, but I had to control my hunger. No longer would I allow it to control me.

After that I walked around until night fall. One thought had crept into my mind that I could not shake. Did he dagger Kol to have me to himself? Part of me didn't want to believe that it was a possibility, but the old Klaus would have no problem hurting someone to get what he wants. I was the reason that Kol was dead. My heart began to break. Not only had I betrayed him, but I killed him. If I wasn't in public I probably would have cried my eyes out. Then my sorrow turned to rage. I could avenge Kol by killing Klaus. Yes, I would kill Klaus and then myself for my betrayal. My life now had a purpose again.